Su Yuanjun's Heart + Extra Story

I was shocked when I heard it, and suddenly my head sank, my body trembled uncontrollably, I opened my mouth to speak, but couldn't make a sound for a long time, Xiao Yu probably noticed my abnormality, grabbed my hand, and said in an anxious tone : "Don't worry, she's fine."

Only then did my flustered heart calm down a bit. I secretly took a breath, but my body didn't slow down. I accidentally ground my teeth and felt very annoyed.

"Sister Xuan'er rescued her and got up. She has been ill for three months, and now she has returned to her mortal home. Don't worry, she is now living a normal life again. If you miss her, I will take you Go." Xiaoyu said in the end, her voice became smaller and smaller, obviously she didn't want to really take me there, if I nodded, she would definitely be unhappy.Forget it, now that I have become like this, how can I still see her, it will only increase my troubles.

I was silent for a while, then stood up slowly, and said, "Xiaoyu, I'm tired, please help me to sleep."

Xiao Yu gently lifted me up from the stool, and replied softly: "Okay."

She carefully wiped my face and wiped my hands and feet. Before I was ill and unable to move, she took care of me personally. Now, although I am blind and everything is inconvenient, I can always do these things myself, so I persisted. I wiped my hands and feet, and after I lay down, Xiaoyu helped me cover the quilt again. I wanted to be alone, closed my eyes, and stopped moving.

I don't know how long it took, I heard Xiaoyu go out gently, and then gently close the door, I was the only one left in the room, I didn't have to hide anymore, tears finally couldn't hold back.

Shaoyi, didn't you say that day that you would remember and hate me forever?Why jump off the boundless sea?Why don't you go back to Siyou?And why do you want to be sick?How are you doing now?Back in the mortal world, have you started to be busy again? If you can return to a normal life, if you can meet another person you like, you can forget about me, or...

My heart began to ache again, and a tearing feeling made me feel my body began to sink, as if I had fallen into a bottomless hole. Even if I was given a life-saving rope at this time, I was powerless to grab it. Really tired and sleepy.

I slept for a long time at that time, and when I woke up, I heard Xiaoyu crying beside me, and I felt a cold and soft hand resting on the pulse of my wrist, which was Xuan'er's hand.

"Sister, when will she wake up?" Xiaoyu asked crying.

"Her pulse is weak, but she was restless before going to bed?" Xuan'er asked.

"It's my fault. I told her about Shaoyi jumping into the sea." Xiaoyu blamed himself.

"Hey, Xuan'er, why don't you bring Shaoyi to see her? I think that although Shaoyi has returned home, she is also depressed. She numbs herself with work every day. After a long time, I'm afraid she won't be able to hold on." Yan Yu was worried. road.

My heart tightened, Shaoyi, is she unhappy?Why numb yourself?

"What does Jin Mu mean? Does she want to see Shaoyi?" Xuan'er was probably asking Xiao Yu.

"She doesn't seem to want to see her. That day she said that she was tired and wanted to sleep, but who knows that she didn't wake up after three days of sleep." Xiao Yu replied with a strong nasal voice.

Hey, how many times has this child been crying, and his voice has changed.

"Then let's take it easy. She shouldn't have big emotional fluctuations now, but it's not a good thing to be depressed for a long time. I will try my best to help her recover as soon as possible." Xuan'er said worriedly.

"Then wait first." Yan Yu said.

The three of them stopped talking for a while, and after an unknown period of time, I fell asleep again in a daze.

From then on, Xiaoyu didn't mention Shaoyi anymore, and Xuan'er drained my qi every day, and gave me a lot of precious medicinal materials, my body gradually improved, and I was able to move freely.In fact, I want to get better soon, but I am still afraid of seeing Shaoyi.

I don't know how many days have passed like this, I just feel that the time has passed too long, one day Xuan'er and Yan Yu came and said they would pick me up to another place, I had a little thought in my heart, but I didn't ask, I just agree with their decision. After all, I can't see anything now. I can't tell the difference between night and day, and it's the same everywhere.

I didn’t know how many roads I traveled that day, and it was Xuan’er who drove us. I haven’t been in a car for a long time, and I almost forgot that I used to live in this mortal world. After listening to those noisy voices, I not only didn’t feel noisy, but actually There was a sense of intimacy, and my mood immediately improved.

Xiaoyu seemed to feel that I was in a good mood, and his tone of voice became happy.

I heard from Xiaoyu that we lived in a villa, but it wasn’t the Bodhi Garden back then, and I didn’t ask what the name of the place was. Although I was curious, I didn’t want to ask. In the past two years, although my body has recovered, But after all, it is no longer what it used to be. I don't even know whether I am beautiful or ugly now. If I turn into a strange look, then I should not see her.

The other day Xiaoyu said that the leaves of the ginkgo tree outside were all yellow and fell to the ground, very beautiful. I heard her tone, and seemed to want to take a look.In the past two years, she spent all her time on me. I feel deeply guilty towards her, and I want her to be happier after all.

"Ginkgo tree, it should be very beautiful?" I asked.

"Yes, look at this photo, it is really beautiful." Xiaoyu replied.

"Then let's go and see. Although I can't see it, I can feel it when I step on the leaves that fall on the ground."

"Jinjin, do you want to go?" Xiaoyu obviously didn't expect me to say that, and asked in disbelief.