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But Shen Juan didn't care about these things.

Gu Shuge always feels that Shen Juan has no bottom line for her, she treats her very well, especially after the age of 16, Shen Juan cares for her almost to the extent of every aspect, even the eyes that look at her are extraordinarily gentle.

So much so that she actually had a different thought, thinking that Shen Juan had the same feelings for her.

Until four years ago, when she was a child, she overheard Gu Yi'an proposing to Shen Juan.

It just so happened that at the end of September, she was admitted to a university in this city and started her university life.Because her family is close, she doesn't live in school.That afternoon, she asked Shen Juan to have dinner together.

, it happened to be the time when she cared the most about her image, even if she saw her every day, she still paid attention to what she said and did in front of Shen Juan, from everything from clothing to earrings, and even the color of lipstick for a long time.

So that day, she skipped class all afternoon, went home early, and wanted to change clothes.

She walked into the house, and when she passed the study, she heard the voices of Gu Yi'an and Shen Juan from inside.

Both of them are very busy people, and it is usually impossible to be at home during the day on weekdays.She felt strange, but didn't think much of it, and was about to open the door and go in to scare them.Just as he was about to push the door open, he heard his brother say with a smile, "Otherwise, you can marry me."

At that moment, she only felt that the blood all over her body was rushing to her brain, and her ears were buzzing, as if she couldn't hear anything.Shen Juan's voice came clearly, she didn't smile, but said in a very relaxed tone, "Can you take my distress seriously?"

"I'm serious. I've thought about it for a long time. You marry me and I marry you. This is the best choice."

"Yi An..."

"We are a family. Marrying me just makes the relationship closer. Nothing else has changed. Think about it, do you reject me?"

Gu Shuge held his breath, Shen Juan didn't answer immediately, she was silent for a long time.Gu Shuge's heart, following her silence, cooled down bit by bit, as if a piece of ice was embedded in his chest.

"Let me think about it." Shen Juan's voice was soft.

"Then you think about it. If you have the answer, tell me right away. I'll talk to Xiaoge." The elder brother's voice was full of joy, as if he had already confirmed Shen Juan's answer.

There was the sound of pushing a chair.Gu Shuge dodged subconsciously, dodging into the next room.The sound of footsteps outside came clearly.Gu Yi'an left, but Shen Juan remained in the study.

Gu Shuge leaned against the wall and slid to the ground little by little, his mind was full of the conversation between Gu Yi'an and Shen Juan just now.She broke up and crushed what they said word by word to recall, and even recalled their tone of voice many times.The final answer was that she had made a mistake, and Shen Juan didn't treat her as she thought.

She didn't know how long she sat on the ground.The phone vibrated in his pocket.She took it out in a daze, and saw the screen, it was a WeChat message from Shen Juan.

My heart ached sharply.

"Where have you been? Is the road blocked?"

Gu Shuge looked at the phone for a long time, and after a long while, he typed a sentence to reply: "I have something to do, so I won't be coming back."

There was movement next door, footsteps, passing through the door of the study, walking further and further away.Shen Juan went out.

Gu Shuge supported the wall and stood up, her legs were already numb, but she didn't feel any pain.She slowly returned to the room, took a shower, and lay on the bed, her mind was drowsy, she didn't think about anything, but Shen Juan's every bit of kindness towards her stubbornly surfaced.

Shen Juan was really good to her. When her parents left, she was eight years old and Shen Juan was only 15 years old, but she took on the responsibility of taking care of her.How troublesome and willful an eight-year-old child is, Gu Shuge would blush when he thought about it, but Shen Juan never lost his temper at her, and never even said a serious word.

Her homework was tutored by Shen Juan, she went to the parent meeting for her, and Shen Juan sent her to the summer camp. She failed the test, but Shen Juan comforted her and explained the wrong questions to her one by one. There was a conflict with a classmate, and Shen Juan explained it for her, and taught her how to reconcile with others so that both parties would not be embarrassed.

She didn't know when it started, but the ignorant affection arose.

It's not that she hasn't struggled before, after all, Shen Juan is such an excellent person, she is the best in everything she does, and she looks so good-looking.And she has just grown up, she is still on campus, she is an ordinary student, nothing is dazzling.

But she thought, if Shen Juan also liked her, then the difference would not be so important.After all, she is also working hard, and the gap can be narrowed.

She opened her eyes and looked at the chandelier on the top. The night fell unconsciously, the bedroom was plunged into darkness, and the street lights came in through the window screen.

The phone rang.

She didn't want to pick it up, but the person over there seemed to know what she was thinking, and hung up knowingly.

Gu Shuge turned his head and saw the photo frame on the bed.It's Shen Juan's photo, taken the year she graduated from university, wearing a bachelor's uniform, standing in front of the school library, smiling quietly, looking at the camera, her eyes seemed to be filled with spring water, clear and gentle.

This photo was taken by her, after it was developed, it was put on the bed.She also took many photos of Shen Juan, both with her mobile phone and camera, so many that a photo album couldn't fit them.At first when Shen Juan noticed the camera, he would stay still for a while, and then smiled at her, but later he got used to it, and just looked at her tenderly, never stopping.

Probably it was such warm pampering and pampering that made her mistaken.

After an unknown amount of time, the phone rang again, and this time the person over there was extremely stubborn.Gu Shuge picked it up and put it to his ear.Shen Juan's voice came from the receiver.Gu Shuge's heart beat as usual, but just hearing her voice, his heart beat a little faster.

"Xiaoge?" Shen Juan's voice was accompanied by the wind.

Gu Shuge thought, where is she? Did she go to the restaurant they made an appointment with?She originally planned to confess to Shen Juan today.

Not hearing her answer, Shen Juan called her again.

Gu Shuge's eyes were filled with tears at once, she quickly wiped them off with the back of her hand, and gave a soft "um".

Hearing her voice, Shen Juan's tone relaxed, and asked her with a smile: "Are you done with your work? I'll wait for you outside your school."

Her throat suddenly tightened, she couldn't speak, and she didn't dare to speak, she was worried that she would choke when she opened her mouth.Gu Shuge's eyes kept looking at the photo on the bed, and tears rolled down from the corners of his eyes.She tried her best to regulate her emotions, trying to at least get through the call, but her tears kept piling up.

Shen Juan waited for a while, with concern in his voice: "Why don't you speak?"

Unable to remain silent any longer, Gu Shuge took a deep breath, trying to calm down: "I..." Her voice was nasal, and before she uttered a single word, she knew that Shen Juan must have noticed her abnormality, so she pursed her lower lip, Continue, "I'm fine."

Shen Juan didn't speak immediately, and after a while, she asked, "What's wrong with you?" Her tone was gentle, and she couldn't see the strength in the company at all.

Every time Gu Shuge hears her voice, it will be very sweet, even now, she still wants to hear Shen Juan talk to her more.She felt embarrassed, found a reason, and dealt with it: "I miss my parents."

She didn't know if Shen Juan believed it, most likely she didn't believe it, after all she was so perceptive, after all she knew her so well, how could she not hear that she was lying.But she's not on so much anymore.

After Gu Shuge finished saying happy birthday, he looked away, not daring to look directly at Shen Juan again.

Four years ago, the solution she came up with was to leave.The distance is far, the time is long, and the relationship will always fade.Four years on, she knew she wasn't making it.Shen Juan did not hold a wedding ceremony with his elder brother, but only received a certificate.Two years ago, my brother got liver cancer, and it took only a week from the discovery to the death, which was too fast for people to be prepared for.

The elder brother's inheritance should have belonged to Shen's spouse, but she didn't ask for a penny, and it was all transferred to her name, leaving only half of the ownership of the house.

It was 2 minutes before twelve o'clock, Gu Shuge stood up, the most important thing now was how to let Shen Juan know about the "death robbery" she had encountered before.Adding up the two accidents, it can be concluded that someone is designing behind the scenes.The black hands behind the scenes don't know what the purpose is.If it's only aimed at her, that's okay, I'm afraid even Shen Juan will be affected.

In Gu Shuge's mind, some methods of communicating with ghosts that he had seen in books and film and television dramas appeared in Gu Shuge's mind, thinking about which ones are more reliable, so that she can give it a try.

Shen Juan stood up. There were still tears on her face and her eyes were silent. She took a step and walked towards the stairs.

Gu Shuge did not follow, she thought it would be better for her to be downstairs.

When he reached the stairs, Shen Juan stopped.Gu Shuge didn't know why, so he looked at her.