She is playing tricks on me again today (gl) + episode

How could this be?

Why is this happening?

It was hard for her to believe her, why is it like this! ! !

Just now she was still thinking, having her for the rest of her life, being stupid is also a blessing.

In a blink of an eye...

She is really too stupid! ! !

She endured dizziness and nausea and stood up, her mind was so blank that she couldn't think at all, she just mechanically thought about helping Liu Yulin get a change of clothes and looking for her medical insurance booklet.

The clothes were quickly found, but where is the medical insurance book?

She didn't use her brain at all, she rummaged through boxes and cabinets, but didn't find the medical insurance book, but found a scorched diary.

This book looks familiar.

She opened it casually and glanced at it, and then it turned into a page, and then a book.

She read the entire diary standing up.

Although part of it was burned, it did not prevent her from understanding the meaning inside.

After ten years, she finally understood why Liu Yulin kept avoiding her in high school, and finally understood why Liu Yulin concealed that Liang Mingfei's love letter was written to her, and even more understood the origin of her depression.

Liu Yulin likes her, she has liked her since high school.

In order to let herself give up this abnormal feeling, she desperately shifted her attention to her studies. Whenever she lost her mind, she would prick her leg with a needle. It was the long acupuncture needle that she bought specially, not just one. One by one, but one by one!

She always has some beautiful dreams about her, and every time she wakes up, she will fall into unspeakable self-loathing, and then continue to prick herself with needles.

Over time, needle injections became a habit. She was unable to concentrate and stabbed herself in dreams that she shouldn't have. Sometimes she was still in the dream, and she instinctively took out the needle from under the pillow to wake herself up.

From the moment she chose to stab herself, she was already abnormal, but no one noticed, even she herself didn't know that she was on the verge of mental illness.

God loves to tease people the most. The more you fear something, the more something will come, the more you resist something, the more you can't get rid of it.

During that time, her thighs were always covered with blood spots, the old wounds were not healed, and new wounds were added, but the more she forced herself not to think, dream, or like, the more things backfired!

The diary is very thick, but after all, the number of pages is limited, and I haven't recorded the entire high school, but the diary for the last month or so has obviously become logically chaotic, and some pages are even slightly stained with blood.

She remembered that that period was the craziest time for Liu Yulin to study. Even when she went to the bathroom, she memorized English words all the way.

At that time, I always thought that she was stubborn, a top student whom she looked up to, but now thinking about it... only bitterness.

The spring is getting tighter and tighter, but she has been holding back, she can't take it anymore and she is still holding it, she can't take it anymore and still clenches her teeth and blood!

In the end, the spring broke and no one else was hurt, only herself.

Fang Xiang didn't know how she finished reading the entire diary, her fingers stroked the faint bloodstains on the last few pages, and stroked the scorched foot of the pages, her eyes dimmed.

A good diary, why burn it?

If it needs to be burned, why save it?

Or, just accidentally burned?

This is a high school diary, why did it appear in the imperial capital?

When she was still living here before, she cleaned it together with Liu Yulin. She had never seen this diary, and it was obvious that she had just brought it here from her hometown.

Did Liu Yulin bring it here?Or... Father Liu?

Fang wanted to put the diary back to its original place, and sat on the edge of the bed in a daze for a long time, then turned his brain cells a little, and remembered that Liu Yulin seemed to say that the medical insurance book was in the wardrobe drawer, and the drawer key was in the bedside cabinet.

After taking out the medical insurance book, she left the apartment with her clothes bag in her hand. When she got to the bus station, she suddenly remembered that she had to go find Shi Qingguo.

She only called Shi Qingguo last night to give an overview of the situation, without going into details. She only said that she would come over today, first to see her, and second, to take away the change of clothes and teeth that were temporarily placed at her home. Cylinder toothbrush and the like.

She originally thought about taking these to Liu Yulin's ward so that she could take care of her, but now...

What should she do?

She looked up at the sky. It was not the blue sky that she saw in her hometown back then, but the gray sky. Just looking at it made people feel depressed.

But isn’t the blue sky the sky?Push away the dark clouds, clear away the smog, and the sky will remain the same as before.

The bus came, not No. 129 towards the hospital, but No. 106 to Shiqingguo Community.

She stepped up and got into the car, when there was a clang of a coin, it was crisp and sweet, as if embellishing this dull day with a small note.

Walking all the way to Shi Qingguo's house, and walked downstairs to the apartment, she remembered that she forgot to say hello to Shi Qingguo in advance, after thinking about it, she was already here anyway, so go straight up.

When I left last night, I didn't expect to stay out all night. I thought I would spend another night with Shi Qingguo and go to work today. When I left, I took the house key.

Before opening the door, he knocked on the door, then called Shi Qingguo twice, as a reminder, and then went in.

The living room was the same as when she left last night. The rag was left on the coffee table and she forgot to put it away. She threw the clothes bag on the sofa, and went to the kitchen to take a look. There were soup bowls and dishes piled up in the sink. There was a half pot of unfinished porridge.

It was she who stayed up last night.

It's almost four o'clock, and I don't know if Qingguo has ordered takeaway for breakfast and lunch.

She walked to the door of Shi Qingguo's room and knocked on the door.

"Shi Qingguo, are you awake? Can I go in?"

Boom!

Duang!

Suddenly there were several loud bangs from the door!

Fang Xiang was startled, hurriedly opened the door and entered!

"What's wrong Shi Qingguo?!!! Uh...Gao Qian?"

As soon as she entered the door, she saw Gao Qian standing by the bed with her back on her back, her eyes dodging a little, Shi Qingguo stepped on the floor with her bare feet, lying on the bed with her head up, holding her belly with a sad face and gasping for breath.

At Shi Qingguo's feet, there was a water glass that should have been on the bedside table. Fortunately, it was a thermos, not glass, and it was not broken. However, the lid of the glass had been knocked out far away, and the water in the glass spilled all over the floor.

I don't know why, but I always feel that the atmosphere is a bit awkward.

Fang Xiang coughed lightly, glanced at Shi Qingguo who was sweating from the pain, thought it over, and decided to ask Gao Qian first.

"When did you come back? It's rare to come back, and you didn't say to call me, it hurts."

Gao Qian also acted as if she hadn't noticed the hissing green fruit on the bed at all, she adjusted the broken hair on her temples a little, and replied calmly: "I came back in the morning, and I went to my dad's place to have a look. Just came here."

"Oh...that's it." Fang Xiang nodded, then raised his chin at Shi Qingguo who was on the bed, and said with a smile, "You guys continue talking, I'll come get some clothes, Liu Yulin is hospitalized, I have to go and take care of the two sky."

Saying that, without waiting for a reply, he backed out, and even closed the door for them.

There was nothing at all, so she tidied it up casually, and she stood in the living room and yelled again: "I'm leaving first, call me later."

After all, he opened the apartment door and wanted to leave.

As soon as she took a step, the bedroom door opened. Gao Qian chased after her and shouted, "Wait for me, I'll go too."

"Huh?" Fang Xiang was taken aback, holding the doorknob and looking back at her, and Shi Qingguo who was chasing after her behind her clutching her belly, "Didn't you just come here? Stay a little longer."

Gao Qian shook her head, "I'm on a plane at 07:30, I'm in a hurry."

Fang Xiang glanced at Shi Qingguo's smoldering eyes, and persuaded: "It's a rare trip, why are you in such a hurry to go back? Stay for two more days."

Gao Qian shook her head again, "There is an important meeting the day after tomorrow, so I don't know if I can make preparations in time when I go back."

"Is that so..."

Gao Qian pushed Fang Xiang out of the door together, looked back before closing the door, and glanced at Shi Qingguo who wanted to stop but didn't dare to stop, wanted to cry but didn't dare to cry, only dared to bite her lip and looked at her without blinking.

Gao Qian sighed slightly, and raised her hand to rub Qing Guo's shoulder-length hair, which was still soft and fluffy.

"You say you love me, then prove it to me. The NYIP in M ​​country can be said to be the number one in the world in photography. If you can pass the exam with your own ability, I can..."

"Can what?"

Shi Qingguo grabbed Gao Qian's arm, and her small single eyelids instantly shone like stars.

Gao Qian slightly turned her eyes away, not looking at her, let alone Fang Xiang, and said calmly, "I can consider giving you a chance."

Although the addition of the word "consideration" is a bit of a disappointment, to the desperate Shi Qingguo, it is like the last oasis she saw before dying of thirst. Even if it is just a mirage, it is enough for her to fight for it with all her life.

"I will! I will definitely! Give me two years, and I will pass the exam!"