Secret (GL) + Spoiler

There was a gurgling sound in the casserole, and white smoke curled up, giving it a very lively feeling.Gu Shuge took a deep breath, wanting to smell the fragrance in the air, but unfortunately she couldn't smell anything.

It was dark outside, but the lights in the house were turned on.

After the soup is cooked, open the lid, and white steam will rush to your face. When the steam dissipates, milky white fish soup will appear in front of you.Just by looking at the color of the soup, I know it must be delicious.Gu Shuge regretted for a while, and hurriedly urged Shen Juan to have a taste.

Shen Juan tried the taste and found it to be okay, so he brought the fish soup to the table and filled a bowl of rice.

Gu Shuge also wanted to eat it, but she knew she couldn't eat it, and Shen Juan didn't dare to mix blood in the food and feed it to her, for fear that human food would spoil her little devil.

So she waited for Shen Juan to come to the table, then ran to the study, in case she watched from the side, Shen Juan couldn't eat well.

After dinner, the two of them watched a movie as usual, and went to bed early.

If you don't think that the murderer has not been caught, such days are really peaceful and happy.Gu Shuge sat up when Shen Juan fell asleep.

After all, she is a ghost and doesn't need to sleep. Lying on the bed for seven or eight hours is very boring.She got off the bed, wandered around the room for a while, then went through the wall and went to her bedroom.

There was no light in the bedroom, it was dark.Gu Shuge now has much more strength and can press the switch by himself.When she lit the lamp, she saw a glass dish of blood, a quill, paper, and ink on the small table by the window.

She walked over, and the blood in the glass dish was filled with anticoagulants, but it was still liquid.

Shen Juan must have put this here for her as a spare.

Gu Shuge sat down on the chair and stared blankly at the little things on the table for a while.Then, she decided to keep a diary.Start writing today.

She has the habit of keeping a diary, and likes to write by hand. She has written many diaries since she was a child.

Gu Shuge first wrote today's date, looked out the window, and found that it was snowing, then wrote the weather, heavy snow.Her strength has increased a lot. Although her writing speed is not as fast as that of a normal person, it is not at the speed of a snail.

Besides, she still has a whole night.So she decided to write slowly.

"I love Shen Juan." She wrote the first sentence.After writing, she blushed.She didn't know why she suddenly wrote this sentence, she just wrote it when she wanted to.

"We are together." The second sentence is this, after writing it down, the joy is like tonight's fish soup, bubbling and bubbling.

Gu Shuge paused for a moment, wanting to simply bring up the events after death.So Gu Shuge used the tone she used to write an experiment report, and then wrote the third sentence: "I'm dead."

"There was a car accident on the way home. I stood next to my dead body, which was lying in a pool of blood in a strange and twisted position. I saw my shoes fall off. They were given to me by Shen Juan. My birthday present, I specially wore it today, because today is Shen Juan's birthday."

When Gu Shuge wrote this, she recalled that when she just became a ghost, her emotions were very light, like a gossamer, as if she was indifferent to life, death, or anything. There will be sharp fluctuations.

But now, she is getting closer and closer to the state before her death.Will be happy or uncomfortable, will be heartbroken, will feel distressed, and will be jealous and angry.

Is it because of Shen Juan's blood?Shen Juan's blood brought her back to the world.

Gu Shuge thought, and continued to write.She wrote it wherever she thought of, without paying attention to rhetoric. It was just a record anyway, and she would not show it to others.But as I wrote and wrote, I wrote more and more, so much that I couldn't finish it.

"Shen Juan stood in front of my dead body. She lifted the white cloth covering my face. I felt that she was on the verge of collapse. I wanted to comfort her, at least tell her that I was still alive, but I couldn't. This world Now, the only person I feel sorry for is Shen Juan."

"I followed Shen Juan and followed her all the way. It seemed that I was attracted and had to follow her, but my heart was willing to go with her. I went to the scene of the crime with her and returned home. I thought, After a person becomes a ghost, will he always exist like this? Will I always follow Shen Juan? What about Shen Juan? I'm very worried about her."

"She seems to have spotted me! She suddenly called my name to where I was."

Gu Shuge seemed to have completely returned to that time when Shen Juan suddenly called her name. At that moment, she was shocked, scared, nervous and looking forward to it.

The bedroom lights were on all night, and Gu Shuge gradually wrote his diary into a memoir, but she didn't care.

"I love her, but I dare not say it, and I even avoid thinking about it, because I will feel guilty. I don't want to destroy her life, and I don't want to turn myself into a bad person. Hateful face, ferocious words and deeds. I hope I can let go and have the opportunity to accompany her as a family member in the future. So I leave."

"She really felt me, super happy."

"She is suffering too much, and I am still her burden."

"She didn't take me as a burden, she never took me as a burden."

"She asked me to get on her body, I refused, she drank two cups of talisman water, she was in pain, I failed her kindness. She asked me, did I put a lot of pressure on you? I wanted to cry , but don’t ghosts have tears?”

"I owe her, and I can't pay it off."

"I can touch her blood, only her blood."

"I don't know who the murderer is."

"The old monk of Guangping Temple said that Shen Juan should let me go to reincarnation. I have a rich and noble appearance, and I will definitely be able to reincarnate in a good pregnancy in the next life. But without Shen Juan, the next life will be bitter or happy, poor or blessed, good or bad , what's the difference?"

Gu Shuge was concentrating on her desk. Her hand was sore from holding the pen, and she only stopped occasionally, took a break, and then continued.It was five o'clock when she wrote about her second visit to Guangping Temple.

I wrote seven pieces of paper, with more than [-] words.Gu Shuge felt that today was almost done, so he decided to continue tomorrow night.

But this should not be considered a diary, but a small memoir after becoming a ghost.

Gu Shuge couldn't just throw these memoirs on the table, she was afraid that Shen Juan would see them.It's not that Shen Juan can't watch, it's just that if he is watched, he will be very shy.So she wanted to find a place to hide.

Gu Shuge walked around the room, after all, it was his bedroom, and he knew about everything.After searching around, she quickly thought of a place. She dragged out a box from the bottom of the bookshelf, and it took a long time to open the box.

This box contained some small things, and she carefully put the paper into it and covered the small things.Then close the lid and push the box back into the shelf.

I feel very witty, like this, no one will find out that it contains her little secret.

After putting the box away, Gu Shuge stood up, ready to go back to Shen Juan's side.After writing so much, she is full of love, happiness and luck to be with her.

She was about to leave when she glanced out the window.

The windows were covered with a thin layer of mist, and the street lamps outside shone on the windows, reflecting yellow light.Gu Shuge just caught a glimpse of the window by accident, she took two steps, and suddenly felt something was wrong, there seemed to be a little dark shadow in the yellow light.

Gu Shuge quickly stepped back and wiped the window with his hand. There was water vapor on the glass, which could easily be wiped away.

She pressed her face to the glass and looked out.

It was still dark at five o'clock in the morning.Gu Shuge's gaze pierced through the night and fell to the street lamp outside the wall.

There was a dark figure under the street lamp. He was wearing a hat, sunglasses, and a mask, all thickly dressed.He didn't know how long he stood there. There was a layer of white snow on the top of the black hat, which was particularly eye-catching.

He raised his head and looked at this side, Gu Shuge's heart trembled, as if he met his eyes directly.

Who is this guy?

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Chapter 62

How long has he been here, how long has he been watching?

Gu Shuge looked out, but through a layer of glass, she always felt that her vision was blurred, so her face passed through the glass and stretched out.

The wind was howling outside, Gu Shuge couldn't feel the cold, but he could imagine how hard it would be in the wind in the early morning of minus ten degrees.

The person under the street lamp is still there, always looking at this side.

Is he monitoring Shen Juan?

Gu Shuge's heart sank, she walked out of the room, and when she went outside, she floated towards that person.

It was cold outside, and the dim street lights couldn't reflect a warm atmosphere. The dark shadow under the lights made the night even more strange.Gu Shuge floated to the side of that black shadow.

Only then did she realize that he hadn't moved at all since she found him.

Winter, night, silence, standing still.