My Fairy Girlfriend + Spoiler

She doesn't know how to tell Chi Quan at the moment.She remembers everything and has never forgotten it. When she thinks of this, Taoyao's heart aches unbearably. She remembers everything, but she still foolishly thinks that she can start a new life. From the moment of Quan's life, they have been entangled with each other for a long time, and no one can do without the other!

"Listen to me, okay?" Tao Yao put her arms around Chi Quan, very afraid that Chi Quan would push her away again, and without waiting for Chi Quan to answer, she continued on her own: "You are right, I It’s because I don’t know what love is, it’s because I have never experienced it before you! Those two words don’t have any profound meaning to me, because I haven’t met them before, so I don’t understand, you are right to blame me of!"

"But it's different now." Taoyao said a little sadly: "It's really different, I understand the feeling, it's like a hole has been broken in my heart, since the day you left me, I've been going out Bleeding, it hurts when I see you, it hurts when I don’t see you, it hurts during the day, and it hurts at night, I can’t help it, I drank a lot of wine, thinking that if I’m drunk, it won’t hurt anymore, but it’s still very painful. The pain, the pain that I have never experienced before makes me feel dazed and at a loss, why this happened, I don’t know, it turns out that leaving you is such a painful thing.”

Chi Quan didn't speak, but he also gave up his resistance and put a hand on Tao Yao's shoulder lightly.

Tao Yao's emotions were a little agitated, Chi Quan knew that she was not lying, it turned out that she was not the only one who was sad at that time, she thought that after Tao Yao turned around gracefully, she would directly erase all their past and past just like the people around her, only I will remember that I am the only one who bears all the pain, for Taoyao, this is just a romance, it turns out it is not, it turns out that she has endured the same pain as herself.

"I don't understand why." Taoyao smiled wryly, and then kissed Chiquan's lips heavily. She bit hard until the smell of blood spread from her mouth, and then she let go of Chiquan and pressed against her. and continued: "Then, I saw you with that screenwriter, here," she pointed to her heart, "Suddenly it didn't hurt anymore, I didn't feel anything at all, no matter how I poked it, it wouldn't hurt, I don’t feel anything, it’s like death. At that time, I thought you had forgotten me and started a new life. I should be happy for you, but my world was gray. Watching her ask you out Eating, talking and laughing with you, making you happy, all the places where I should exist have all turned into her figure, until that time, I didn't understand what it means to have a heart like stagnant water."

"There are other people around you, and there is nothing I can do." Tao Yao touched Chi Quan's face: "I just know what you mean by what you said to me at that time, and only then did I know that without you, my world would be in jeopardy." It is no longer in the previous world, and the sun and rain have no meaning to me. Even, I am afraid, afraid of seeing the bright sunshine. If I have nothing to do with you, then everything will mean nothing to me There is no difference, whether it is bright sunshine or a dark nest, they are all the same without you!"

"I couldn't bear it, so I secretly ran to see you and her." Tao Yao said more and more uncomfortable: "Every time you smile at her, it is like poison|drink to me, I want to see it, but I dare not look at it , I miss your smile, but that smile is not for me, and drinking poison to quench thirst is nothing more than that."

Those were all experiences she had never had before. In Taoyao's world, all her joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys were only for herself, but after meeting Chi Quan, it was no longer the case. In time, her life was no longer her life. She left Chiquan, but Chiquan was everywhere in her world. The kind of feeling she had was not what Chi Quan thought, nor was it what she thought.

"You said that I don't know what love is, that's because I haven't experienced it before." Her voice was slightly hoarse, a little coquettish and a little bit wronged, but she didn't want to let go when she hugged Chi Quan: "I met you I will understand later, really, if you give me another chance, I will learn how to love someone hard, and I won’t let you down again, trust me, okay?”

Okay? Those two words fell gently in Chi Quan's heart, stirring up layers of waves. Whether it was good or bad, in fact, she already had the answer in her heart, and her answer was always only that. One, it has never changed, otherwise, Taoyao would not appear in front of her now.

Chi Quan admitted that he was touched, especially when he heard Taoyao say that she doesn't understand love because she has never had it before, she hugged herself so cautiously, for fear of being pushed away, and the treasure in her eyes is so precious Urgent, as if she is the most important existence in her life.

There was a fire in Taoyao's eyes, burning Chiquan's rationality. She admitted that she had already been persuaded by Taoyao, she couldn't refuse, she never could refuse Taoyao.

But, some problems should be clarified first. She has already been desperate once. If there is another time, she doesn't know if she still has the courage to face another disappointment. She has no second chance. If this kind of bruises happened again, Chi Quan didn't know what else to do, probably there would be nothing left!