My Fairy Girlfriend + Spoiler

"We will be together, no matter what the reason is or not, I will be with you!" Taoyao is not stupid, at this time, she has to coax Chi Quan first, the so-called facts are really not that important , no matter what the beginning is, as long as she is with Ah Shui, wouldn't it be fine?

Chi Quan sighed softly, and unconsciously grabbed her trouser legs with her fingers. She was familiar with the dull pain in her heart, and it was the pain that Tao Yao felt when she lied to her.

Before meeting Taoyao, Chi Quan didn't know what it was like to love someone, he thought that love was like her father and mother, caring for each other lovingly and sweetly, there were occasional frictions and bickering, but it was always sweet and beautiful.

When she met Taoyao, she also thought that she had met her own love. She was fascinated by her peach blossom eyes, fell in love with the faint fragrance of flowers on her body, and was moved by Taoyao's smile. She could remember a word in her heart, especially when she smiled and leaned into Chi Quan's ear and told her that this was fate, Chi Quan really believed it, this was fate, her fate with Taoyao.

But the reality is that it hurts.

The beginning of her and Taoyao was not a fate, but a use.

"Let's chat in another place." Chi Quan got up and said to Tao Yao, "Can you go to the path where I first met you?" Wherever you start, you can end there.

"Ah Shui, what do you want to talk about?" Tao Yao smiled a little weakly: "You are still sick, so don't run so far."

Chi Quan's mouth was full of bitterness, she wanted to go back to that small road, to the original starting point, and then act as if everything had never started, Tao Yao was still Tao Yao, she was still her, but even this last little For such a small request, she couldn't even tell Taoyao again.

"Let's forget it, I don't want to continue."

One sentence has exhausted all the strength in Chi Quan's body. When she finished speaking, she felt dizzy, a little dizzy, and even her breathing became a little short.

"What, Ah Shui, say it again"

Say again why she said Chi Quan felt cold all over, she ordered herself to calm down, then looked into Taoyao's eyes, and said word by word: "My name is not Ah Shui, I have a name, my name is Chi Quan! This It is my name, I am not a reference, I am a person, an ordinary person of flesh and blood, not your Ah Shui, do you understand?"

"Ah, Koizumi, listen to me."

Chi Quan shook off Tao Yao's hand, and kept himself away from her: "If, if I only have that little effect on you, I beg you, please let me go, Tao Yao, you use your feelings You have been lying to me for too long as a cover, and you have deceived yourself into believing that you like me, but the truth is that you are just using me, you are just using me, I beg you! Can you let me go?"

"But," looking at Chi Quan's appearance, Tao Yao felt a pain in her heart, an indescribable pain: "I like you."

"Just like you like flowers and grass like fresh air." Chiquan's pale smile is full of bitterness: "You like me, that's all, because I am just like water in your heart , you rely on me to survive, so you can't do without me, it doesn't mean you like me, let alone love, you don't know what love is!"

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why don't you understand

She likes Chiquan as much as she likes flowers and grass, why can't she just love Taoyao can't understand, what is the difference? She likes the feeling when she is with Chiquan, just like when she enjoys the sunshine and rain. Same, it makes her feel comfortable, she's immersed in it, it's a beautiful thing for her, so what's the difference

Seeing the dull look on Taoyao's face, Chi Quan touched her face, and smiled helplessly: "You really don't understand."

"I understand!" Tao Yao eagerly held Chi Quan's hand: "Ah Shui, trust me, I understand!"

No matter whether she understands or not, she must understand at this time!Tao Yao is very anxious, she doesn't want Chi Quan to be sad, let alone looking at her like this, she knows that she should keep Chi Quan, but she doesn't know how to keep her.

"Listen to me, listen to me." Tao Yao pressed Chi Quan's shoulder, with a bit of anxiety and panic: "Ah Shui, I can explain it to you, can you listen to me?"

Chi Quan nodded, opened Tao Yao's hand, her heart was throbbing, every word Tao Yao said now was a lie to her, and that lie was like a knife, piercing into Chi Quan's body with a knife. In her heart, she said weakly: "Don't call me Ah Shui anymore, I don't want to hear these two words again!"

To Chi Quan, those two words used to be Taoyao's pet name for her, a name only Taoyao would call her, with a special meaning, these two words brought her a lot of sweetness, very charming, She always listened tirelessly to Taoyao whispering these two words in her ear.

But now, these two words are telling Chi Quan that in Taoyao's heart, she is just such a mediocre existence, which has nothing to do with love. Even Taoyao doesn't understand love, and Chi Quan feels very tired and exhausted. She and Taoyao who don't know what love is, talked about a ridiculous love together.