She is playing tricks on me again today (gl) + episode

"There's no need for an apology or anything. You'll be able to offset it by confessing to me."

Gao Qian nodded her head slightly, lowered her head to sip the floating tea foam in the chuī teacup, and took a sip. Her red lips and white porcelain were really pretty.

"you……"

"Ok?"

Gao Qian took another sip of her tea, seeming to hesitate to speak.

Fang Xiang frowned, and asked again: "What's wrong?"

Gao Qian then said: "Are you really not going to see Liu Yulin again?"

Fang Xiang was stunned, his eyes wandered for a moment, and he lowered his head.

"What do you mean by saying this all of a sudden?"

Gao Qian came to her senses and quickly explained: "Don't get me wrong, I am not here to be a lobbyist for Liu Yulin. To be honest, she has been living with me since you two separated. I want to match you two. I have contacted you earlier, and I will not wait until today."

Fang Xiang believed Gao Qian's words.

"Then why did you say that suddenly?"

Gao Qian sighed slightly, and took another sip of tea habitually.

"Actually, I don't want to convince you, I want to convince myself."

"What do you mean?"

The waiter brought the food, Gao Qian waited for her to leave, and then explained: "For the past six months, seeing Liu Yulin like that, I always think of Shi Qingguo, and wonder if she looks normal like Liu Yulin, In fact, I have been torturing myself."

As soon as these words came out, Fang Xiang's heart skipped a beat.

No, can't listen, can't care!

Everything about Liu Yulin has nothing to do with her!

She pretended to be indifferent and said, "Oh? Really? As long as the appearance is good, it's enough."

Like her, she's superficially good, and that's enough.

Gao Qian sipped her tea vaguely, as if she didn't hear her, she spoke in a daze.

"Ever since the two of you broke up, Liu Yulin didn't dare to live alone. When she first moved to my house, she got into the house every day after work. She didn't do anything, just memorized her mobile phone number."

"Remember the phone number?" Fang Xiang was stunned.

"Yes, memorize your mobile phone number." Gao Qian sighed slightly, "Because she memorized your mobile phone number too clearly, she was afraid that she would not be able to stop calling you, so she memorized the mobile phone number randomly drawn from the Internet, and memorized it every day. Hundreds of them, and after more than a week of memorizing them, I finally forgot your mobile phone number."

Fang Xiang hugged the teacup on the table with both hands, like warming his hands, he didn't drink it, just hugged it like that, his eyes wandered to the side.

No wonder Liu Yulin hasn't called her once in the past six months. It turned out that she had forgotten her mobile phone number.

"Since she's forgotten, she should be doing well, so I'm relieved."

"Okay?" Gao Qian laughed at herself, "Well, at least she doesn't cry, make trouble, or jump off the building, and she goes to and from get off work on time every day. Except that she doesn't cook anymore, she seems to be the same as before."

After a pause, Gao Qian continued: "It's just that she works too hard. She never sleeps for more than four hours a day. The dark circles on her face can't be covered without foundation. Whenever she sees her eyes are bloodshot, she ..."

"enough!"

Fang Xiang interrupted suddenly and rudely!

She didn't want to know how miserable Liu Yulin was, not at all!

Gao Qian froze for a moment, pulled the corners of her mouth in embarrassment, and forced out a bitter smile.

"Sorry, I shouldn't have mentioned her."

Fang Xiang also felt that his tone was a bit harsh, so he took a breath, took out the chopsticks and handed them to her, trying to restore the atmosphere.

"Eat vegetables, eat vegetables, the taste is the best just out of the pan."

Gao Qian took the chopsticks, took a bite, and chewed slowly.

Fang Xiang also took a bite, "Don't talk about me, let's talk about you, didn't you just say you wanted to convince yourself? What do you want to convince yourself?"

"Shiqingguo."

"Ok?"

"I have been hesitant to see her again before I leave."

Chapter 117

Fang Xiang was taken aback for a moment, but it wasn't too surprising, after all, the two of them had been in a relationship for so many years.

"I think, this matter... No matter what you do, it will hurt, so it's up to you to decide."

Gao Qian was clear about other people's affairs, but she became confused when she talked about her own.

"I do not quite understand you."

Fang Xiang patiently explained: "What I mean is, if you go to see Shiqingguo right now, it is basically equivalent to beheaded rice. After a full meal, you should be beheaded. And if you don't go Looking at Shi Qingguo, after she is discharged from the hospital, she can't find you anyway, and the kind of despair that scratches her heart is actually not good. So, in the end, it's up to you to choose."

Gao Qian lowered her head and picked up another dish with chopsticks, which was tasteless.

"Your assumption may not be true. It's been so long, Shi Qingguo may have thought about it a long time ago."

Fang Xiang nodded, "That's also possible, so it's still up to you to decide."

Gao Qian smiled wryly, "You don't even have to see Liu Yulin, and so do I..."

The atmosphere was tense for a moment, Fang wanted to put down his teacup, picked up his chopsticks again, and suddenly changed the subject.

"I've always been very strange. Why did you suddenly tell me the whole truth that day?"

If it was because of guilt, Fang Xiang didn't believe it. If he wanted to feel guilty, he would have felt guilty a long time ago, so why waited so long.

Gao Qian didn't hide anything, and said bluntly, "It's because of Shi Qingguo."

"Shiqingguo?"

"Yes, after Shi Qingguo was hospitalized, I thought a lot about it. In fact, she and Liu Yulin were all the same way. It's just that Shi Qingguo chose to hurt her body, which broke my heart, and Liu Yulin chose to hurt her with lies, which eventually hurt her too. Your heart. The body will recover sooner or later, but the heart is very difficult."

Gao Qian put down her chopsticks, clasped her fingers around the teacup, and rubbed it carefully.

"It's because of this that I feel that we are in the same boat, and I can't bear to see you continue to be so confused. Moreover, I don't think Liu Yulin can hide it for long. There are too many lies, and there will always be a day when I miss it, one day sooner. Expose it, maybe you two still have room for redemption, so you won't be strangers like me and Shi Qingguo."

After a pause, Gao Qian added another sentence.

"What I didn't expect was that it was already too late."

Fang Xiang lowered his eyes and remained silent, Gao Qian didn't say anything, the two of them broke the silence after a while, and talked about other things sparsely.

When they came out after eating, the atmosphere between the two finally eased a lot.

"We go in different directions. Your home is far away. You should take a taxi first."

Under the neon lights, Gao Qian's long skirt swayed in the night wind, as if there was a mischievous cat hidden in the skirt, flapping around, trying to add a bit of agility to her lady.

Fang Xiang looked at Gao Qian's increasingly beautiful face, and said something that he had never thought of a second ago.

"Why don't I help you look at Shiqingguo?"

Gao Qian opened her eyes slightly, "You?"

Fang Xiang felt that he had made a slip of the tongue, and quickly waved his hands to cover it up: "I'll just talk casually, if you decide to visit her in person, then you don't need me."

Gao Qian lowered her eyes, her long eyelashes hung with colorful neon lights, calm and beautiful.

"I don't intend to see her. It's best if you can go."

Fang wanted to think for a while, "What time is your flight tomorrow afternoon?"

"It's more than three o'clock and less than four o'clock."

"Is the hospital available for visiting patients at eight or nine?"

"Nine o'clock."

"That's fine, then I'll go there early tomorrow morning, and I'll call you to tell you about the situation after reading it, so you can rest assured?" ()

Before she finished speaking, Gao Qian suddenly came over and hugged Fang Xiang.

"Thank you……"

The voice trembled slightly.

Holding Gao Qian's narrow and thin shoulders lightly, Fang Xiang looked up at the dark dark starry sky above his head, the moonlight was dim, the stars were lazy, the night wind was blowing, and the traffic and traffic around him seemed to become far away.

Fang Xiang suddenly felt like crying for no reason.

It turns out that she is not the only one who can't let go, Gao Qian has been thinking about her...

……

Early in the morning, Fang Xiang took the subway to the hospital.

The hospital is located in the suburbs of Beijing, and the environment is beautiful. Standing at the gate of the hospital and looking around, the first impression that people get is only a big golden character - expensive!

In short, no matter how you look at it, it doesn't look like a hospital that ordinary people can afford.

The procedures in large hospitals are also cumbersome, especially in the specialized sanatorium for mental illness. It took Fang Xiang a little effort before he was taken to the ward. The bed got up at five o'clock in the morning, and it was almost ten o'clock when Qingguo hadn't seen it yet. .

As soon as he entered the ward, he saw a thin figure wearing a blue and white hospital gown, standing in front of the window looking at the blue sky and white clouds.

The hospital gown was obviously a bit loose, making her look extraordinarily petite when worn on her body.

"Shiqingguo."

He called out, but there was no response.

Fang Xiang yelled again, and Shi Qingguo slowly turned around.