Talking about love and delivering food (gl) + special episode

Sang Yu didn't want to pretend to be pitiful, and she didn't want Gu Qingshi to see her in distress, so she tried hard to say something while enduring it.

But after opening her mouth several times, she couldn't make a sound.

Lizhi didn't understand anything, and was still in her arms, "meowing" innocently and blankly.

Sang Yu patted its head, remembered that this cat belonged to Gu Qingshi, and quickly hugged it to the ground.

"Meow..." Standing on the ground, Lizhi yelled at Sang Yu twice, and then jumped into her arms, her claws firmly clutching her clothes, unwilling to get off.

"Lichi, come down..." Gu Qing scolded Lizhi, telling it not to be moved, and raised his hand to lift it from Sang Yu's arms.

Gu Qingshi has been raising lychee for almost two months, but he has never hugged it, at most he just strokes its little head, because it likes a warm embrace when it is cold.

Lychee was lifted by the neck, his limbs were pulled in the air, and he meowed at Sangyu for help.

"Gu Qingshi." Sang Yu stood up holding the door frame, and glanced at the expressionless Gu Qingshi. She knew that Gu Qingshi was venting his anger, "I won't quarrel with you until your anger subsides."

Gu Qingshi put the lychee into the bedroom, and smiled as if he heard some joke.

Sang Yu wiped away her tears, "I made you sad, you should be angry with me, I don't blame you..."

When Gu Qing heard this, his complexion suddenly sank, and he raised his hand to pinch her chin, "Sang Yu, when you were leaving, I told you that I would never forgive you."

The curse-like words made Sangyu collapse again, and she didn't want to bear it anymore, "You don't know anything, yes, I'm not as brave as you, I'm not afraid of anything..."

"Do you know why I withdrew Lianzhou's photography exhibition? Because I just want you to know that I don't care about that, I just want you to regret it."

Gu Qingshi was unmoved by Sang Yu's words, but instead interrupted her, his tone was never aggressive, "I just want to let you know how self-righteous and cowardly you are."

"Lin Yuyan just said a few words, just forcing you to have nowhere to go. Do you still feel that you are wronged, and it is for my own good to bear the burden and leave. In the end, not only do I not understand, but I still blame you and hate you?"

"You..." Sang Yu trembled slightly, it turned out that Gu Qing knew it all.

"From the day I knew I liked women, I never thought of hiding it from anyone. Sang Yu, all of this is just your wishful thinking and self-righteousness."

After receiving so much information at once, Sang Yu's mind was buzzing. She pinched her palm fiercely, and the intense pain brought her back to her senses.

"You know everything, and I'm like a fool."

"I told you, don't be afraid. With me here, I will protect you. It's you, Sang Yu, you're the one who thinks you're smart." Gu Qing couldn't help laughing at himself, "You're not doing it for my own good, but It’s just that you can’t overcome your fear of the unknown you will face in the future.”

Gu Qingshi closed his eyes, Gu Qingshi hit the nail on the head and didn't show her any sympathy.

Whether it is for the sake of Gu Qingshi's bright future, or for the sake of her parents' dignity, it is all out of her self-conscious protection of the unknown in the future.

People will have greed. When they get love, they still want the years to be quiet.

Just like every little girl in love, when she is sure that her lover is loyal to her, she can't help thinking, if she is not with him, can she meet someone better?

But one day, when the lover left him, he realized that what he wanted was prosperity, wealth and a bright future, as long as he was by his side.

"Yes, it's all my fault." Sang Yu took a deep breath and hugged Gu Qingshi tightly, "So, Gu Qingshi, I regret it."

Gu Qingshi closed his eyes, took a deep breath, stretched out his hand and pushed her away, "Sang Yu, you have to learn to let go of things you can't hold."

Gu Qingshi's calmness and indifference made Sang Yu completely panicked, she hugged Gu Qingshi tightly and refused to let go, "Gu Qingshi, don't be like this..."

"Fear is human nature. No one is brave enough to be truly fearless." Gu Qing couldn't shirk it, so he hugged her with Sang Yu, "Sang Yu, during the days and nights I was with you, every minute I Scared every second."

"When you don't like me, I'm afraid that you really like me, and I'm afraid that you really don't like me, so I don't say anything."

"Later, I was afraid that you who were by my side were fake, that you who said you liked me was fake, and that you who said you wanted to be with me were fake...everything about you, I was afraid that it was just mine. A fantasy."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Gu Qingshi, I'm sorry..." Apart from these three words, Sang Yu didn't know what else to say.

After saying all the words that had been held in her heart for a long time, Gu Qingshi calmed down instead. She pushed Sang Yu away, and her voice was even a little gentle:

"Sang Yu, don't tell me you're sorry. I don't mind giving it back to you. You should say sorry to yourself. Your regrets and regrets are all caused by yourself. And my regrets are also caused by myself."

"Feelings are not transactions, nor are they like rights and obligations stipulated by law. No one has to like someone, and there is no rule that someone must repay someone's love."

"That's it."

Sang Yu was sobbing so hard that she could only shake her head.

Sang Yu's face was flushed, but her lips were pale. When Gu Qing looked at her thin clothes, and thought of Yin Wenzhu's phone call to her in the evening, he suddenly couldn't help himself.

She sighed softly, pulled Sang Yu to sit on the sofa, turned on the light in the living room, went to the bathroom and rubbed a hot towel for her.

The hot towel was handed over, but Sang Yu refused to reach out to take it. Instead, she tugged at her sleeve and refused to let go.

Gu Qing was helpless, and helped her wipe the tears and snot from her face, and touched her forehead, but it was a little hot.

"Sang Yu, go home tomorrow."

Sang Yu cried too hard just now, and she still hiccupped and said intermittently, "I...uh... I won't go back."

Gu Qingshi broke away from her hands, washed the towel and hung it in the bathroom, then went to the kitchen to boil water, found a pack of Radix Banlangen from the medicine box, and soaked it.

After watching Sang Yu drink it, she calmly said: "Sang Yu, with you like this, I am always in fear. To be honest, I've had enough."

"I won't..."

"Yes, you will." Gu Qingshi interrupted her, "You never gave me a sense of security."

Sang Yu was speechless.

After not hearing Sang Yu's words for a long time, Gu Qing got up, took the cup to the kitchen, and closed the lights and the door when he came out.

"Come on, I'll take you there."

Sang Yu didn't listen, but lay down instead, hugging the pillow and refusing to let go, the whole thing was like a rascal.

Gu Qingshi was a little speechless, seeing her eyes closed and pretending to be asleep, she wanted to laugh again, so she endured it, pretending to be expressionless, "Get up quickly, or don't blame me for not being fond of the past, and call the police that you broke into the house in the middle of the night."

Sang Yu was still unmoved, Gu Qing rubbed his eyebrows, and said in a good voice: "Sang Yu, don't make such an ugly scene, go back and think about it, and you will understand after a few days of calm down."

After saying that, Sang Yu's muffled voice came from the pillow, "Gu Qingshi, do you not like me anymore?"

Gu Qing looked at her messy hair, and reached out to help her smooth it out, but quickly withdrew her hand when she got there, "Sang Yu, now I believe that many things in life are predestined, and relationships need the right time, place and people." and."

A handful of quicksand can't be grasped by someone's solitary courage.

Sang Yu was silent for a moment, then got up, dragged the box from the door and walked out.

Gu Qing followed to the door, but Sang Yu didn't need her to see her off.

"Okay." Gu Qing lowered his eyes, thought for a while, and then stood at the door.

Sang Yu walked to her door and found the key from under the carpet. She was about to close the door when she turned around and saw Gu Qing. She smiled at her and stopped her:

"I went to Key West to watch the sunset. They all said that the sunset there is the best in the world. In my opinion, no. I saw the most beautiful international diva in Universal City. In my opinion, no. They said chocolate Cookie ice cream is one of the top ten delicacies in the United States, in my taste buds, no."

"It was you who took me through the most extreme time, and it was you who made my world eclipse."

"Gu Qingshi, before I met you, I never really liked anyone. After I met you, I probably won't like others either."

Sang Yu lowered her head, inserted the key into the lock, and opened the door before she looked up at Gu Qingshi who was still in a daze.

"So, don't think that what you said tonight will make me give up."

Gu Qing raised his eyes, glanced at her expressionlessly, then turned around and closed the door.