Secret (GL) + Spoiler

Although Shen Juan couldn't hear her words, he could feel that she had worked hard for a long time, but there was no movement in the cup.So she lifted the straw up, only inserting a little bit into the surface of the blood.

This time it was much easier.

Gu Shuge sucked hard, and Shen Juan followed her speed to move down the straw.

It took about 2 minutes to finish the drink.

There are some remnants left at the bottom.

Gu Shuge felt that it was a waste, poked Shen Juan, and urged her to get the spoon.

The thrifty Gu Xiaoge kept poking and poking, and kept looking into the cup while poking. Of course, Shen Juan understood what she meant, and took a silver spoon to scrape the blood off the sides and bottom of the cup. , a tablespoon full.

Gu Shuge leaned over and swallowed it in one gulp.

"Pass your stomach." Shen Juan said with a smile.

Gu Shuge raised his hand to cover his stomach.

"Is it bulging?" Shen Juan asked.

Gu Shuge nodded, his blood was full.

With such a question and answer, the atmosphere became much more relaxed and less heavy.Shen Juan's eyes were full of smiles, she picked up the cup to wash it, and cleaned up everything without leaving any traces.

Gu Shuge followed behind her.

Her sense of presence is getting stronger.

Assuming that the average person's sense of existence is 100, and the ghost's is 0, Gu Shuge is at around 30, and it increases little by little. It increases very quickly at first, and then slows down.By twelve o'clock, Shen Juan could feel not only Gu Shuge's movements, but also the subtle expressions on his face.

The effect of the blood is immediate.

And this time, it seems to be more obvious than last time.

Gu Shuge couldn't feel such details, she could only look at the transparency of her body and poke something to see if her strength had increased now.

Shen Juan was leaning on the bed, holding a book, reading casually, she put most of her attention on Gu Shuge who was floating around in the bedroom.

Gu Shuge poked at the curtain for a while.In Shen Juan's eyes, it was the well-made curtains that moved out of thin air.She poked the chair for a while, but she couldn't poke that one, and then went to Shen Juan's side to help her turn a page of the book.

Shen Juan felt like raising an active kitten, and she had to praise her: "It turned over more quickly than last time, and it has more strength."

Then she felt Xiaoge bend her eyes.

Gu Shuge leaned over to read the book in Shen Juan's hand, only to realize that she was reading a book about Buddhism's transformation of dead souls.I don't know which master's work it is, but it uses the form of short stories, one by one, vivid and interesting, and puts the truth in simple stories.

Shen Juan happened to read a short story called "Huan Yang".

It is about a ghost who passed away unexpectedly, with obsession in his heart, never forgetting his love, lingering in the world, met an eminent monk, and the eminent monk transformed him, and the way of transformation was to help him get a body and help him complete wish.

Shen Juan lingered on this story for a long time, and Gu Shuge looked at her worriedly, wanting to say that this was just a short story to promote tolerance and compassion in Buddhism, and it could not be taken as true.

But she couldn't say it. On the one hand, it was too cruel to say that. Now Shen Juan's heart is all about the body. Even if there is a little hope, she will go all out. If she personally punctures her hope, Shen Juan will be hurt. Must be a double whammy.

On the other hand, she herself hoped it was true.This is a kind of hope that cannot emerge, as long as a little bit emerges, it will spread rapidly and become extremely powerful like a spark.

She really wanted to have a body and spend time with Shen Juan in an ordinary way.

After twelve o'clock, Shen Juan lay down.Gu Shuge ran to the bed.

Shen Juan turned to look at her, lifted the quilt, and Gu Shuge went to bed and lay down, and they lay on the same pillow.

Shen Juan covered her with a quilt.Gu Shuge was overlapped with the quilt, she looked down, because the light was relatively dim, and she was translucent, the color of the quilt was a bit dark, so it was as if she was really covered with the quilt.

Shen Juan was a little tired.Two blood draws in a short period of time still had an impact on her.

But she didn't want to sleep, she remembered that after Xiaoge used blood last time, an entity was produced for at least 40 seconds.She had a hunch that it would happen this time, and she didn't want to miss it.

But the eyelids are getting heavier and heavier, and the body is extremely tired, and it cannot be resisted by psychological persistence.

Gu Shuge watched her slowly close her eyes, even though she knew that she would not make any movement, she still did not move, for fear that she would wake her up.

She was lying on her back, turned her head to look at Shen Juan, saw her face half hidden in the shadows, her gentleness was unbelievable.

Gu Shuge's heartbeat started to speed up again, and the wavy lines went from few to many, almost filling the entire bedroom.But this time, Shen Juan fell asleep and she didn't notice.

Shen Juan fell into a deep sleep, as if there was a hand forcefully dragging her into sleep.

But she was thinking about Gu Shuge, so she couldn't sleep peacefully.After an unknown amount of time, she struggled to wake up, and as soon as she opened her eyes, she immediately looked around.

She saw Gu Shuge lying beside her with his eyes closed under the light.

This time, she didn't feel it, but actually saw her.

Chapter 51

Shen Juan almost thought that she was hallucinating, she stared at her for several seconds before tentatively touching her.

Everything was so unreal, as if her soul was out of her body, she watched her reaching out to touch Xiaoge in mid-air, and saw her hand trembling slightly.

Shen Juan's eyes were hot, she was about to touch the corners of Gu Shuge's eyes.Gu Shuge noticed the movement around him and opened his eyes.

The moment she opened her eyes, Shen Juan's fingertips passed through her, and what she touched was still only air.

Gu Shuge was at a loss, then realized something, and asked, "Can you see me now?"

Shen Juan stared at her without blinking, as if he couldn't see enough, and also as if he was afraid that she would disappear again.She looked greedily, didn't even bother to speak, just nodded.

She couldn't touch her, but she wasn't too disappointed, after all, she was able to be seen by her, and she heard her voice, which was enough surprise.

Shen Juan's fingers stroked Gu Shuge's outline very lightly, as if he could really touch her.Gu Shuge was also very happy, but she was a little overwhelmed by such a close relationship.

I don't know how long it has passed, but Gu Shuge still hasn't disappeared.

Shen Juan was finally able to draw a little attention from Gu Shuge, she said in a daze, "I thought I was still in a dream."

Gu Shuge felt sad for a while, she mustered up the courage to approach Shen Juan, and closed her eyes.

Shen Juan watched her approach, saw that the tip of her nose was about to touch hers, saw her slightly trembling eyelashes, and saw her tense body tense.

Everything seems so real, Xiaoge is real.

She also closed her eyes.

In another dimension, Gu Shuge pressed his lips to Shen Juan's. They still couldn't touch each other, but it looked like they were kissing.

Shen Juan suddenly thought of that night four years ago, when she quietly walked into Xiaoge's room and kissed her uncontrollably.

She opened her eyes suddenly.

Gu Shuge noticed it, she stepped back slightly, and looked at her suspiciously, as if asking what's wrong?

"You can't leave me." Shen Juan said seriously.

It was rare for her to show her paranoid side, Gu Shuge did not hesitate at all, and immediately said: "I won't go." After she finished speaking, she thought of something, quickly settled down, looked at Shen Juan, and said to her very sincerely: "I like you, very, very much."

In the evening, Shen Juan said that she wanted to hear her say it herself.Gu Shuge always remembered.

After she finished speaking, she nervously waited for Shen Juan's reaction.She thought that Shen Juan would be very happy, but Shen Juan didn't smile, she burst into tears.

Gu Shuge turned pale with shock, she sat up helplessly.

Shen Juan raised her hand to cover her eyes, tears seeped from her hand.She didn't make a sound, and the other hand tightened the corner of the quilt.Gu Shuge didn't know what was wrong, she said in a panic, "Don't cry, don't cry."

She used her right hand to wipe Shen Juan's tears, but only the tip of her index finger could touch Shen Juan.The blood on the fingertips was stained with tears, diluted and soon disappeared, she couldn't touch Shen Juan, and couldn't wipe her tears away.

Gu Shuge also became sad, his eyes became hot, his throat tightened, his nose was sore, and he kept comforting Shen Juan: "Don't cry, don't cry."

"I'm fine." Shen Juan's voice was hoarse.

She sat up and lowered her head slightly, not wanting Gu Shuge to see her face full of tears.

"You can't leave me again." Shen Juan repeated.

Gu Shuge knelt down and promised, "I won't leave you."

Shen Juan nodded, she lifted the quilt, wanted to go to the bathroom to tidy up her face, got off the floor, took two steps, she turned her head, with anxiety in her eyes, seeing that Gu Shuge was still on the bed, she said: "You accompany me .”