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Evil Nian stood five steps away from her, not daring to approach her.Hearing her question, she looked at her timidly, and after a while, she answered in a low voice: "I, I just met."

She didn't want to say why.

Shen Juan looked at her, feeling guilty because of her evil thoughts, she took another two steps back, and there was a wall behind her, and after two steps, she stepped back into the wall.Surprised by the evil thoughts, he quickly crawled back from the wall, looked at Shen Juan nervously, worried that Shen Juan would misunderstand that she had a bad attitude, and deliberately walked away when she was questioning.

"I have to compare, compare, to adapt to the soul body." Evil Nian didn't know how to describe it, and finally had to imitate Shen Juan's saying, "It's better than her. Soul belongs to yin, and I am a yin thing, and yin soul It fits."

This she refers to the original Gu Shuge.

Shen Juan listened carefully, and when she finished speaking, she asked again, "Isn't Xiao Ge?"

Evil Nian looked at her sadly, and said, "I'm Xiaoge too, you said you liked me."

She used Gu Shuge's face to show an aggrieved and sad expression, Shen Juan turned her eyes away, and said in a firm voice, "Answer me."

"No." Evil thought lowered his head, "She is human."

Shen Juan didn't understand that Xiao Ge had already passed away, if the body had not been preserved at low temperature, it would have rotted long ago, how could it still be a human being.Evil thought bowed his head, standing by the wall, his mood was very low, even his hair showed sadness and loss.

Shen Juan couldn't control himself, and his tone became softer: "Speak more clearly."

Evil thought found that her attitude had changed, raised her head in surprise, and her voice became slightly louder: "How should I put it, that is, her personality when she was completely human, her way of thinking, likes and dislikes, and her usual habits are all completely maintained. The way she was before she was alive, she belongs to Yang, doesn't fit well with the soul, that's why you communicated so hard at the beginning."

She obviously didn't want to say it, and didn't want Shen Juan to know about Gu Shuge's situation, but Shen Juan's tone softened, and she couldn't help but say it out, and she couldn't help explaining it more clearly: "The monk said that ghosts can do evil. , become evil ghosts, evil ghosts hurt people's lives, and then they will further become fierce ghosts. But if you can't even touch them, how can you hurt people, how can you do evil? So ghosts can have entities, and they can touch people and things in the world The reason why she can't touch it is because she is still a human being in her soul and body, and has maintained her personality from before she was alive."

It turned out to be the case.

Shen Juan was also puzzled when he heard the monk say that ghosts can do evil. At first, Xiaoge couldn't even poke incense ash. How could he be so weak to do evil.

"As long as you fuse with me and feed with your blood, it's not difficult at all to get out of the body." Evil Thought said, and then complained unhappily, "But she won't, she just wants to monopolize you, she She's the bad guy, she's stingy, she doesn't know how to share."

When Shen Juan heard "she refuses", her eyes softened. The evil intention was to sue, but Shen Juan was not angry at all, and her mood became depressed again, and she snorted dissatisfied.

Shen Juan went to find a box, put the pen away properly, and waited for someone to pick it up.

Evil thoughts followed behind her, but she didn't dare to get too close now, and kept a distance of four or five steps. Seeing Shen Juan's careful handling of the pen, she became more and more jealous.

"How do you know I'm not her?" Evil Nian asked.

"I was very happy on the first night, so happy that I couldn't even think about whether it was my little song that came back. But from the second morning onwards, you seemed to be inconsistent everywhere. You were imitating her, but the imitation didn't look like it. When I was called Little Lemon, it took you a while to react. You had no sympathy for Mo Ying, you were very angry when you couldn’t touch me, Xiao Ge would be frustrated, but not angry, and just coax her, Because she knows it's useless to be angry, and she will make me anxious, and she doesn't want me to be anxious."

Probably thinking that putting the pen in the box would bump it, Shen Juan took it out again, took out a handkerchief, and wrapped it up well.

Seeing her cherishing so much, Evil Nian showed annoyed expression. She wanted to say something, but she didn't say anything.

"I felt something was wrong, so I recalled the scene after you came back. You were not excited, nor very happy. If it was Xiaoge, she would definitely run over and jump up for joy. When she was sleeping at night, she might not be happy. There will be wavy lines. And you’re so new to the bedroom, it’s like you’ve never been here before. There are a lot of details.”

Shen Juan spoke roughly.

Evil thoughts couldn't help explaining: "I'm no stranger to the bedroom, I've seen it in my memory, but I just saw it with my own eyes, and it's different from what I saw in my memory." There will still be a sense of unfamiliarity.

Shen Juan didn't speak, she wrapped the pen, and put two layers of soft cloth in the box before putting the pen on it. With several layers of protection, she didn't have to worry about being knocked by shock.

The evil thought could not see her focus on the pen, and the maliciousness came out uncontrollably. She asked, "Why don't you ask her how she is now?"

Shen Juan's hand froze, it was a huge hand that pressed the pause button.After a while, she continued to close the box, but evil thoughts could tell that her hands were shaking slightly.

She became nervous and wanted to comfort her, but she was not quite reconciled.

Shen Juan held the box in her hand, and she squeezed it tightly, as if she wanted to get comfort and strength from this small box.Unable to hold back the evil thoughts, he still opened his mouth: "Are you afraid?" After all, there are two personalities, and only the one with the upper hand can come out.It was her who appeared now, and it was obvious that something had happened to that personality.

After Shen Juan found out that Gu Shuge was a fake, the first thing he thought about was where Xiaoge was.But she didn't dare to think deeply.

This is the second time she lost it and found it again, and she was really afraid that there would be a third loss.Shen Juan felt very tired, her heart seemed to be withering, but she still persisted, she didn't expose the evil thoughts immediately, she was looking for her flaws, so that she could drive her away, drive her away, Xiao Ge should be able to come back Alright.

But before the day arrived, she broke Xiaoge's pen.

Shen Juan was regretful, why was she so impatient, she exposed her, she should bear with it, observe for a while, at least find her flaws.

What if Xiaoge can't come back because of her indiscretion?Shen Juan became flustered, his withered heart seemed to be stabbed, and scattered like a dry sandcastle.

"Why don't you like me?" Evil Nian couldn't get her answer and asked anxiously.

Shen Juan shifted his gaze to her, the familiar face did not comfort her, but made her heartbroken even more.

"You are not her."

Annoyed, she said loudly, "I am her!" She announced loudly, but Shen Juan remained indifferent, looking at her calmly, her eyes were full of exhaustion, she even thought in a daze, if Xiaoge saw her now, Will you be disappointed?She had become so timid, she didn't dare to ask her where she was, she didn't dare to provoke evil thoughts, for fear that she would hurt her, even her fighting spirit was almost worn out, like a body of a walking dead.

Evil thoughts give rise to a sense of powerlessness, as if in the water, entangled by aquatic plants, unable to struggle no matter what, and can only let the water overflow into the mouth and nose, filling the internal organs, waiting for the arrival of death.

She restrained herself again and again, but she still couldn't. She stared at Shen Juan with a sense of malice, and asked, "It's because she is obedient, obeys you in everything, doesn't resist anything, and is at your mercy, like an obedient child." Like a dog, you like her because you feel relieved, don't you?"

Hearing such insulting and provocative words, Shen Juan was not too angry. She wanted to tell her how good Xiao Ge was, but then thought, there is no need, as long as she knows how good Xiao Ge is.She likes her, how could it be just because she is obedient.When she is brave, she likes her, when she is weak, she also likes her, when she avoids, she still likes her, she is resentful that they progress too slowly, when she wants more, she thinks she is so cute, Willing to give her anything.

She didn't want to say it, it didn't mean anything.

But after such a memory, Gu Shuge's appearance became clear in her mind, and most of the exhaustion just now disappeared.

Shen Juan tried his best to adjust himself and make himself rational.

Seeing that she was still ignoring her, Evil thought that she was angry, and immediately panicked.Boldly, she took a step closer, but as soon as she took the steps, she stepped back and stood still, apologizing softly: "I didn't mean it, I couldn't control myself."

She is evil thoughts, the sum of negative emotions, and it is her instinct to be angry, and it is difficult for her to control herself.

"Otherwise you like me, I look like her, I am also easy to raise, and will soon condense into a solid body, you like to be good, and I can be good, I will listen to you." Evil thoughts begged , "You like me, you can do it for a while, I can do well too, I will never touch her things again."

She used Gu Shuge's face, Gu Shuge's voice, and a tone that resembled Gu Shuge's, so she begged her to like her aggrievedly.Shen Juan couldn't bear to look at it, she couldn't bear to show such a humble look on this face, she couldn't even say a single word "no", she was afraid of the look of despair on this face.