The mountains and rivers at the bottom of the pen, because you survived + extra episode

"That's it..." Sheng Lai seemed to be very emotional, as if feeling guilty, she turned her head to look at Haruka Songyin who hadn't spoken much since she came to the table, and tried to make a kind smile: "Songyin, You see my mother so anxious, you and her are like mother and daughter, why didn't you tell her that I was in Rongcheng? Didn't you always know?"

Sheng Lai's eyes looked extremely harmless, even when she said this, she still looked at the people around her with a smile, completely unaware of how embarrassing her words might make Haruka Songyin.

"When I was in school, I sent back a bursary application, and it was thanks to you who helped me go to the sub-district office to issue a certificate and seal. Really, I really thank you at that time..." Sheng said.

Thank you for buying a house in Rongcheng at that time, and when I was just eating steamed buns to survive, I couldn’t help calling Cheng Rong in the end, hoping to borrow some money, because I had paid tuition but no living expenses and book expenses. For the first time, I felt extremely humiliated and bowed my head, and wanted to ask Cheng Rong for help, but at that time the call was answered by Yao Songyin.Then, there is no more then.

Yao Songyin said: "It's so difficult, come on, why didn't you say it earlier! It's okay, don't be afraid, I will tell Aunt Cheng, although she is still very angry that you hit me, but don't worry, this matter is covered by me body!"

It's wrapped up on her body like this, wrapped up in her body that is absolutely impossible to confide half a word to her family, it's so powerful!

At that time, Sheng Lai didn't believe Yao Songyin anymore, but when she called again, she found that the fixed line at home was always busy, and Cheng Rong's phone was never in the service area.

She has never confided to anyone about the difficulties of living alone, but it does not mean that she does not understand anything, has no heart, and does not hold grudges.

In fact, she really can hold a grudge!

Sheng Lai just looked at Haruka Songyin with a smile, this good girl who has always been cute and optimistic in the eyes of adults and teachers, how would she react when faced with her questioning at this time.

Haruka Songyin's reaction was still very real, she looked at Sheng Lai in surprise, her eyes were full of disbelief and sadness, "Come on, didn't you ask me to keep it secret for you? I regret it because of an agreement with you, keeping this secret that only the two of us know, watching Aunt Cheng worry about you every day, but I still didn’t say a word in a very unfilial manner, really, I’m sorry, I’m sorry ..."

As she said that, Haruka Songyin's voice was full of tears, and she looked extremely pitiful.

Sheng Lai really admires Haruka Matsune's acting skills.

She couldn't cry in front of so many people, and she always knew the way she cried was not very good-looking.

After Yao Songyin finished speaking, Cheng Rong couldn't help reaching out and wrapping her arms around Yao Songyin's slightly trembling shoulders, "Okay, okay, Songyin, we won't cry anymore, and Auntie didn't mean to blame you. Since You have made an agreement with Lai Lai. To be a person, you must first be honest. If you didn’t tell Auntie, Auntie can understand..."

Sheng Lai looked at the two people who were singing the double reed opposite with a blank expression, and felt that the meal was a bit interesting.

Everyone is now a drama actor standing on the Broadway stage, displaying his lifelong skills, trying to turn lies into reality, and portray hypocrisy into true feelings, which is really powerful.As an audience standing outside the circle, she wanted to applaud her.

"I'm done eating, you guys go ahead." Sheng Lai stood up, watching too many fake dramas, she would feel quite bored, not only did she not want to be a participant, but now she even didn't want to be an audience. Did it, it's really boring.

But when she stood up, she was called again.

"Come on, are you still angry with me? Actually, I really didn't intend to tell the story between you and Mr. Chen, but that day I heard people at home discussing Mr. Chen's marriage, so I thought of it." You. I always feel that if you miss it, it's really... too regrettable..." Haruka Songyin also followed Sheng Lai and stood up from her seat, looking at her with a sorry face, "I really didn't mean it, I was kind at the beginning, but now that things have developed to what they are now, I didn't expect that, I'm really, really sorry..."

Two lines of tears seem to be able to imprint a true mark on the hearts of all audiences.

But what is the truth, no one wants to explore.

But Sheng Lai wanted to investigate this. Has Haruka Matsune's beautiful and glamorous image in front of outsiders been too long?She did such a good job, maybe all the mistakes in the past were made on her back when she didn't know it?Thinking of this, the last whitewashing expression on Sheng Lai's face disappeared, and her smile became extremely ironic. She looked at Haruka Matsune across the dining table, and said like a broken smile: "If I say it is You said I'm sorry and I don't want to forgive you? Now you are still full of lies, do you think I should follow your words, find a step, and just go on like this?" Sheng Lai no matter now his face suddenly became unattractive. Song Yin, as if he only cared about himself, said to himself: "I'm so sorry, if you think this way, you may be really wrong. The illusion of peace between us, didn't it end long ago in the summer vacation after graduating from third year of high school?" ? Since you wanted to give Chen Di..."

"what--"

Before Sheng could finish his last words, Haruka Matsune squatted down with her head in her arms, screaming——

As soon as the sound came out, the whole living room was in chaos.

Yao Youguang stood up from his seat and quickly picked up Yao Songyin who was on the ground, and told the people around him: "Hurry up and go to the doctor! Say Songyin is ill again!"

Cheng Rong also stood up at this time, but Sheng Lai noticed that the other party had not forgotten to wipe the stains on the corners of his mouth gracefully with a napkin before he stood up and put on the panic mask. He seemed more anxious than Yao Songyin's own father: "Oh my God, why did you suddenly get sick when you were fine? Hurry up, go and call Dr. Zhong! Get someone to come and have a look!"

After finishing speaking, Cheng Rong did not forget to give Sheng Lai a cold look, "Sheng Lai, just stay here for me first! Let me come back later and teach you a lesson!"

But this voice...

The servants who came and went looked at Sheng Lai angrily, as if she was such a heinous intruder from outside, hurting the little princess in their castle.

Cinderella's sister is vicious, but Sheng Lai thought, Haruka Matsune is not Cinderella, right?

Although she didn't know exactly why Haruka Matsune fell ill, Sheng Lai thought apologetically like that. At such a coincidental time, she really doubted whether Haruka Matsune was really sick or everything was just a fake.

After all, isn't what this little princess is best at... pretending?

But just now she discovered another very interesting thing. When she was young, Sheng Lai could really feel that Cheng Rong loved Yao Songyin as her lifeblood.In particular, she remembered very clearly one time when the flu broke out that year, and many people fell ill, especially in a densely populated place like a school, where it was easy to infect.And that year, both himself and Haruka Songyin fell down.

Cheng Rong threw her at home to the helper at will, but she went to take care of Yao Songyin herself.

It was about two full nights, staying close to Yao Songyin's bed.

Sheng Lai knew that it was all because he was woken up by coughing in the middle of the night, his throat felt like it was on fire, dry and painful, and the domestic helpers usually didn't think highly of her, now seeing her sick, how could they really feel sorry for her?She was originally a poor little wretch who was loved by no one, and those people were kind if they didn't make trouble.

The person who should watch the night has long since disappeared, and returned to his room to sleep soundly.

At that time, when little Sheng Lai was struggling to get up from the bed with his little figure, and when he walked out by touching the wall with his strength, he found that there was still a dim light in the bedroom next to him. .

In order to show that Sheng Lai and Yao Matsuyin have equal status at home and have no other discrimination, the Yao family specially arranged their rooms together.At that time, the room where Sheng Lai saw light was Haruka Matsune's bedroom.

The door was not closed tightly, and there was a small crack in the door, through which she could see the scene inside clearly.

Her mother, Ms. Cheng Rong, stood by Yao Songyin's bed, lying on her stomach and fell asleep from exhaustion...

The feeling at that moment, even now when Sheng Lai recalled it, he felt it was very clear, as if he was in the scene again, experiencing such a sour and uncomfortable feeling.

Children may not know the difference between jealousy and discomfort. When she saw that the person Cheng Rong was guarding was not herself, she felt like the sky was falling.

In such a strange family, she endured being bullied by others without saying a word, not only because of her weak temper that would not quarrel, but also because of the ridiculous and sincere and pure thoughts at that time, No matter how bad or unbearable the environment is, as long as the person who loves me the most is still around.