That night, Su Yi had another nightmare.

"Don't come here."

"I told you to stop being a bitch and set up archways. Your agent told me that you would do anything as long as you play."

"If you come here again, I'll jump from here."

"Smelly, bitch, don't toast and refuse to eat fine wine, I tell you, you have to do it today, and you have to do it if you don't do it. Otherwise, you can crawl out of the entertainment circle by yourself."

Those disgusting words entered her ears.

The world here is so cold and ugly.I am going to a better world.

bang...

Su Yi woke up with a cold sweat.Xu Jingyan had already woken up. She hugged Su Yi tightly, and put her right hand on her back, patting her lightly.

He said in his mouth: "Hey, don't be afraid, don't be afraid."

Su Yi tightly grasped Xu Jingyan's pajamas at the back, and her voice was already crying: "Ah Xu, I should have helped her, I knew she was in trouble, but I didn't help her. It is the person who can understand her experience best, why should I ignore it. It's all my fault, I should help her. "

Xu Jingyan didn't understand where the friendship between the two of them came from. It was obvious that the two of them were not very friendly before.But she could feel the abnormality of the person in her arms.

She let go of Su Yi slowly, and gently wiped Su Yi's tears with her thumb.

The embarrassment on the other party's face made her heart ache, and she lifted Su Yi's chin slightly so that she could look at her.

"Ah Yi, this has nothing to do with you. That actress can't think about it because of her long-term depression."

Another line of tears flowed from the corner of Su Yi's eyes. She shook her head and said, "No, that's not the case. She jumped because the man who was with her treated her badly, and she finally couldn't stand it anymore, so she jumped off."

Xu Jingyan hurriedly wiped away her tears, "That's not your fault, it's the path she chose."

"It was me. If I hadn't rejected Chen Ziran's contract, he would never have returned to the coffee shop, let alone sign with Lei Jiaojiao. If it wasn't for me..." Su Yi didn't finish the rest of the sentence.

Her heart was filled with all kinds of complicated emotions.If she hadn't been reborn, she wouldn't have rejected Chen Ziran, and Lei Jiaojiao's life wouldn't have had anything to do with this filthy circle.

It's as if my current happiness was bought by another girl's life.

Su Yi didn't say anything more to Xu Jingyan, she was afraid that she couldn't help but tell her everything.

And Xu Jingyan had no choice but to hug her tightly and stay with her.Obviously two days ago, they were still discussing whether to raise a white horse or a dark horse, but it has only been a few days, and it has become like this.

Su Yi went to Lei Jiaojiao's funeral alone, and finally met her family.Only then did I learn that her tragic life began at an early age.

At the funeral, she met another high school classmate, and she told Su Yi a lot.

It turned out that Lei Jiaojiao's family didn't ignore this daughter, but directly ignored her.Her only role had already been calculated by her parents.When her younger brother grows up, he will use her gift in exchange for a house to marry a wife.

Even though she was admitted to a university and her parents were still alive, she was still not allowed to go to school, even though she promised repeatedly that she would not spend her family's money to go to school.

She must have hated her family so much.Before she died, she donated all her property to those children who had no money to go to school, and even sold her bags and shoes. When she died, except for the few clothes she carried with her, she was really alone.

Su Yi also understood that suicide was the relief she had long thought of.

Fortunately, because some reporters have been following this matter, Lei's family still held a simple funeral for her for the sake of face.

Su Yi took a last look at the tall, bearded middle-aged man, the woman next to her who had been cursing her daughter, and the boy who happily ran over to ask for a group photo.Su Yi cried, and she cried for Lei Jiaojiao.

In fact, she really wanted to tell Lei Jiaojiao that death is not a relief.To live, to face everything, to overcome all bad encounters is what an adult should do.

Happiness will come too.

Su Yi returned to the crew and returned to her original life track.However, she still often wakes up at night, and she slowly remembers the things in her previous life.Her psychology instinctively closed the door to Xu Jingyan.

After autumn, Su Yi started making up night plays.Xu Jingyan made soup for her every night and sent it to the crew.

As soon as Su Yi entered the lounge, she saw Xu Jingyan sitting upright, neither playing with her phone nor reading documents, just looking at the door seriously.Her heart ached.

He walked over and said, "Ah Xu, you are here."

Xu Jingyan poured the soup on the table and served it to Su Yi.

"Thank you."

Xu Jingyan pulled her face.It was always like this these days, her A Yi seemed to have a gap with her suddenly.

Su Yi drank the soup seriously, she didn't want to, but she couldn't help it.These days, she always dreams about the past life.Lei Jiaojiao's death seemed to be a powerful medicine to restore her memory.

She was sure that she loved Xu Jingyan. This love did not start from her rebirth. She even began to understand that when she was just reborn back then, she chose to find Xu Jingyan again because she didn't want to lose contact with her.

Her heart was full of contradictions, and she knew that she had broken Ash's heart during this time.She is waiting for the arrival of the Luluo Award, she is waiting for the day when she will say goodbye to the past completely, and she will never step into the entertainment circle again.

Ah Xu, wait another three months, wait another three months and it will all be over.

Autumn is coming to winter, this drama of Gongxin, which took more than ten months to film, finally started broadcasting after more than a month of post-production.

Surprisingly, it got the first place in the ratings as soon as it started broadcasting, and it stayed in the top three in the ratings for more than a month.With this result, Su Yi, who had been in the heavy rain for a long time, became sunny.

On this day, she finally received the invitation letter for the Luluo Awards Ceremony Gala.

Rarely, she happily dragged Xu Jingyan out and chose a dress that she was satisfied with.She also chose an evening dress for Xu Jingyan.

The author has something to say: Spring luck, have you all bought tickets to go home?

Chapter 74

After the dinner started, Xu Jingyan sat on the other side.

Su Yi sat next to Zhao Ying and chatted with her.

Under the stage, everyone's acquaintances sat together, occasionally chatting a few words, and on the stage, the host gave congratulatory speeches, and slowly began to announce some awards.

The Green Radix Award is at the end, this is the grand finale.There is a Best Actor and there is a Best Actress.

The progress bar of time finally came to the most exciting moment. The best actor was announced first, and the winner was the current popular traffic niche. He came on stage with a look of astonishment and surprise.Next, the host began to play short films nominated for Best Actress.

The first one to come out was a Republic of China drama starring Wang Xinyi, and it was a little hit when it first aired.Then there is an acting actress, and a mystery drama she filmed was also well received.Then there is the drama of doctor-patient relationship filmed by Zhao Ying.Finally, there is my Gongdou drama that has just started broadcasting.

The hostess looked nervously at the list in her hand, and Su Yi was also nervous.Although she doesn't care so much about winning or losing anymore, but regardless of winning or losing, Su Yi still wants to get the approval of the professional judges for a certain character she created.

The final winner of the Luluo Award for Best Actress was Zhao Ying.

She was stunned, and then came to the stage with surprise on her face.

Su Yi was also very happy. Although she was a little disappointed at first, Zhao Ying undoubtedly deserved the best actress.

She applauded her good friend from the audience and gave her a thumbs up.

Su Yi is very happy today.

The most surprising thing was that Xu Jingyan was the one who presented the best actress award.It was known early on that Ash was invited to the party as the boss of the entertainment company, but it turned out that she was also invited as the award presenter.

No matter how serious she was on stage, Su Yi chuckled from the audience.

Xu Jingyan had also been watching Su Yi on stage, and there was a trace of astonishment on her face.

At this time, Su Yi received a text message from Wang Xinyi and quietly left the stage.

In the living room downstairs.

Wang Xinyi was already sitting there, when she saw Su Yi coming, she raised her hand to signal her to sit opposite.

It was Wang Xinyi who spoke first, "Who do you think will win this time?"

Su Yi wasn't surprised at the other party's directness at all, and she didn't say more tactfully: "I don't know if you won or not, but I know I lost."

Glancing at Wang Xinyi, whose expression didn't change much, she continued: "I lost, and I will never act again."

Wang Xinyi took a deep look at her, as if she couldn't believe that the person who clamored for the competition didn't care so much about her loss.

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