Empress, please respect yourself + extra episode

Only then did she know: It turned out that Xie Changan would also take the initiative to confess his love, and he also had the enthusiasm to actively seduce others, and would also open his mouth to beg the other party for a long time.

Back then, when the two were in a passionate relationship, there was news of their marriage from the Tian family, who wanted to hire Xie Chang'an as the queen. After Xie Chang'an heard the news, although he was sad, he didn't really resist to the death.

In her resistance, there are three parts nostalgia for Shen Aoxue, but seven parts hatred for the person who manipulates her own destiny.

It wasn't until Shen Aoxue committed suicide that she really raised this feeling to the highest level, and she never forgot it for many years, even almost crazy.

However, Lan Jinyu's appearance quickly made her forget her past and choose a new life.

Obviously, it was Lan Jinyu who rekindled her passion for life.

Even, in order to be with Lan Jinyu all day long, she took the risk of disobeying the emperor and disrupting the princess's marriage by keeping him in the bedroom every day.

Obviously, she didn't want to be separated from Lan Jinyu for a moment.

This inseparable feeling was not what Shen Aoxue could feel back then.

Xie Chang'an, he has never given himself such deep affection.

Not to mention, in order to be able to stay with the other party for the rest of her life, she made many plans and calculations. Not only did she manage step by step, she even invited her own bodyguards to pretend to be killers.

The exhaustion of such organs shows his determination and urgency to be with Lan Jinyu.

With all these comparisons, it is not difficult for Liying to find out who Xie Changan really loves.

Although she has been unwilling to admit it, she knows well: Xie Chang'an has never given herself the obsession like Lan Jinyu.

Yes, obsession.

When people get along with each other for a long time, they will always have feelings. This is the so-called kindness and affection.

However, between lovers, in addition to affection, there must also be love.Both are equally important, and one cannot exist without the other.However, it starts with "love".

That kind of love is an instinctive heartbeat that can arouse all enthusiasm in people.

It is precisely because of this kind of instinctive love that Xie Chang'an radiates such warm and real passion for the first time.

This is an instinct that cannot be faked.

It is different from "feeling" after weighing calculations.

Shen Aoxue naturally knew that Xie Changan had feelings for her, whether it was the childhood sweetheart love back then, or the sad feeling that could not be forgotten later.

But, does this love necessarily represent love?

She really dare not say.

People have feelings.As long as others treat you well, you will naturally want to treat them well.

Shen Aoxue has always been infatuated with Xie Changan, and when Xie Changan was moved, he would naturally reciprocate his affection.

But is this deep affection really love?

These questions had faintly appeared in Shen Aoxue's mind many years ago, but she had always refused to admit it, so she forcibly pressed these questions, and it lasted for many years.

The appearance of Lan Jinyu forced her to face up to this problem.

Because, she saw "love" on Xie Changan's face.

Sometimes, people always like to deceive themselves and others, to make themselves feel better.

However, when you see a person's face "love" others, you will find that your self-deception is so ridiculous.

Yes, Xie Changan will naturally "love".

It's just that the object of her "love" is not Shen Aoxue.

Now looking at Lan Jinyu, who is still sitting there like a bright and bright moon, who is not at all depressed even after exhausting her internal energy, Li Ying feels even more small, and also knows that she may not be Xie Changan's love.

Perhaps, from the very beginning, Shen Aoxue was not "loved" by Xie Changan.

Up to now, Li Ying, who has already changed beyond recognition, is not Xie Changan's "love".

From the beginning to the end, it is just the blooming of one person's love.

The other person is only responsible for moving.

However, even knowing this, how could Li Ying be willing to accept the truth? !

This truth is really terrible.

It was so scary that she would rather lie to herself all the time, covering her eyes and pretending not to wake up.

"Okay, as long as you remember what you said, don't regret it!" Li Ying said, looking confident in Xie Changan's choice.

"Don't worry, I don't regret it." Lan Jinyu was serious, "I also want her to be happy. The best thing is to find the original happiness, so that there will be no scars on her heart."

Her expression was as usual, as if she was talking about other people's affairs, not her own unforgettable.

However, she was willing to give her all for this service.

It is not an easy task to help Xie Changan and Li Ying to be together.

If it were someone else, they would probably lose their lives.

Although Lan Jinyu's fate is a bit tougher, she is still only a courtier after all.If you want to help others take away the empress, you have to keep them safe for the rest of their lives. This...isn't easy at all.

Can do this for a person, but not for her.It has to be said that ordinary people cannot do it.

At least Liying couldn't do it.

So Li Ying became more and more angry, because she felt that the other party contrasted her own insignificance.

In particular, the way the other party cared about whether Xie Changan would leave scars on his heart made her even more jealous.

After all, I am not as good as Lan Jinyu.

She snorted coldly in anger, and turned her head away: "It's good that you know! In the future, remember to help us leave the palace! Now, heal my wounds! Otherwise, if I die, the queen will die of grief."