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In this way, it is not the talisman bag that is afraid of evil thoughts, but her.But was Xiaoge afraid of her when he was alive?

Shen Juan called out: "Xiaoge."

Gu Shuge looked at her.

Shen Juan was a little annoyed, she couldn't see Xiaoge, couldn't see her expression, and wasn't sure what kind of eyes she was looking at her with.She stabilized her mind, did not show her irritability, and asked calmly, "Are you afraid of me?"

Gu Shuge immediately drew a big cross on her palm.After finishing the painting, she lowered her eyebrows again. She was not afraid of Shen Juan, but she was afraid that she would turn bad, and Shen Juan didn't like her.Whether it's hiding her love or leaving her for four years, it's all because she is afraid that Shen Juan will hate her.

She remembered the Sunday after she overheard her brother's marriage proposal to Shen Juan.

She stayed in the library all day, intending to finish her homework, but at the end of the day, she kept wandering, didn't do anything, and of course didn't finish her homework.

In the evening, she came home.

It was autumn, and their garden was beautiful all year round. The autumn scenery was golden, like a gouache painting.She returned home, walked back to the bedroom, stood in front of the bedroom window, and saw the backyard, Shen Juan sitting on the swing, and her brother standing aside, they were talking.

The swing didn't swing, Shen Juan raised his head to look at his brother, his brother was wearing a white shirt with his sleeves rolled up, the setting sun shone on him, making his smile look very gentle.

She clearly felt that she felt jealous at that moment, but she was able to restrain her emotions quietly, quietly pushed open the window, stuck it under the window, and listened to their conversation.

"Have you thought about it, don't hesitate any longer." My brother said in a complaining tone.

Shen Juan said after a while: "I'm worried about Xiaoge."

My brother said strangely: "What's there to worry about, Xiaoge? She must listen to you."

Shen Juan didn't speak.

"I know you're worried that Xiao Ge won't accept it, but if you say it well, there's nothing wrong with it. It's good for everyone when we get married." My brother joked, "At most, outsiders would laugh at you, saying that my father brought you back as a child bride for me. of."

Shen Juan also smiled: "What nonsense."

Gu Shuge felt the hatred she felt at that moment, why should they talk like this, Shen Juan should belong to her.She thought again why her brother wanted to fight with her, her liking for Shen Juan was so obvious, couldn't her brother see it?

The hatred was so strong that she even startled herself.

That was the first time she realized that she couldn't stay at home any longer.She was afraid that if she saw too many scenes of Shen Juan getting along with her brother, her heart would become distorted.

She loves her so much, it is impossible to calmly watch her fall in love with others.

If she becomes distorted, extreme, and resentful because of jealousy, Shen Juan will definitely not like her.

That's when she decided to go.

Gu Shuge wrote on Shen Juan's palm: "I'm not afraid of you, I'm afraid of going bad, and you will hate me."

During the four years, she thought about letting go many times, and even assumed that one day in the future, she would fall in love with another person.But no matter how she assumed, no matter how good she assumed that person was, she found that she couldn't like her.Her liking seemed to be exclusive to Shen Juan, and no one could take it away except her, not even a hypothesis.

"I won't hate you." Shen Juan said.

Gu Shuge looked up at her, Shen Juan's eyes were like a starry sky, shining a little bit.

Gu Shuge suddenly felt that the depression accumulated in her chest due to the past disappeared, she smiled and said: "Of course, you can see that I haven't turned bad. I'm far away, and if I can't see it, I won't be jealous .I won't let you hate me."

She lowered her head and wrote a good word on Shen Juan's palm.

After making sure she wasn't afraid of her, Shen Juan also smiled.She hadn't eaten all day except for something in the morning, and she was already hungry.

The restaurant had dinners made by the servants before they left, but they were already cold, so Shen Juan heated them up and disposed of them casually.

Gu Shuge originally wanted to say, otherwise two servants would stay at home, and then they could have hot meals.But thinking of her presence, there were two more people in the house, and it was not convenient for Shen Juan to talk to her.

Had no choice but to remain silent.

The regular project every night is to wait until twelve o'clock, and then record the length of time she can be felt.But tonight she managed to persuade Shen Juan to go to bed.They will get up early tomorrow morning to go to Bailong Temple.

Bailong Temple is located in the urban area of ​​Yanjing, and the location is not bad, so there are many pilgrims and incense, and it is also a famous tourist attraction in Yanjing.

Bailong Temple has a long history, and there have been many famous mages in ancient and modern times. The current abbot is very famous in the religious circle.

Shen Juan contacted the person in charge of Bailong Temple early in the morning, and when she arrived with Gu Shuge, there were several monks waiting in front of the gate.

Gu Shuge followed behind Shen Juan nervously. The monks greeted him with smiles, chanting the Buddha's name, clasped their hands together, and greeted Shen Juan.Gu Shuge paid attention and found that two of these monks didn't even have ring scars on their heads, so she lost most of her fear of monks.

The mountain gate of Bailong Temple is much more magnificent than that of Guangping Temple. The red paint on the wall of the temple looks brand new, with a sense of resplendent and rich.Shen Juan stepped into the temple gate and stopped. The monks were surprised when they saw her stop, but they didn't urge her to stop.

It wasn't until Shen Juan felt her palm being scratched that she continued to walk forward.

They had discussed it before they came, if Bailong Temple also has a barrier and won't let her in, then Shen's family will borrow the classics from the Sutra Pavilion to read. Although this is more troublesome, it is not impossible.If you can get in, of course it's better, and you can save a lot of trouble.

Scratching the palm of the hand means that Gu Shuge has also stepped into the gate of the temple.

After going to an ancient temple protected by the Buddha's light, it is difficult to feel awe when you come to this large temple with its superficial appearance.Shen's family went to the Daxiong Hall to burn incense, and then went directly to the Sutra Pavilion.

Lin Mo has already negotiated with the temple that Shen's family can stay in the scripture pavilion for five days, and they can read any scriptures. The monks in the temple are not to be disturbed except for food and water.

Shen's family went into the Sutra Pavilion, Lin Mo also went back, and the monks also dispersed.Of course, the monks in the White Horse Temple also guessed whether Shen's family was looking for something by going to their Buddhist scripture pavilion for five days in the name of retreat, leaving the huge company alone.

But firstly, all the classics in the Tibetan Scripture Pavilion are cataloged, and have been passed down for thousands of years, and I have never heard of any hidden treasures. Secondly, they agreed that Chairman Shen can extract the classics in the pavilion if he likes them, but not Take any scripture with you.

In this way, even if there is any treasure, the monks are not afraid of losing it.

The Sutra Pavilion has three floors and covers a large area, roughly a small library.As soon as Shen Juan walked in, he could smell the quiet sandalwood and the fragrance of books that had been passed down for thousands of years. The two blended together, and the atmosphere instantly became quiet, as if there was a thousand-year-old silence in the air.

There is dust on the ground, which is not too thick, but it can still be seen that monks in the temple rarely come here.

Shen Juan first checked layer by layer, and made sure that there was no camera inside before speaking.She called out first: "Xiao Ge."

The little ghost immediately drew a circle on her palm to show that she was there.

Shen Juan smiled, and then asked, "Do you feel uncomfortable here?" There are many Buddha statues in the temple, incense candles are lit, and bronze mirrors are hung everywhere. I don't know if it will cause harm to Xiaoge's soul harm.

Gu Shuge didn't feel anything, just floated beside Shen Juan normally, and wrote in her palm: "None."

Feel free without her.Shen Juan smiled, then looked around the bookshelves, and felt a little worried: "There are so many books, I knew we should have more time." not enough.

Seeing her rare embarrassment, Gu Shuge laughed, and then wrote on her palm: "Come on!"

The worry on Shen Juan's eyebrows dissipated.

She first browsed through the collection of books on each floor. Fortunately, although there are many books, they are all arranged according to category. In this way, it is not difficult to find them.After browsing around, they found that the collection of books here is very rich, not only scriptures, but also some legends, myths, and even many classics of Taoism and Confucianism.

It is great to show the tolerance of Buddhism.

Gu Shuge thought it was quite interesting, she and Shen Juan discussed where to start last night.

Since we are looking for a way to cultivate a physical body, we should start with ghost cultivation and Buddhist cultivation, and find related myths and legends, or secret scriptures and other things.

It's just that these must be hard to find.

How difficult the scriptures are to understand, Shen Juan read the "Primary Vows Sutra" a few days ago, and Gu Shuge saw it.But it's far from being as deep as it is now.The scriptures, which were so jarring and even incomprehensible, made her drowsy after just a few pages.

Shen Juan watched intently, and put a piece of paper on the side to take notes.