The queen said that she has no object + sideline

When Yun Jinshi closed the door, she didn't feel lost. She had surprisingly few friends, and she had accumulated no more than one slap in the face since she was a child.

Probably because she is a strange person. Although she has a slightly cold personality, she is not out of the crowd. While she can get along with everyone in harmony, she also maintains a certain distance from everyone invisibly.

This distance allows her to become acquaintances or ordinary friends with those people, but it will not go any further.

In a sense, human beings do have intuition. Sometimes they obviously don't realize it, but because of the invisible barrier, they subconsciously distance themselves from Yun Jinshi.

So for Yun Jinshi, there are really very, very few people who can be called friends.

As someone described her before, she is a strange and contradictory creature, soft and hard coexisting, indifferent and gentle, elusive and even more difficult to approach.

There are only two kinds of people that she can accept completely, one is like Zhou Sen, whose nature can be seen through at a glance contains sincerity and loyalty that cannot be covered by any complicated personality, and is the kind of person who can be his friend without worrying about being betrayed To be precise, it is surprisingly similar to Yun Jinshi in some aspects.

One is like Tangtang, clean and pure to the point of frightening, like a clear spring, standing on the shore, you can see the sand and gravel underneath, as well as the occasional fish and shrimp swimming by.

There is only one exception, that person became her friend by stalking.

Some aspects of Yun Jinshi's intuition are terrifying. For example, after she joined the crew and got in touch with everyone, she knew who would be kind to her and who was best kept away from.

The models of kindness to her are probably Sister Li, Zhou Sen, and the most important one: their director.

Yun Jinshi will have more contact with those who have good intentions for her, including bringing Zhou Sen back when they have not known each other for a long time, although the situation at that time was a bit special...

There was inevitably a bit of regret in Yunjin's heart when sending Zhou Sen away, but that regret almost disappeared when he saw his poor little Tang: "Tomorrow I will try to come back as early as possible."

She touched Tangtang's head, mainly because she was going to take Tangtang to apply for a new ID card. ID card is too important. If you fly everywhere, you can't get on the plane without an ID card.

Tangtang was obedient to the naked eye, she was grabbing the corner of Yun Jinshi's clothes, but Yun Jinshi didn't realize that she was using extra force with her fingers today, if it wasn't because her own strength was not too weak, she might have directly scratched the skirt of her clothes.

Tangtang didn't know much about jealousy, she only knew that when Yun Jinshi and Zhou Sen were chatting, she couldn't understand and couldn't get in. She could only watch them smile at each other, and she felt very uncomfortable.

Tangtang has been called a little fool, mentally retarded, and stupid by many people. For example, her stepmother will mean that she is mentally retarded and a shame for their family. For example, the nanny at home will secretly say, Said that she was a lucky little fool, if she hadn't been born in such a wealthy family, she would have been thrown away long ago.

She won't be too sad because of this, especially after getting used to it, she will subconsciously retort at first: I'm not a fool.

Later, only once in a while, I suddenly feel that I am different from others, that's all.

But at this moment, because she was a fool, she suddenly felt a kind of pain. That kind of pain was not piercing her whole body with a sharp blade in an instant, or ravaging her body repeatedly, but more like It was some kind of object without too many edges and corners, piercing her heart bit by bit, slowly and decisively, the pain it caused was long but not unbearable.

Tangtang has only lived for more than ten years, and at this moment, for the first time, she has a sense of doubt. Is she just different from ordinary people?

She has nothing, knows nothing, and Ah Shi seems to be in two worlds, there seems to be only a layer of glass between them, and Ah Shi can be seen, but that's all.

She wanted to... smash that layer of glass and really enter Ah Shi's world.

"Why are you in a daze?" Yun Jinshi rubbed her short hair: "Are you feeling bored? It's true that there are no entertainment facilities..."

"No." Tangtang whispered, "With Ah Shi, it's not boring."

Yun Jinshi thought about it seriously, and then made a decision. She took Tangtang to play games. Although the script is very important, her Tangtang was just shocked today, and she usually doesn't spend much time with Tangtang. Tangwan, it's time to put down the script and relax with Tangtang.

After comprehensive consideration of many aspects, Yun Jinshi chose the game Plants vs. Zombies. This is a game suitable for all ages, especially for children, it should be quite fun.

Yunjinshi took Tangtang to wash up first. It is worth mentioning that the two of them took a bath together. It is normal for an adult to take a child to take a bath, not to mention that both of them are girls.

However, due to many reasons, Yun Jinshi never took a bath with Tangtang before, and today was the first time for the two of them to take a bath together.

After taking off the clothes on her body, Yun Jinshi fell into a deep silence. She knew before that Tangtang was thin and small, and had received some nüè abuse before, but those only existed in her imagination, and she did not witness it with her own eyes. , until now, the young girl appeared in front of her naked, her body was pitifully thin and full of scars.

Yun Jinshi couldn't help stretching out her hand, touched Tangtang's waist, and then she was sure it wasn't an illusion, she really felt the protruding ribs under the thin layer of skin, one root after another, that once countless The words that I have seen for the first time, but cannot be visualized in my mind, just fit the situation at this time.

Skinny.

Tangtang's waist, back, thighs, and even a certain part that has not developed due to malnutrition are covered with shallow scars. Those scars look very old, and they have become bumps due to the passage of time Although each of the scars is very shallow, from the fact that they are still by her side after so long, one can know that these scars were deep in the beginning.

That woman is very smart, and most of the scars are in some relatively hidden places. There are only some shallow, very new scars on her arms and legs, which should be the injuries suffered by the girl when she wandered outside.

A man, even as a father, would not check his daughter's chest, thighs, etc. for any scars or abuse by her stepmother.

And Tangtang was obviously a silly little guy, and he might have been intimidated, so he didn't dare to sue his father at all.

Accumulated one by one, Tangtang endured many years of nüè treatment, and finally became what it is now, like a dilapidated doll after sewing and mending.

Yun Jinshi scolded someone uncontrollably: "That bastard."

She originally thought that what Tangtang endured most was the violence in terms of language and so on, and not much physical torture, but now it seems that the woman is more disgusting than she imagined.

Damn her.

The author has something to say: My mouth is full of blisters, and I finished writing this chapter with one hand covered, and it was even later...

Chapter 15

Yun Jinshi carefully circled Tangtang into his arms, knowing that she was already a girl close to adulthood, and it was not so easy to get hurt, but Yun Jinshi still couldn't hold back, treating her like a fragile glass product.

Tangtang obviously shrank a little because of Yun Jinshi's swear words, she rationally told her that Ah Shi was not scolding her, but she still trembled subconsciously.

Yun Jinshi turned on the shower head, adjusted the water temperature, then pushed Tangtang under the shower head: "Raise your hands."

Tangtang raised her hands obediently, and looked at Yun Jinshi obediently, she would not resist anything Yun Jinshi did to her, um...it doesn't matter if you hit her, she is not afraid of pain, really...really not afraid!

But Yun Jinshi just stroked the water very gently, washing every inch of her skin, and occasionally her fingertips would linger pitifully on the old scars.

Tangtang's body trembled slightly, this time not because of fear, but because of an indescribable emotion that accumulated in her heart, but she didn't know how to vent it.

So it accumulated a lot, and the heat spread from the heart to the whole body, making her skin slowly turn pink.

"Is the water too hot?" Yun Jinshi adjusted the water temperature, Tangtang quickly shook his head, because his heart was too hot.

Yun Jinshi carefully washed her once, and then washed her a second time with shower gel. The bathtub on one side had already been filled with water, and the cleaned sugar was put into the bathtub.

Yun Jinshi untied her hair and began to take a bath. From Tangtang's angle, she could only see her back, and just the graceful curve of her back made Tangtang's heart heat up again.