Open book is beneficial + special episode

"When my mother was diagnosed with stomach cancer, I wanted to take her to the United States for treatment, but there was no money. I went to my father's house and knelt down to beg them, but they, the factory made a profit, and would rather spend money to buy a luxury car than Don't want to lend me money."

Gu Yazhen talked about the unknown past in a tone that couldn't be more plain, as if it was just a series of trivial things that were too far away to be worth mentioning.Outlining her straight and thin back in detail, Cheng Zhou couldn't even believe that a person with such an elegant and soft back had such a sad and hopeless past.

"Yeah, he's old now, he can't make trouble anymore, and suddenly he looks kind and kind, which makes me not filial and sensible."

Gu Yazhen sneered helplessly, with a biting chill all over her body.

"I just don't understand why they deserve to be forgiven for doing the same thing to me, but it's unfeeling for me to do it to them?" Gu Yazhen gritted her teeth suddenly, like a crazy little wild animal.Emotions suddenly erupted unexpectedly, like a torrential flood bursting a bank, inexplicable and helpless.

Cheng Zhou hurriedly turned to Gu Yazhen, held her cheeks, and stared intently at her reddened eyes.This face was oppressive and unfamiliar, no matter how close Cheng Zhou and Gu Yazhen were, they were suddenly stunned.

"Yazhen, do you think I'm alright?" Cheng Zhou rubbed Gu Yazhen's head into his arms, coaxing gently, "You can say whatever you want, I'll listen."

Gu Yazhen struggled stiffly for a few times, and finally softened.Buried on Cheng Zhou's shoulders and trembling, until the sound of crying gradually came, the pain and torture that had been suppressed for a long time broke through the last self-esteem and defense, and burst out with tears.

There has never been any forgiveness or forgetting, and the years of resentment buried in her heart, she has never really been strong.Cheng Zhou hugged her, and all the memories came flooding back. That stubborn, indifferent, self-disciplined and self-restraint girl, endured the pain all over her body, just to cover up the fragile and helpless soul deep in her heart.

She was originally a cute and naive girl, but she was forcibly tempered by life into what she is today.

"Zhouzhou, I'm sorry, I'm out of control... It scares you, I'm always so inexplicable." Gu Yazhen tried to restrain her emotions, and said in a crying voice.

"How can I be so timid. Cry, save yourself the trouble. I am the only one who likes to cry." Cheng Zhou said softly, "You have always tried to protect me, lest I get hurt. Now let me protect you ,OK?"

Gu Yazhen shook her head, the hair rope slipped to the ground at some point, and her long brown hair was messily scattered on Cheng Zhou's body.Cheng Zhou gently smoothed her hair and kissed her earlobe until the sobbing gradually subsided. Gu Yazhen asked her aggrieved and tentatively: "Can I still protect you?"

Some people are like this, the more vulnerable they are, the more they try their best to keep their loved ones in their hands.

"Yes." Cheng Zhou murmured in a low voice.

Since I love everything about you, how can I not understand your self-esteem.

Chapter 43 Candid

Leaning her head in Cheng Zhou's arms for a long time, Gu Yazhen's breathing gradually stabilized.Still unwilling to separate, the two stood in the same posture for a long time, Cheng Zhou only felt back pain.

"Baby?" Cheng Zhou raised his hand and stroked Gu Yazhen's hair, "Are you tired from bowing your neck? Shall we sit down?"

Gu Yazhen shamelessly rubbed Cheng Zhou's neck, obviously reluctant.Cheng Zhou realized that Gu Yazhen probably didn't want to see her swollen eyes from crying, so he continued to coax, "I won't make fun of you, okay?"

The person on her body still didn't have the slightest sense of consciousness, so Cheng Zhou had no choice but to let her go.

"Zhouzhou, thank you for understanding me." After a while, Gu Yazhen spoke suddenly, her dull voice was hoarse. "Actually, I'm afraid that you will persuade me to reconcile with my family."

Cheng Zhou didn't know what to say for a while.The two were silent for a while, Cheng Zhou caressed Gu Yazhen's back, teased with a smile: "Gu Yazhen, you don't even have this confidence in me?"

"Uh... that's not what I meant." Gu Yazhen rubbed Cheng Zhou's shoulder harder because she needed comfort.

"Okay, I understand what you mean." Cheng Zhou replied softly, then suddenly hissed softly, she hastily pushed Gu Yazhen's stomach, "You actually bit me?"

The exposed neck of the sweater was wet and cold, and someone left two shallow tooth marks on it.Feeling Gu Yazhen trembling on her body and holding back her laughter, Cheng Zhou suddenly became furious: "How can you bully people like this."

Sensing Cheng Zhou's desire to go away, Gu Yazhen quickly wrapped her arms around her waist, restraining her firmly in front of him.The passionate kiss started from the ear, extended downward, and fell wantonly on the side of her neck.Cheng Zhou's skin was scorching hot, with an ambiguous flush.

Cheng Zhou struggled a few more times, and let down the hand that was holding his waist obediently.Raising his hands to support Gu Yazhen's shoulders on both sides, separating her from himself, Cheng Zhou looked at Gu Yazhen with swollen eyes solemnly and said, "It's noon, why don't you go to study? Don't disappoint the good time."

Gu Yazhen pursed her lips sideways, and pretended to say bitterly: "But my eyes are so red, how can I go out?" After that, a smile flashed in her eyes, and she was about to come forward and hug Cheng Zhou.

Cheng Zhou quickly held her down again, with a triumphant face: "It doesn't matter if you don't study, my eyesight is good, I will go to the office to study by myself."

Gu Yazhen nodded in agreement, feeling that what Cheng Zhou said made sense.Then she rolled her eyes and looked Cheng Zhou up and down: "But, do you have a sweater that can wrap your entire neck?"

"Eh?" Cheng Zhou didn't react for a while, "Why do you want to change the sweater?"

Gu Yazhen raised her eyebrows meaningfully, and picked up the small mirror on the table to take a picture for Cheng Zhou.When Cheng Zhou saw himself in the mirror, there was a deep hickey with teeth marks on his neck.

Cheng Zhou: "You..." It's too much, you actually use any means.

"Honey, let's not go out today, okay?" Gu Yazhen put down the mirror, and did not forget to draw the curtains in front of her.Before Cheng Zhou could react, she stretched out her hand to wrap around Cheng Zhou's waist from behind, and hugged her tightly with her back facing her.

Cheng Zhou couldn't help but his heart beat faster, and his legs almost couldn't stand up.Gu Yazhen's gentle whispers bewitched her, making her irresistible and unwilling to refuse.

"Okay, okay..."

I'm so unwilling, why can't I always resist the temptation of beauty, and still be at her mercy.

The hands on the waist gently rubbed against the cloth, moving slowly.Cheng Zhou's heart trembled, and he couldn't help but hum softly, and the person behind him also trembled slightly.Unspeakable heartbeat and obsession linger in his heart, Cheng Zhou disarms and surrenders, melting in a strong and passionate love.

Waking up from the daze, the twilight of the night spread silently to the horizon.Cheng Zhou curled up in the quilt, sleeping soundly next to Gu Yazhen, feeling a little embarrassed for a while.

The never-before-seen indulgence and madness are still clear in their minds, they demand each other wantonly, and the few remaining restraints and reservations are gone.The whole afternoon slipped away like this.

Is this the magic of opening your heart?

Cheng Zhou raised his head and looked at Gu Yazhen's peacefully relaxed cute sleeping face. The sharp-edged outline in front of him unexpectedly softened a bit in a trance, giving him a special charm.On the straight nose bridge, the slightly heroic eyebrows and the thin chin, there is no trace of desolation and restraint anymore.

The repressive and reserved protective shell faded away, replaced by a gentle and well-behaved her, the real her.

Just watching quietly like this, until the corners of the lips of the person in front of him evoked a slight smile, and his eyes slowly opened lazily. "Zhouzhou, what do you see me doing?"

Cheng Zhou narrowed his eyes: "Examine this person who has always had reservations about me."

Alone suppressing the hatred in my heart and the pain that I can't let go of, I have nowhere to vent, and most of the time I don't even feel at ease in my sleep.

Gu Yazhen lazily turned sideways and put her arms around Cheng Zhou's neck: "It's gone now, I've shown you everything."

How can a good conversation be made so ambiguous by her.

"Are you so happy because you told me everything, or are you so excited that your father went bankrupt?" Cheng Zhou teased her with a smile, "You can laugh even in sleep."

Gu Yazhen was stunned for a moment, and then she felt a little embarrassed: "Did I... laugh?"

"Yes." Cheng Zhou said in a firm tone.

"Hmm..." Gu Yazhen looked at the ceiling and thought for a moment, then said seriously, "I guess I ate a lot of tofu from you today, so I feel happy."

This... She actually had the nerve to bring up what happened just now.Cheng Zhou grabbed Gu Yazhen's ears, blushed and said, "You were just pretending to be gentle and innocent before? I didn't expect you to like this kind of..."

"What kind?" Gu Yazhen suddenly pretended to be stupid.

"You don't know what you did to me? You know everything..." Cheng Zhou gave her a look.