Secret (GL) + Spoiler

The morning light is twilight outside the window, and everything is still sleeping. Only when you calm down and listen, can you hear the occasional sound of snow falling, which is slight and delicate.

However, at this time, this slight sound, like a deafening drumbeat, hit Gu Shuge's heart. She froze, her eyes showed timidity and guilt, but she couldn't help raising her hand and touched her own. Lips, as if there is still a heavy taste left there.

She was actually agitated, but she managed to maintain her composure.

Shen Juan was still sleeping, she knew why Shen Juan was so tired and fell into such a deep sleep, because so much blood was drawn for her, and because she had to help her get a physical body, she couldn't sleep well for days and nights.So now she can't panic, she has to figure out what happened just now, why she can suddenly meet Shen Juan without the help of blood.This must be what Shen Juan is most concerned about.

It was as if a string was tightly stretched, maintaining her sanity.Gu Shuge sat up, facing Shen Juan, stretched out his left hand, the fingers of his left hand were not stained with blood.She was going to touch Shen Juan with her left hand to see if she could still touch it.

But because of a guilty conscience, she didn't know where to touch Shen Juan.

I just touch it purely.Gu Shuge said firmly to herself, and then her hand went towards Shen Juan's eyebrows.

Still got it.The bones between the brows are hard, not necessarily soft, but Gu Shuge is obsessed with the delicate skin under her fingertips. She plainly feels that Shen Juan's skin is gentle, just like her eyes when she looked at her.

Gu Shuge counted silently in his heart.

When I counted to 31, the delicate touch under my fingers disappeared.She calmly withdrew her hand and touched the back of Shen Juan's hand, but she didn't touch her hair, nor her pillow.

She faded again.

Gu Shuge's calmness had come to an end, and the voice of "Shen Juan is so soft" began to roar in her mind.With what little reason she had left, she roughly estimated it.

It took about one second for her to kiss Shen Juan, and it took about two seconds for her to struggle. The corners of her lips when she kissed Shen Juan were very short, at most one second.Thinking of this, her gaze involuntarily drifted to Shen Juan's lips, she was still calculating in her mind, and then she calmed down for about ten seconds, plus the 31 seconds just now, it was about 45 seconds.

She materialized for at least 45 seconds.

She finished her calculations, and the remaining calmness disappeared without a trace.She got up, walked through the wall, and ran outside, panting heavily.

It's obviously just a habit left over from being a human being, she doesn't even breathe at all, how can she pant.But Gu Shuge did this instinctively, as if this was the only way to calm down.

While calming down, Gu Shuge thought, Shen Juan is really soft.

She is so nice.she thought again.

So the heart beat faster.

She raised her hand to cover her heart, it was clearly empty and without a heart, but she could feel her heart beating faster and faster.This is probably a habit left behind during his lifetime.

Gu Shuge stood there in a daze for a long time, and finally calmed down.

She thought, she couldn't stand like this and do nothing.Although he is already a ghost, it is still wrong to waste his time.She looked back at the wall of the living room, but she still didn't dare to go in after all.

She is Shen Juan who stole her relatives, she is very guilty, Shen Juan will definitely be angry when she finds out.

Gu Shuge floated among the bookshelves of the Tibetan Scripture Pavilion, looking for useful classics.

If she can have a physical body, she will confess to Shen Juan and tell her that she has liked her for a long time.If Shen Juan accepted her, she would tell her about kissing her secretly just now and admit her mistake.If Shen Juan didn't want to accept her, then she wouldn't say anything.

Gu Shuge's mood was like riding a roller coaster, going up and down, at this moment she fell down, thinking, if Shen Juan can't accept it, knowing that she secretly did this kind of thing, how much she should feel in her heart.

Timidity begins to set in.

The newly born determination was broken, if Shen Juan couldn't accept it, then she would be embarrassed if she confessed to her.

Gu Shuge felt that he was a bit like a clown, and he was the worst kind.

She walked back and forth among the bookshelves, and her heart began to waver.

In the end, she decided that the physical body is not so easy to obtain. She first observed it quietly and tested it carefully. If Shen Juan can accept it, then she will move forward. If not, then... wait a little longer and continue to test After a while, she will go forward when she is ready.

She must fight for herself.

Being able to have a physical body is equivalent to having a second life, and even having a second life, why is she so timid, giving up without even trying.

When Shen Juan woke up, her index finger was empty, and she called out, "Xiao Ge." There was no response.

It means that she has gone out and is not lying beside her waiting for her to wake up.

Shen Juan had a headache, and the sun xué throbbed in pain, she raised her hand to press it, and sat up, only to find that her body was a little weak.She leaned against the bed and looked at the position beside her. Yesterday, Xiaoge was lying here.

She took the phone and checked the time, it was seven o'clock.

She slept eleven hours.

Shen Juan got up from the bed, went to the bathroom to wash up, and then opened the door of the Sutra Pavilion. A thermos was placed outside the door.She ordered it to be delivered last night.

She took it in, poured the porridge into a bowl, took a sip, and then she felt a little ghost floating down from the ceiling.

It turns out that Xiaoge usually doesn't even walk well, and just floats around like this.Shen Juan took a sip of the porridge, put down the bowl, picked up the phone, and checked the time, it was seven forty.

She can still feel Xiaoge's presence until now, and the time has been extended by more than two hours.

Blood is not only effective, but also miraculous.

Gu Shuge floated down, but she didn't see Shen Juan on the other side. She floated outside the lounge, thinking to test whether Shen Juan could accept her feelings, and how to test it.

It must be hidden and cannot be discovered.she thought again.

Shen Juan felt that Gu Shuge went outside the lounge, wandered around for a while, but didn't go in.

What is Xiaoge doing?Shen Juan was a little puzzled, she kept silent and continued to observe.

Gu Shuge paused outside for a while, then gritted his teeth and went in.As soon as he entered, he found that Shen Juan was not there.

She was stunned for a while, then hurried out again, only then did she see Shen Juan outside.

Shen Juan felt that she was looking over, and thought to himself, now he can not only feel Xiaoge's existence, but also her specific movements, if he feeds her blood next time, is it possible to make her visible.

Thinking of this, she felt that Gu Shuge was no longer in a floating state, and she walked over honestly, paying attention to her image.

Shen Juan slightly bent the corner of her lower lip, and immediately regained her composure. She suddenly wanted to know what Xiaoge was like when she didn't feel her presence.So she didn't open her mouth, picked up the porridge bowl, and continued to drink, pretending to be completely unaware of her coming.

As soon as Gu Shuge saw Shen Juan, he remembered that she had kissed her secretly this morning.She didn't even dare to look at her, but she just glanced at her porridge bowl and found that it was red dates and peanut porridge.This is for blood.Gu Shuge thought, it was to make up for it.

Then, she sat down opposite Shen Juan, still not looking at her, as if in a daze.

Shen Juan was puzzled, why Xiaoge didn't look at her.As soon as this thought came to her, she felt Gu Shuge's eyes looking at her, and after only one glance, she quickly moved away.

Shen Juan put down the bowl, there was still half of it left in it, she was full and ready to put it away.

Gu Shuge hastily tapped the back of Shen Juan's hand, and wrote a few words, asking her to eat more.

Shen Juan was already full, but seeing what she said, she sat back down again.Gu Shuge then heaved a sigh of relief and stared at her, as if he wanted her to finish the whole bowl of porridge.

Shen Juan lowered his eyelids slightly, and a smile flashed across his eyes.

Gu Shuge supervised her very seriously, and was not satisfied until the bowl was empty.She was going to tell Shen Juan that she had an entity.

Shen Juan opened his mouth first and asked, "Are you upset?"

Gu Shuge was taken aback for a moment, but didn't understand Shen Juan's meaning.

Shen Juan was also nervous, but she would cover it up, so her expression was calm, but her pale face made her look very distressed.

"You don't want to sleep next to me." Shen Juan continued.She has carefully considered this sentence. If Xiaoge is disgusted and suspicious, she will mention something about her childhood. Xiaoge liked to sleep in a bed with her when she was young, so the meaning of this sentence can be attributed to She broke up with her because she was sad.

Shen Juan's thoughts turned back and forth, and he had carefully considered the way out.

But Gu Shuge hurriedly wrote on her palm: "I don't have one." She hastily denied that she didn't want to be with Shen Juan, she just did something more extreme and ran away.

"Then why did you get up first?" Shen Juan asked again.

In fact, this sentence is very unreasonable, Xiaoge doesn't need to sleep, she doesn't need to lie on the bed with her at all, so it's not surprising to start with.Shen Juan understood that she was making trouble for no reason, but she still couldn't help asking.