Reborn on the Happy Hall + Spoiler

Xu Yihan's hand holding his hair trembled, he closed his eyes, two lines of tears slid down his cheeks.This is the second time he shed tears in front of Deng Yuan. The first time was the tenth anniversary of his mother's death. He shed tears all over his face in the dark. A boiling, bubbling kettle.

"Sister, for a long time, I wished that I wasn't Xu Yihan. It would be fine if I was Xu Yize or Xu Yiqian. In short, anyone is fine, as long as it's not Xu Yihan. I think if I wasn't Xu Yihan, they wouldn't be so right I did. Until—until later, I suddenly realized that I was not the only one," Xu Yihan wiped the tears from his face, but his voice became more choked up, "I am not the only one, just like me, I am not treated as a human being by them Yes, and my mother. She was looked down upon from the moment she married into the Xu family. She was scolded, beaten, and raped—if I was really her and my grandfather’s child—how could she be willing to be with a Old man, chuáng? She was qiangbào."

Xu Yihan's whole body was trembling, only his index finger and thumb tightly pinched the lock of hair, with such strength that his fingertips turned blue-white.

"But my mother is so nice, gentle, beautiful, and capable. During the Chinese New Year, she took me back to my hometown. She can make such a big bowl of fish cakes by herself-she can also dance, kill chickens, and Weaving bamboo baskets, I still remember her voice, her voice is a bit thick, but her tone of voice is always very gentle when talking to me. My mother is so good, why do they call me a wild species? Why do they say that To me? No matter who my father is, Deng Xiuli is my mother. In fact, my mother doesn’t care who my father is, I only care-they hurt my mother.”

Xu Yihan looked at Deng Yuan with red eyes: "Sometimes I feel that I am a complete piece of trash. If I want to get revenge, I have to be like a Xu family dog... But sister, you know, every time I feel that I am a complete piece of trash I comfort myself, no, I’m not rubbish, because I do all this because of my mother, because of... because I love her. But this is too much, I doubt myself a little, Am I avenging my mother, or am I just looking for reasons for myself? Maybe I am the same rotten thing as the Xu family, I just want the Xu family's property, and I am just a dog under the guise of avenging my mother? I doubted myself so many times, sister, until one day, Lao Xu died. When he died, there was only one thought in my mind, that is, I couldn't avenge my mother."

"Mountain. With. Yu. Xi."

"Then I was sure that I did all that for my mother. I don't care which dog. Japanese man's son I am. I just need to know that I am Deng Xiuli's son. It is such a simple truth. It took me half my life to figure it out - so I bought this lock of hair, 100 million, I can use this lock of hair to do a paternity test, or not, I bought this lock of hair, whether to do a paternity test or not It's totally my choice."

"Sister, I know that I am looked down upon by others. I have always been looked down upon since I was a child. Others look down on me because I am a 'wild species'. I also look down on myself because I hate the Xu family to the core but I am still the dog of the Xu family. "Xu Yihan reached into his trouser pocket and took out a black lighter, "Whether it's 'wild species' or a dog, I can't choose. Only this time, sister, this time I can choose by myself, the right to choose." It's all in my hands."

With a "click", Xu Yihan pressed the lighter, and he held a cluster of straight flames in his hand.The flames were trembling by Xu Yihan's breathing, reflected in Deng Yuan's pupils, and Deng Yuan's pupils were also trembling.

Xu Yihan brought Lao Xu's hair closer to the flame, getting closer and closer - the hair ignited!

"This is my last chance. I can choose to do a paternity test, or I can choose not to do it." Xu Yihan's face was full of tears, and he sent all the old Xu's hair into the flames, and instantly his fingertips were burned Flushing, he said word by word, "I choose not to do it, because I know who my mother is, and that's enough."

In this way, he burned Lao Xu's hair and personally ruined the last chance to know who his father was.

Chapter 106

A month later.

Midsummer is here, and this evening is a good time to eat barbecue and drink beer. Greeting three or two friends, sitting down in an air-conditioned tavern, having a bite of beef kebabs, and talking a few jokes or gossips, it is very comfortable.

The four of them sat in such a small tavern, surrounded by the sound of joking and gossip, and the air was indeed cumin and spicy from barbecue.There was a lot of voices, only the table in their corner was silent, three men and one woman faced each other, the atmosphere was really delicate.

In fact, the two female students at the next table had already sneaked a lot of glances at them: a handsome boy was leaning over to pour wine for a man in a wheelchair. The man wore a pair of thin black-rimmed glasses and had heroic features.In contrast, the two on the other side seemed a little distant. The tall man was wearing a shirt and trousers, with a solemn expression on his face. The woman beside him was wearing a simple dark green dress, holding a teacup in both hands and slowly sipping.

None of the four people spoke, until a plate of garlic and eggplant was served, and Zhao Xin raised his wine glass. He first looked at Liu Yusheng, then at Xu Yihan and Deng Yuan, and said, "Then let's start."

Xu Yihan raised his glass: "I respect you first, Zhao Xin."

Zhao Xin looked at the green tea in his cup: "Have you quit drinking?" He remembered that Xu Yihan used to drink heavily when he was in England.

"No," Xu Yihan smiled, with a helpless tone, "How dare I drink today?"

Zhao Xin nodded to show he understood, reached out to clink glasses with Xu Yihan, and after a crisp sound, the two of them drank tea and the other drank wine.

After that, Xu Yihan respected Liu Yusheng again, still replacing wine with tea.

Deng Yuan pinched the cup and looked at Zhao and Liu: "Then I will toast you too, is that okay?"

Zhao Xin waved his hand: "You don't need to be so polite." This time, his tone was much gentler.

Liu Yusheng followed suit and nodded: "You have also... worked hard."

They all knew what it meant for Xu Yihan to serve tea - it was an apology and a thank you.

In the past month, Xu Yihan and Deng Yuan have been running around in the north, from Zhengzhou to Xuchang, to Baoding, and finally all the way to Shaanxi.Some victims refused to mention all their experiences of "righteousness". Some victims were tearful when facing them but dared not face the camera. Two victims even asked for 20 yuan when they opened their mouths.In the end, there were five victims who appeared in the video, two showed their faces directly, and three released interview recordings.Among the two who showed their faces was Deng Yuan.

They finally made a crude video. Due to the rush of time, some dialect words of the interviewees were not even converted into Mandarin in the subtitles.But despite its roughness, the video runs a full 102 minutes—and that’s after a savagely edited cut—while the original was more than 150 minutes long.

This 102-minute documentary is titled "Record of Zhengxin Sanatorium" in Henan, and it is divided into "'Zhengxin Sanatorium' in Zhengzhou", "Patients of 'Zhengxin Sanatorium'", "'Current Zhengxin Sanatorium'" Three parts, the narration is a slightly hoarse female voice.

At [-]:[-] tonight, this documentary will be published on Weibo. Afterwards, the various self-media that Xu Yihan paid a lot of money to deal with Xu Yize will forward this documentary one after another.

At this juncture, Zhao Xin called Xu Yihan: "Do you need our help?"

So there was this meeting in the tavern.

During this month, Zhao Xin and Liu Yusheng both stayed in Shanghai. The two of them were dating and writing at the same time, but nothing had changed—but if you look closely, you can still find that their cheeks have become rounder.No way, couples in love can't help but go out to eat and drink.On the contrary, Xu Yihan and Deng Yuan lost a lot of weight, and under the wind and sun, they also became darker.Especially Xu Yihan, after he returned to Shanghai, he changed into his old shirt and found that the sleeves were a bit swollen.

The barbecue they ordered was served one after another, everyone moved their chopsticks, and the atmosphere finally became a little more relaxed.Zhao Xin asked Xu Yihan: "What about after that?"

Xu Yihan: "I don't know either."

He really didn't know.

Although their original intention was to record those nameless sufferings, when the documentary was finished, they all realized that this film would definitely bring some real impacts—government departments, medical systems, minority groups... ...the film touches too much sensitive ground.What kind of consequences will this film bring after it is released on the Internet?Will they be arrested on certain charges?Will this film cause an uproar and be banned?Just as Lu Xun "has always been unafraid to speculate on the Chinese with the worst malice", Xu Yihan has also prepared for the worst in various senses.But in front of Deng Yuan, he didn't want to say it.