Infernal Winter and Summer GL

Closing the sketchbook, she lay on the bed where Xia Wei lay, covered with the quilt that Xia Wei had covered, slowly closed her eyes, and wanted to sleep for a while, but she couldn't sleep no matter what, she remembered the time when she was with Xia Wei Every detail, thinking of every word Xia Wei said to her, remembering that when she met Xia Wei again after three years, she suddenly recognized that she was Dongzhi, how much she loved her voice!So, there must be a fate between them.

Thinking of this, Dong Luo smiled, she sat up, took a prose book, and started to read.

The phone rang, and Xia Wei recovered from her daze. It was an audio file sent by Dongluo. After she opened it, she heard Dongluo's voice: "Xia Wei, today is the first day after you left. I stayed in your room for a long time and thought a lot. Xu Kunjie is my first love. We have been together for many years and we have had a lot of good times. So when it comes to breaking up, I have to admit that I hesitated. , when I really made up my mind to break up, his grandma was critically ill, and I couldn't bear to make things worse, so I kept procrastinating until now, making you feel wronged... In terms of emotions, I have always been passive. On the one hand, I didn’t take the initiative until I met you, so I can’t handle the emotional problems perfectly. The more I want to take care of everyone’s emotions, the more I hurt others and myself... Tell me something else, Xia Wei, have you ever I said that you like the winter solstice very much, so let me read an essay for you as the winter solstice. From today on, the "Most Beautiful Prose" of the winter solstice will only be read to you alone, okay? Xia Wei... Xia Wei, you don't know how much I like calling your name. I'm not romantic or affectionate. I don't want to lose you, so I can only use the way I'm good at to get your attention. I know you won't give me Any reply, I don't want to have any contact with me for the time being, but I'm really afraid that you will leave me like this, I want to talk to you, even if it's just talking to the microphone, you... can you understand? Let me see which article to read? Ah, I remember you said that you liked Feng Zikai more, so today I will read his "Eating Melon Seeds" for you-I heard people say: Chinese people A person has three kinds of doctoral qualifications: a doctor who holds chopsticks, a doctor who chuī coal head paper, and a doctor who eats melon seeds..."

A familiar voice filled the room, and the room seemed less empty than before.

The voice was as soothing and soft as ever, and it seemed that something similar to affection had been added to it, and it sounded so magnetic.Xia Wei listened quietly, and listened repeatedly until he fell asleep, and the sound was still playing in a loop.

Shi Lei's studio is far away from Qi Ruizhai, Xia Wei drank again at night, and he was late for work the next day.

Since going to work, she sometimes leaves early, and it is not uncommon to be late. The teacher Wang Hongyao saw that her eyes were blue and black, and said: "You seem to be overthinking. You are young, and there is no pressure at work. There is no pressure at home. There is no burden, what is there to worry about?"

Xia Wei joked: "Every family has scriptures that are difficult to recite. You see, I am still married at such an age. No one wants such a good appearance. My personal problems have never been resolved. Can you not think about it. "

"That's true, you look so juicy, why have you never had a boyfriend? You shouldn't!"

"That's right! That's why I'm anxious! If I'm anxious, I'll be late."

"That's not right. I saw a dozen guys chasing you. You are too picky and don't like them. You have been here for five years, and I have taken you hand in hand these past few years. Don't fool me !"

"Oh, those guys don't know the basics, they can't count at all!"

"There's some truth to it. Girls have to find someone who knows everything when they get married." The old man stroked his goatee, and he was so concerned about Xia Wei's marriage.

Xia Wei didn't know that the old man paid so much attention to his joking words. She took out the blue and white melon edge jar from the Kangxi period to clean it. This jar is not too damaged, and it is not difficult to repair, because its pattern is relatively complete. , there is almost no incompleteness, so there is no such a big job as filling the pattern behind, just glue the pieces and patch up the damaged parts to make them old. Such a jar is very simple for Xia Wei , she reckoned that it could be repaired in about two or three days, and then put aside distracting thoughts and devoted herself to the meticulous restoration work.

Once he got busy, the time passed quickly, and when he returned from get off work at night, Xia Wei nestled on the sofa and became dazed again.She's always been in a daze recently, it's okay when she's busy, but when she has a little free time, she just stares blankly at something in a daze. He also forced himself to eat it, and then went downstairs to find a casting machine that looked pleasing to the eye, and sat down to pull the blanks.

It was 10:30, and there was no one in the studio. She sat there alone, stroking the newly formed mud with her hands, and couldn't help thinking of the kiss when she taught Dongluo to draw, what a sweet touch. touch!It would be great if it could keep being sweet like this.

There was a notification sound, she washed her hands, turned on her phone, and there was another audio from Dongluo, she said: "Xia Wei, I haven't seen you for two days, how are you? Today I told my mother that I want to break up , she was quite surprised at first, after all, Xu Kunjie had always given her a good impression, but in the end she agreed, and her mother also said that it would be best to break up after the first seven days, after all, the old man just left, it was regarded as respect for the deceased Right. At the same time, she also made me mentally prepare, because there is no cat that doesn’t eat fishy food. Back then, my dad loved her to death. Wouldn’t it be the same after years of mediocre marriage? I said that if I find someone Women don't have to worry about this kind of thing. My mother thought I was hit and didn't take it seriously. She just said, "People will have troubles of one kind or another in this life, but they can't give up because of choking." But in matters of marriage, She let me decide. At that moment, I really wanted to tell her that I was attracted to a woman. She never interfered with me too much. I was sure I could get her approval, but seeing her pop up After all, I still can't bear it. Anyway, after talking to my mother, I suddenly felt a lot more relaxed. Xia Wei, I am counting down, counting down to break up. I have never felt that time is going so slowly. Every minute is a torment. .Anyway, it’s my fault for making you suffer so much...There are still five days left, I will make it clear to him this weekend, trust me, okay? Xia Wei, I haven’t heard your voice for two days , I miss you very much, I always lose my mind when I am working, I can't help but miss your dimples and your smile, when I miss you, my heart is always full, but I feel lonely again, as if a cat can't find a home The pigeons fly high enough and the sky is right in front of them, but they can’t reach the cloud that belongs to them. At lunch today, I read an essay by Bi Shumin called "What Love Is Afraid of". After finishing it, I realized that sometimes I don’t understand love so much. You have never been in love, so you must not understand it. Xia Wei, let us learn to love together, okay? Let me read the original text to you— ——Love is delicate, stupid and confused, there are many things to be afraid of. Love is afraid of lying. When we don't love, pretending to love is a painful and unlucky thing..."