Empress, please respect yourself + extra episode

She has been with the queen for many years, so she naturally knows the queen's heart.

Over the years, it's not that Empress has never provoked the beauties of the harem, but it's just to save face, and she never cares about it.But for Lan Jinyu, it was different.

No matter how stupid Yan Xi was, she could tell: this time, the empress might be genuinely moved.It's even truer than it was to Shen Aoxue at the beginning.Because, even when Xie Changan looked at Shen Aoxue when he was passionately in love, he had never been so pure and affectionate as he is now.

Based on the principle of protecting her own queen, Yan Xi decided to have a talk with Xie Chang'an: "Your Majesty, you don't really like General Lan, do you?"

Taking advantage of the absence of Lan Jinyu and Ji Yu, Yan Xi bit her finger for a long time and decided to go all out, and asked directly.

It stands to reason that these words are not something she can ask.However, Xie Changan had been pampering her for many years, which made her a little bolder.

Of course, it's only "slightly" bigger.And the starting point must be for the good of her own queen.

Xie Chang'an naturally knew Yan Xi's feelings for him.I have always cherished Yan Xi's innocence, so this time I still didn't blame her, instead I became interested and asked: "What do you think?"

Her bright eyes looked at Yan Xi.

These days, under the joint treatment of Tai Hospital and Lan Jinyu, her body has improved a lot, her eyes are clear and bright, and she is flirting with water.

Yan Xi was shocked by the demeanor of her empress, but with the remaining rationality she did not forget her original intention: "I, I think... I think you should keep a little distance from General Lan. Otherwise..."

She didn't say any more.

Although she is a naive and straightforward person, but for this sake, there is no need to speak more frankly.

Of course Xie Changan knew what she meant.However, he didn't pick up the topic, but continued to ask: "Then do you think I'm willing to keep a distance from her?"

Her eyes were clear and bright, showing real interest.

Obviously, she really wanted to discuss this with someone.

Every pregnant woman wants to find someone to discuss her ideal person and her half-hidden feelings.

Xie Changan is the same.

It's just that her identity is there, and she is destined to find no one to discuss this.But my heart was itching all the time, it was rare for Yan Xi to take the initiative to ask questions at this moment, so he simply hit the snake with the stick and excitedly discussed his feelings.

Yan Xi was speechless.

She didn't want to discuss this with Xie Changan.

Even if Xie Changan relied on the emperor's connivance, he could talk nonsense.But she can't.If you really want to talk nonsense, if it spreads out, you may die immediately.

Seeing that Yan Xi didn't speak, Xie Chang'an smiled: "Why, you don't even dare to speak anymore?"

Yan Xi scratched his head: "Mother, Yan Xi's life is yours. If it is for you, Yan Xi is not afraid even if she dies. But Yan Xi doesn't understand, why do you take this risk? These years, you are not Already... Already resigned to fate? Why do you suddenly want to...take this risk? Is he really worth it?"

Although she knew that her words were presumptuous, Yan Xi blurted out.

This is because she has been with Xie Changan for many years, and she sees it in her heart - don't look at Xie Changan's indulgence in love, even in the palace, but in fact it is not really too much.Her indulgence, the left is just a willful temper, and will not really shake the back position.It can be said that although she has disregarded Xie's family's safety on the surface and even intentionally caused trouble for Xie's family these years, in the bottom of her heart, she still accepted her fate.She is in the back seat, guarding the Xie family with her own identity.

Because of this, she suffered so much all these years, right?

After all, she has never been really capricious.Moreover, in her heart, she has already accepted her fate.

Xie Changan stopped talking.

She never thought that someone would suddenly say this to herself.

In all these years, no one has ever told her this.Maybe it's because I don't dare, maybe I don't know.

Now, Yan Xi, who has been with her all this time, actually said it outright, which caught her off guard.

Yan Xi also knew that she had said something wrong, so she lowered her head and waited for the punishment.

Although Xie Changan is usually used to her, he also has his own prestige and unpredictability.If she really offends her, even if she kills herself, it's probably possible.

In the past, it was not unheard of that Xie Chang'an became moody after being drunk for pleasure, whipping palace maids, eunuchs, and even concubines.

However, after waiting for a long time, Xie Changan did not lose his temper.

She just kept silent.

Yan Xi didn't dare to speak, so she could only follow her in silence.

It took a long time for Xie Changan to speak, his voice was as clear as a dream: "Yes, I have already accepted my fate. But now, I don't want to."

"No, don't want what?"

Yan Xi asked with a trembling voice.

"I don't want to accept my fate."

Chapter 30 Worth It

Yan Xi couldn't believe it, and looked at Xie Chang'an.

She couldn't believe it, it was Xie Changan who said this.

"Your Majesty, you really... don't care about anything?"

It's not that Yan Xi has feelings for the Xie family and thinks that Xie Chang'an should take care of the Xie family, but that she has been with Xie Chang'an for many years and knows exactly what Xie Chang'an really thinks in his heart.

Don't look at Xie Changan who usually resents her parents, but in her heart she always yearns for fatherly love and motherly love.

In fact, not only father's love and mother's love, but also any love, Chang'an longs for.