She is playing tricks on me again today (gl) + episode

Fang Xiang shook his head helplessly, and stepped forward to help her pour half a glass of water.

"You should pay attention, it's only been a few days! Come on, drink some water, your lips are a little dry."

Shi Qingguo took it and took a sip, "Did you say where you went just now?"

"I..." Fang Xiang didn't want to say it at first, but he felt so uncomfortable, he really wanted to find someone to talk to, so he told the truth, "Just now Liu Yulin came."

"Ah? Who?! Hiss - whoops!"

Shi Qingguo sat up straight!

Immediately, the pain was so painful that he fell back directly.

Fang Xiang quickly stepped forward to help her, "Why are you so excited, it's not Gao Qian!"

Shi Qingguo wrinkled her small face, her forehead was shining brightly, and she broke out in a cold sweat from the pain!

While groaning silently, she added: "It's almost the same if it weren't for Gao Qian. She came, and then what? You drove her away?"

"Ah."

Shi Qingguo leaned against the wall and gasped for a few more breaths, then wiped the sweat from her brow, and replied lazily: "If you can drive Liu Yulin away, Gao Qian can drive me away, I'd better not even think about it. I probably won't have a chance to talk to her again."

As he spoke, tears came down.

Did Shi Qingguo love to cry so much?

Fang Xiang really didn't find out.

"Okay, don't cry, you have done so much for Gao Qian, paper can't cover fire, sooner or later she will know, and then, maybe you can really start over."

Shi Qingguo sniffed her nose, wiped her tears casually, her nose turned red after crying for such a short time, she was a little more cute.

"You can't let Gao Qian know, absolutely not. If she knows, she must think that I did it on purpose to force her to forgive me. I don't want her to misunderstand me, and I don't want to force her to forgive me. In short, no matter what, I can't let it go." she knows."

Listening to Shi Qingguo's words, Fang Xiang inexplicably remembered what Liu Yulin said before.

[I didn't lie to you Fang Xiang, I swore that I would never lie to you again. 】

[If I lie to you, let me go out and be hit by a car and die. 】

[I really didn't lie to you, how can you believe me? 】

"Fang Xiang, do you feel that life is tiring? You can't like the person you like, and you can't live the life you want to live. You work hard every day for the eyes of others, and you work hard to make a living. You are so tired. In fact, you are dead. It's also pretty good, it won't be troublesome or painful, maybe it will fly to her after being cremated and turned into flying ashes."

While talking, Shi Qingguo was amused by herself.

"What if I turn into ashes and fly to her side? I don't even exist anymore, I don't feel it, let alone know it. What difference does it make if I'm by your side or not?

Thinking about it this way, I really can't die, no matter how tired I am, at least I still have the hope to see her again, to dream of her, to cry for her and to laugh for her.

It's not right, it's not for her, it's for myself, for my heart, my love, my feelings, in fact, it has nothing to do with her, she doesn't need to be responsible for my feelings, and I can't force my feelings on her .

It was I who fell in love with her on my own, and I wanted to give her all my feelings. No matter what the result was, I should bear it myself. "

Fang Xiang lowered his eyes, sat back on the folding bed silently, and without taking off his shoes, just leaned against the cold wall behind him with his legs dangling.

Shi Qingguo looked up at the dark ceiling, gave a low laugh, and asked suddenly: "Fang Xiang, Gao Qian and I won't talk about it, she didn't accept me in the first place, everything was forced on her by me." Yes, I did it on my own. What about you and Liu Yulin? What did she do to make you hate her so much?"

Fang Xiang sighed slightly, "I don't hate her."

"Then why won't you forgive her?"

"I'm afraid..."

"What are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid that I won't be able to trust her anymore, I'm afraid that no matter what happens in the future, I will doubt her, I'm afraid that we won't make it to the end because of this suspicion, I'm afraid..."

"All right!"

Before Fang wanted to finish speaking, Shi Qingguo interrupted suddenly.

"Driving may cause a car accident, go to work may be fired, and even lying at home may be hit by a plane crash. If this is the case, don't we drive, don't go to work, and don't lie down. at home?"

Fang Xiang was taken aback, "That's different."

"Why is it different?"

"She lied to me. She lied to me a lot."

Shi Qingguo nodded slightly, "So that's how it is... Then what did she lie to you? She lied to you about your money?"

Fang wanted to shake his head, "No."

"Tricked you into falling into a pit? Being harmed by a pyramid scheme? Or being ruined by others? Or something else?"

Fang Xiang shook his head again, "No."

"Then what did she lie to you about?"

Fang thought: "..."

Shi Qingguo waited for a while but she didn't reply, so she smiled wryly, "Did you lie to your feelings?"

Fang Xiang remained silent.

Shi Qingguo raised her head and sighed deeply, "How do you say something? A white lie? Why did she lie to you? It's just for fun? To achieve the goal by any means? Or... desperate?"

Shi Qingguo has really grown up and matured a lot, and the words she asked hit the point.

If these words were said by Liu Yulin, or by Wang Dahai and Dr. Zhuang who lied to her together with Liu Yulin, Fang Xiang would have a thousand and ten thousand sarcasm back.

But it was Shi Qingguo who said this.

No one knows Shi Qingguo's pain better than her.

No one is more convincing than Shi Qingguo.

Fang Xiang fell silent, completely silent.

But Shi Qingguo hasn't finished talking yet.

"Fang thought, to be honest, a person's life is only a few decades, and we have already passed a quarter or even a third of the time. The rest of the day is really one day and one day less. Maybe in the blink of an eye, we will be gone." When you’re old, instead of thinking about what you have and what you don’t have, the most important thing is to grasp what’s in front of you, isn’t it?”

Fang wanted to close his eyes and leaned down on the bed.

"What you said is simple, life is short, so why can't you forget about Gao Qian, find someone you love who also loves you, and enjoy the rest of your life?"

Shi Qingguo stopped talking, moved her body and got into the bed again, and it took a long time to muffle a sentence.

"I want to, too, but I can't forget."

Fang wanted to shake off the cotton mop, but also pulled the quilt to cover it, and closed his eyes.

The reasoning is understandable, but it is too difficult to do, just like just now, she couldn't believe Liu Yulin at all, until now... She still doesn't believe that she is dreaming.

The author has something to say: Unknowingly, I wrote until the end of the month (⊙o⊙)...

Chapter 130

After that night, Liu Yulin never came again, but the fast food brother never stopped delivering meals.

Fang Xiang wanted to refuse, but he couldn't bear to see the fast food boy's embarrassment.

Anyway, Qing Guo is about to be discharged from the hospital, let her go.

A few days later, it was time for Shi Qingguo to be discharged from the hospital. In fact, she didn't have to stay for such a long time, but Fang was worried, so she only stayed for a few more days.

The day before he was discharged from the hospital, the fast food boy who reported on time for three meals a day did not come.

No breakfast, no lunch, no dinner!

Fang thought that Liu Yulin was tired and felt uncomfortable for a while, but he didn't care too much.

Early the next morning, she went to the outpatient hall to go through the discharge procedures. She was queuing up, and when she turned her head, she saw Dr. Zhuang hurried in through the gate, checking his watch while walking, followed by a petite and cute girl.

The cute girl trotted all the way, but she still couldn't keep up with Dr. Zhuang, who had long legs and big strides.

"Zhuang Yan! Stop for me!"

Dr. Zhuang strode forward.

"The surname is Zhuang!"

The little nurse at the medical guidance desk has already looked over curiously.

Dr. Zhuang ignored her with a sullen face, and went straight to the stairwell. Her consultation room was on the third floor.

Fang Xiang still has a little impression of this girl, the girl who accompanied Dr. Zhuang to watch when Liu Yulin confessed to her with the box on the left and the box on the right.

But what about impressions?Fang Xiang is not interested in Dr. Zhuang now, let alone her.

She continued to line up.

The cute girl over there is still chasing after her.

"Zhuang Yan! I don't make it difficult for you, just tell me if you stayed at Liu Yulin's house last night? I'll leave right away after you say that!"

The girl's voice wasn't too loud, it was almost drowned in the crowd, but Fang Xiang couldn't bear to get closer, she really heard every word in her ears.

Liu Yulin?

Fang didn't want to care about it, but his mind and ears didn't listen to her instructions, and all his attention was turned away.

But she never heard even a little voice from that girl or Dr. Zhuang.

They are already upstairs.

This is half obedient, really annoying!

Fang Xiang made such a poor excuse for himself, and couldn't wait for her to be in line, so he turned around and left the line, and ran towards the stairwell.

Climbing all the way to the second floor, before turning the corner, I heard familiar complaints coming from the corner of the second floor.