Fusang + Fanwai

I saw tears slowly streaming down her cheeks, and the sadness in her heart seemed to overflow.

Laojun looked over at Xunsheng, stared at my face and then took a closer look at me,

"Your blood is very good, you are saved." The old gentleman was still twirling his beard and complacently. Zi Yao looked at him with a frown, "What is the old gentleman talking about?" Later, just like that, I also I do it willingly, I have to use my blood to sacrifice this alchemy furnace every day, the taste of this nine-flavored real fire is really uncomfortable, occasionally I burn one piece after another, I just grit my teeth, sometimes it hurts so much, my body is already sweating The feeling becomes more and more uncomfortable. After such a day, I am usually exhausted. The night is long, but I feel more and more unbearable. I can’t sleep because of the pain in my body. Okay, read it over and over again, think of her over and over again, think of her softly talking next to me, one or two sentences, I am always used to this way, before I wake up in the morning, I will feel very self-conscious When I came to the Alchemy Pavilion, the cuts on my body became more and more deep, and I always hoped that the 49 days would come sooner, but one time later, the colleague who had worked with me saw me and came directly. Frightened by me, I fell to the ground. I didn't notice it for a while, but just as I was going to caress him, he covered his mouth and stared at me, "How did you become like this?" I didn't know what she was referring to, until I came back later When I went to the yard and looked in the mirror for a while, I vaguely understood what she meant. I was disfigured, and my face was burnt piece by piece, some wrinkled and stuck together, like old bark, and some just After it was branded on, I could still smell some burnt smell. I looked at it for a while, thinking that I should cover my face that day, otherwise it would be bad to scare others.

During these 49 days, there were always times when I felt very boring. I even wanted to leave at one point, and it would be good to leave completely clean, but when I saw Wuyou, my little selfishness disappeared without a trace, and she Standing there, he waved lightly at me and smiled very beautifully.The elixir was finally made, when I knew that Wuyou was dead, I suddenly laughed, I thought I had finally done something for her, but then I thought of how ugly I was, so I I don't dare to see her, in case she is also intimidated by me, how guilty I should be.

It's just that when she wakes up, she seems to have forgotten me, and she doesn't even come to my yard. I can feel relieved if she doesn't come, but the little hope in my heart even feels strange to me.Later I found out that she was not coming anymore, she would go to the Zichen Pavilion, I leaned against the peach blossom tree, listening to their laughter, I haven't heard her speak for a long time, her voice is still So gentle, even more dazzling than this peach blossom rain, I was so dazed, as if I saw her, standing in front of me, looking at me silently, the lovesickness in my heart just climbed up my throat, making me angry Out of breath, I touched my face and realized that it was wet.

I really can't think of why Fairy Ziyao still refuses to let me go, she almost sensually said, "Why are you still not dead, look at your current state, even I would vomit, let alone Wuyou." I actually think what she said is quite right. I look at the mirror every day to do my makeup, and I often sit for a long time.Seeing that I stopped talking, she pushed me hard again, "You don't think she will come to you again, do you? I told her that I poured blood every day to refine the elixir for her. It hurts for a few days, but I thought about it, if you don’t get rid of this moth, I won’t feel at ease.” In fact, I also expected this because she stole my hard work, and I didn’t feel at ease. Complaining, I looked at her a little confused, she was numb from my sight, and then pushed me ruthlessly, "As long as you go down, we will have nothing to do with each other, and there will be no such person as Fusang in this world."

Suddenly, I didn't resist so much, I even obeyed her wish, and fell down little by little.Death is painful, there are ancient fierce beasts dormant everywhere in this abyss, they bit me, I only saw blood and flesh splattered, I could hardly stand still, I also thought about being able to stand before dying. Is it divided into several pieces, or is the flesh and blood broken here.I even brought that jade hairpin with me. When I think about it, I get a terrible headache. I want to crawl over to find that hairpin, but I can’t see it after a blink of an eye. I almost rushed over, opened my mouth and bit, the blood was stinky, "Give me the hairpin, give me the hairpin." I was still chanting, just a little bit of a state of madness, I almost killed Crazy, one corpse after another was supported on the ground, my face was covered with blood, and I got up tremblingly.Clutching the hairpin tightly in my hand, I crawled forward little by little. I finally saw a person. She was almost covered with a black veil, and her hands were covered with white satin. "What do you want?" What do you want?When she asked, I was a little dazed again, and I talked to her hoarsely, "Forget it, I think, forget it." She seemed to tremble a little, "Okay, it's up to you." I turned against the light When he was about to leave, he looked at her blankly and said, "May I never see her again for the rest of my life."

The man froze for a moment, turned his hand away, and didn't let it go. She just looked at Fusang's back for a long time.

The story of my past life is too long and too tiring, and I only remember who I am in a trance.