"Even if you haven't met them now, you will definitely meet these people in your future life," Zhu Xiaolou said, "Just like Mengmeng and Mingming, did you ever think you would have these friends? , and Song Qing..."

"But, but without you, they wouldn't..." Lu Chun'an couldn't help retorting with a trembling voice.

"An'an," Zhu Xiaolou slightly pushed Lu Chun'an away, holding her chin with one hand, forcing her to look up at herself, "I can't influence other people's thoughts, just like I told you just now, they The reason they are willing to make friends with you is because they feel in their hearts that An An is a person who can get close to each other."

"It's not because they have a good relationship with me that they treat you well."

Even if it was because of this at the beginning, as time went by, the real reason has long been Lu Chunan.

Even though there was only one small night light left in the room, Lu Chun'an, who was forced to look up, still felt that she saw light in Zhu Xiaolou's eyes, and she stared blankly at those eyes, feeling mixed feelings in her heart.

However, Zhu Xiaolou's next sentence directly shattered what she had always believed in.

"An'an, I'm not your savior, I'm your lover."

With her excellent eyesight, Zhu Xiaolou looked at the shock on Lu Chun'an's expression. She licked her lips, suppressed the pain in her heart, and forced herself to speak calmly: "An'an, I rush here every time. It's because I like you. But not every time I arrive in time, what should you do next time?"

"Are you going to endure it, or do you have to break free from this inherent cage bit by bit by yourself?"

"An'an, I said that I want to be your fortress, your backing. But this does not mean that you shrink behind me. I hope to give you the capital to move forward, you know?"

After Zhu Xiaolou finished speaking, he let out a sigh of relief. If he had been himself ten years ago, he would have passionately protected Lu Chunan behind him.

Her hand had been taken from Lu Chun'an's chin long ago, but Lu Chun'an still looked up at her.

Her lips trembled a little, and she muttered: "Go forward..."

"Yes," Zhu Xiaolou raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of Lu Chun'an's eyes, and said firmly, "An'an, there are still many, many things to see in this world. Should be chained to me."

She lowered her head and placed a kiss on Lu Chun'an's forehead, with a smile on her lips, her eyes were like stars, "But when you are afraid, you will see me behind you as soon as you look back, watching Daqian with you." world."

"Xiaolou..." Lu Chun'an choked up, unable to say anything.

"The reverse is also the same, An An, love is your own, but love is mutual. When I encounter any difficulties, you will always be behind me and accompany me, right?"

Lu Chun'an sniffed her nose hard, but couldn't hold back her tears, she nodded her head fiercely, humming all over her body.

Zhu Xiaolou was a little excited when she saw that the words moved her, so she took the opportunity to say, "An'an, don't work at home tomorrow, let's go find Mengmeng and Mingming together."

After hearing her finish, Lu Chun'an froze for a moment, she subconsciously thought of the way Lu Gang was frowning and staring, and shrank a little, but Zhu Xiaolou's voice pulled her back again: "An'an, don't I'm afraid, I'll go with you."

"Remember, you don't owe them anything," Zhu Xiaolou said with some seriousness in his tone, "An'an, you are not their appendage. Although they gave you life, they have not fulfilled their responsibilities as parents. If they owe you, they owe you too."

"But, but they raised me so big..."

Zhu Xiaolou interrupted Lu Chun'an's next words, she said: "Because you came into this world passively, they chose to give birth to you, but they didn't give you the love you should give you. This is not the same as raising a child." Relationship, An An, to put it bluntly, your father is such a patriarchal person, he is willing to raise you, probably because he hopes you can earn more money to subsidize the family in the future, and take care of your brother in the future."

When Zhu Xiaolou got excited and spoke quickly, he spoke out what was in his heart.Lu Chun'an naturally thought of the day when Lu just talked about part-time jobs.

"An'an, I don't mean that you should hate them," Zhu Xiaolou licked his lips, a little regretful, "In the future, those who should be supported will be supported, but you can't be bound by them. You think, when your brother grows up, you should support them." Married a daughter-in-law, you are already thirty or forty years old, do you still want to hand over all your savings for him?"

"No one will stop you from loving them, but Ann, love is mutual."

Zhu Xiaolou's earnest voice rang in Lu Chun'an's ears, which had a huge impact on her cognition of the past ten years.Zhu Xiaolou didn't want Lu Chun'an to change completely after listening to her words, but he still had to say what had to be said.

She pampered and kissed the corner of Lu Chun'an's eyes, "An'an, don't panic, take your time, you are only a teenager, and you still have a long way to go. Come out slowly, okay?"

Come out slowly, walk slowly into this colorful world, and slowly have a confident smile. Even without her, Lu Chun'an can still live colorfully in this complex society.

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