She suddenly opened her eyes, looked at the brown leather backrest, and then closed her eyes again. The numbness in her heart was long overdue, and only then did she realize clearly:
——Gu Qingshi is no longer by her side.
Not on the side where she could hug her with her arms raised, nor in front of her body that she could see when she raised her eyes.
However, it can't be in her heart, which she can't touch, can't see, can only think.
She is not a lesbian, what she likes is Gu Qingshi's liking for her, she doesn't want her touch, she doesn't want her kisses, she doesn't want...
Then, the joy that cannot afford the joy of flesh|sensuality is not love.
Yes, she doesn't love Gu Qingshi.
But, why, still so sad.
Sang Yu bit her lip, pinched her nails into the palm of her hand again, and told herself: "Yes, I don't love Gu Qingshi."
When I got back to my hometown, it was already dusk outside.
After fighting with Sang Kun for a while, Mother Sang also fell asleep in a daze.
The car carried the two most important people in his life. Sang Kun drove the car slowly, and the two-hour drive took a little more than three hours.
Sang Yu really fell asleep at the back, and when she woke up, she was still looking sleepy. Regardless of Sang's mother's objection, she washed it indiscriminately, and then went back to her room without eating dinner.
Mother Sang yelled a few times, but Sang Yu ignored her. She was angry and distressed, "This child, why do I feel that something is wrong, when I saw her just this morning, she was still bouncing around like a flower."
Huahua, that spotted cow she raised, is a silly dog that bites around her tail all day long.
Sang Kun pondered for two seconds, "Don't worry about it, you are already this big, you don't have to worry about her all day long."
"If Sangsang didn't look like you, I doubt if she is your own."
Sang Kun quit now, "Yu Jinghong, what do you mean by that, you have other wild men together?"
Sang's mother changed her name to Yu Jinghong, but few people called her by this name. At the first hearing, she didn't realize that Sang Kun was calling her. I got angry with my jealous words.
"You bastard, you hooked me up at the age of 16, is there any wild man you..."
"Xiao Xiao, I said the wrong thing, don't be angry, scold me." Hearing that Sang's mother's voice was wrong, Sang Kun quickly hugged her into his arms. He was thinking about Sang Yu's matter in his heart, so he said it so lightly.
Mother Sang pushed him away and ignored him.
Sang Kun didn't have the patience he used to because he was bothering about Sang Yu.
After the two of them looked at each other silently and finished their meal, he suddenly said to Sang's mother, "Xiao Xiao, didn't you say that the second sister-in-law introduced Sang Yu to someone last time?"
Mother Sang was still sulking, and her tone was not very good. "In order to show your loyalty, you decided to take care of your daughter?"
It's fine if you are willing to talk to her. Sang Kun breathed a sigh of relief, and after some consideration, he said slowly: "I think, Sang Sang is older, and we are also older. She doesn't tell us many things for fear of us worrying, so she just Just like this time, keep it from us."
"Fortunately, Gu...Qingshi was by my side this time, but no matter how good my friends are, I haven't seen anyone grow old together with them. Sangsang should find a partner as soon as possible, so we can rest assured."
Speaking of this matter, Sang's mother was also anxious, "Sang Sang is stubborn, I have tried to persuade her a lot, but she is not happy, and there is nothing we can do about it."
Sang Kun had never cared about Sang Yu's affairs before. In his opinion, since Sang Yu didn't like it, he couldn't force such things, but now...
"Show me the man's information, and I'll help. I'll talk to Sang Yu later."
Mama Sang thought for a moment and nodded.
The next day, to Sang's mother's surprise, Sang Yu got up by herself without her three reminders, and she got up very early, at six o'clock.
"Sangsang? Why did you get up so early today?"
"I'm going for a run, to exercise."
Mama Sang: "..."
It wasn't until Sang Yu ran out that Sang's mother came to her senses. Looking at Sang Kun who had just come out of the bedroom, she was still in disbelief, "Has our Sang Sang been replaced?"
Sang Kun smiled and comforted her a few words, but his brows furrowed deeper and deeper.
When Sang Yu came back from morning exercise, it was only 07:30, and she ran somewhere, her face was flushed, and her hair was soaked in sweat.
Mother Sang was afraid that she would catch a cold, so she didn't allow her to take a shower immediately, took a towel to wipe her sweat, and asked her to drink a glass of warm water to relieve her breath before going out.
She knew that Sang Yu was a pleasure eater, and when she was hot, she kept stuffing ice into her stomach.So, she was worried, so she let Sang Kun stare at her, and she went to cook.
As soon as Mama Sang left, only the sound of Sang Yu panting was left in the living room.
Sang Kun gently closed the door, and waited until Sang Yu drank half a glass of water before softly saying, "Sang Yu."
"En." Sang Yu hadn't recovered from her spirits yet, so she responded casually.
"Have you ever liked boys before?" This sentence is the most understated one that Sang Kun picked out of many interrogative sentences.
Sang Yu's face froze, and she didn't look up at her father. Many thoughts flashed through her mind for a moment, and finally she returned to calm.
Since she was a child, she knew that her father was more careful than her mother, so she subconsciously retracted her hand from Gu Qingshi's waist at that time, and that's why she told him that she would never eat Gu Qingshi's food again.
After a while, she looked up at her father, with a struggle and confusion in her expression, "I liked it."
Sang Kun felt that there was no need to ask anything.
He knew that Sang Yu actually knew everything.
Then, as a father, there is no need for her to spread those embarrassments in front of him.
Sang Kun patted Sang Yu's head, "Sang Sang, your aunt introduced you to a partner, and I also asked friends I knew for you last night, the man is not bad, you..."
Sang Kun paused for a moment, watched Sang Yu drink the rest of the water in one gulp, lowered his eyes, and continued, "Would you like to take a look?"
"Bang", the cup in his hand fell heavily on the glass coffee table.
Sang Kun looked at her and smiled, then grinned again, and smiled again, with a big smile, "Okay."
Sang Kun felt a little uncomfortable, "Sang Yu."
"Ok?"
"It's nothing."
Sang Yu looked away from her father's face, said softly, and said, "Can I go take a shower now?"
The rosiness on his face was still there, and Sang Kun couldn't see Sang Yu's true emotions, so he nodded.
He wants to tell his daughter, if you don't like it, don't force it.
However, he couldn't watch her go further and further on the road of no return.
Naturally, there is no way.
If not, he still wants to pull his daughter back to the path that ordinary people would take.
The author has something to say: I am a double updater today, remember to praise me.
Chapter 40
Before Sang Yu was 21 years old, Sang's mother was never worried that she would not find a boyfriend. What she was worried about was that her daughter would fall into an n-corner relationship, and there would be more than one woman.
Sang Yu has been beautiful since she was a child, with good grades and a lively personality. Half of the little furry kids who grew up with her in the community were hooked by her for the first time.
This is also the reason why Sang Yu's mother was worried that she would fall in love if she had a mobile phone after Sang Yu entered high school.
At that time, Sang Yu was really a likable girl.
Until Sang Yu dropped out of school.
In terms of Sang Yu's real level, her performance in the college entrance examination can be regarded as abnormal. She couldn't get into the top universities in the country. The general 985 project universities are still fine, and she chose the popular international economics and trade major at that time.
However, she has always been lacking in interest in learning. Apart from her talent, her good grades are also due to the responsibilities a student should have.
However, as she wrote more stories, she became more and more immersed in her fictional world, and became less and less impatient with learning.
As soon as she entered her sophomore year, she began to fail subjects. In her junior year, her grades in all subjects were skyrocketing, and her failures were horrible.
When it was said that she was going to suspend school, even the soft-tempered mother Sang cruelly punished her by kneeling on the washboard all night.
But no matter what Mama Sang said, she just wouldn't let go.
Mother Sang had nothing to do with her, so she agreed to suspend her studies.
After Sang Yu dropped out of school, she didn't go anywhere. Every day she either stayed in the study facing the computer, watched TV, and slept in.
At first, Mama Sang followed her, but during the six months after the suspension of school, Sang Yu never went out, except for Lin Yuyan who came to her a few times, and no one came to her, so Mama Sang became anxious.
When Sangyu was in school, Mama Sang was always worried that there would be pigs coming to support her hard-earned cabbage; when Sangyu really grew up, she began to worry about no pigs coming to support her cabbage.
Sang's mother is not traditional and feudal. She and Sang Kun fell in love freely. Compared with a blind date, she would rather see Sang Yu find the right man by herself.
However, Sang Yu is really too nerdy.
——Gu Qingshi is no longer by her side.
Not on the side where she could hug her with her arms raised, nor in front of her body that she could see when she raised her eyes.
However, it can't be in her heart, which she can't touch, can't see, can only think.
She is not a lesbian, what she likes is Gu Qingshi's liking for her, she doesn't want her touch, she doesn't want her kisses, she doesn't want...
Then, the joy that cannot afford the joy of flesh|sensuality is not love.
Yes, she doesn't love Gu Qingshi.
But, why, still so sad.
Sang Yu bit her lip, pinched her nails into the palm of her hand again, and told herself: "Yes, I don't love Gu Qingshi."
When I got back to my hometown, it was already dusk outside.
After fighting with Sang Kun for a while, Mother Sang also fell asleep in a daze.
The car carried the two most important people in his life. Sang Kun drove the car slowly, and the two-hour drive took a little more than three hours.
Sang Yu really fell asleep at the back, and when she woke up, she was still looking sleepy. Regardless of Sang's mother's objection, she washed it indiscriminately, and then went back to her room without eating dinner.
Mother Sang yelled a few times, but Sang Yu ignored her. She was angry and distressed, "This child, why do I feel that something is wrong, when I saw her just this morning, she was still bouncing around like a flower."
Huahua, that spotted cow she raised, is a silly dog that bites around her tail all day long.
Sang Kun pondered for two seconds, "Don't worry about it, you are already this big, you don't have to worry about her all day long."
"If Sangsang didn't look like you, I doubt if she is your own."
Sang Kun quit now, "Yu Jinghong, what do you mean by that, you have other wild men together?"
Sang's mother changed her name to Yu Jinghong, but few people called her by this name. At the first hearing, she didn't realize that Sang Kun was calling her. I got angry with my jealous words.
"You bastard, you hooked me up at the age of 16, is there any wild man you..."
"Xiao Xiao, I said the wrong thing, don't be angry, scold me." Hearing that Sang's mother's voice was wrong, Sang Kun quickly hugged her into his arms. He was thinking about Sang Yu's matter in his heart, so he said it so lightly.
Mother Sang pushed him away and ignored him.
Sang Kun didn't have the patience he used to because he was bothering about Sang Yu.
After the two of them looked at each other silently and finished their meal, he suddenly said to Sang's mother, "Xiao Xiao, didn't you say that the second sister-in-law introduced Sang Yu to someone last time?"
Mother Sang was still sulking, and her tone was not very good. "In order to show your loyalty, you decided to take care of your daughter?"
It's fine if you are willing to talk to her. Sang Kun breathed a sigh of relief, and after some consideration, he said slowly: "I think, Sang Sang is older, and we are also older. She doesn't tell us many things for fear of us worrying, so she just Just like this time, keep it from us."
"Fortunately, Gu...Qingshi was by my side this time, but no matter how good my friends are, I haven't seen anyone grow old together with them. Sangsang should find a partner as soon as possible, so we can rest assured."
Speaking of this matter, Sang's mother was also anxious, "Sang Sang is stubborn, I have tried to persuade her a lot, but she is not happy, and there is nothing we can do about it."
Sang Kun had never cared about Sang Yu's affairs before. In his opinion, since Sang Yu didn't like it, he couldn't force such things, but now...
"Show me the man's information, and I'll help. I'll talk to Sang Yu later."
Mama Sang thought for a moment and nodded.
The next day, to Sang's mother's surprise, Sang Yu got up by herself without her three reminders, and she got up very early, at six o'clock.
"Sangsang? Why did you get up so early today?"
"I'm going for a run, to exercise."
Mama Sang: "..."
It wasn't until Sang Yu ran out that Sang's mother came to her senses. Looking at Sang Kun who had just come out of the bedroom, she was still in disbelief, "Has our Sang Sang been replaced?"
Sang Kun smiled and comforted her a few words, but his brows furrowed deeper and deeper.
When Sang Yu came back from morning exercise, it was only 07:30, and she ran somewhere, her face was flushed, and her hair was soaked in sweat.
Mother Sang was afraid that she would catch a cold, so she didn't allow her to take a shower immediately, took a towel to wipe her sweat, and asked her to drink a glass of warm water to relieve her breath before going out.
She knew that Sang Yu was a pleasure eater, and when she was hot, she kept stuffing ice into her stomach.So, she was worried, so she let Sang Kun stare at her, and she went to cook.
As soon as Mama Sang left, only the sound of Sang Yu panting was left in the living room.
Sang Kun gently closed the door, and waited until Sang Yu drank half a glass of water before softly saying, "Sang Yu."
"En." Sang Yu hadn't recovered from her spirits yet, so she responded casually.
"Have you ever liked boys before?" This sentence is the most understated one that Sang Kun picked out of many interrogative sentences.
Sang Yu's face froze, and she didn't look up at her father. Many thoughts flashed through her mind for a moment, and finally she returned to calm.
Since she was a child, she knew that her father was more careful than her mother, so she subconsciously retracted her hand from Gu Qingshi's waist at that time, and that's why she told him that she would never eat Gu Qingshi's food again.
After a while, she looked up at her father, with a struggle and confusion in her expression, "I liked it."
Sang Kun felt that there was no need to ask anything.
He knew that Sang Yu actually knew everything.
Then, as a father, there is no need for her to spread those embarrassments in front of him.
Sang Kun patted Sang Yu's head, "Sang Sang, your aunt introduced you to a partner, and I also asked friends I knew for you last night, the man is not bad, you..."
Sang Kun paused for a moment, watched Sang Yu drink the rest of the water in one gulp, lowered his eyes, and continued, "Would you like to take a look?"
"Bang", the cup in his hand fell heavily on the glass coffee table.
Sang Kun looked at her and smiled, then grinned again, and smiled again, with a big smile, "Okay."
Sang Kun felt a little uncomfortable, "Sang Yu."
"Ok?"
"It's nothing."
Sang Yu looked away from her father's face, said softly, and said, "Can I go take a shower now?"
The rosiness on his face was still there, and Sang Kun couldn't see Sang Yu's true emotions, so he nodded.
He wants to tell his daughter, if you don't like it, don't force it.
However, he couldn't watch her go further and further on the road of no return.
Naturally, there is no way.
If not, he still wants to pull his daughter back to the path that ordinary people would take.
The author has something to say: I am a double updater today, remember to praise me.
Chapter 40
Before Sang Yu was 21 years old, Sang's mother was never worried that she would not find a boyfriend. What she was worried about was that her daughter would fall into an n-corner relationship, and there would be more than one woman.
Sang Yu has been beautiful since she was a child, with good grades and a lively personality. Half of the little furry kids who grew up with her in the community were hooked by her for the first time.
This is also the reason why Sang Yu's mother was worried that she would fall in love if she had a mobile phone after Sang Yu entered high school.
At that time, Sang Yu was really a likable girl.
Until Sang Yu dropped out of school.
In terms of Sang Yu's real level, her performance in the college entrance examination can be regarded as abnormal. She couldn't get into the top universities in the country. The general 985 project universities are still fine, and she chose the popular international economics and trade major at that time.
However, she has always been lacking in interest in learning. Apart from her talent, her good grades are also due to the responsibilities a student should have.
However, as she wrote more stories, she became more and more immersed in her fictional world, and became less and less impatient with learning.
As soon as she entered her sophomore year, she began to fail subjects. In her junior year, her grades in all subjects were skyrocketing, and her failures were horrible.
When it was said that she was going to suspend school, even the soft-tempered mother Sang cruelly punished her by kneeling on the washboard all night.
But no matter what Mama Sang said, she just wouldn't let go.
Mother Sang had nothing to do with her, so she agreed to suspend her studies.
After Sang Yu dropped out of school, she didn't go anywhere. Every day she either stayed in the study facing the computer, watched TV, and slept in.
At first, Mama Sang followed her, but during the six months after the suspension of school, Sang Yu never went out, except for Lin Yuyan who came to her a few times, and no one came to her, so Mama Sang became anxious.
When Sangyu was in school, Mama Sang was always worried that there would be pigs coming to support her hard-earned cabbage; when Sangyu really grew up, she began to worry about no pigs coming to support her cabbage.
Sang's mother is not traditional and feudal. She and Sang Kun fell in love freely. Compared with a blind date, she would rather see Sang Yu find the right man by herself.
However, Sang Yu is really too nerdy.
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