Who Moved My Ashes

Chen Man couldn't see it herself, but Jiang Xichu took all her emotional changes into his eyes, probably even Chen Man himself didn't know how pitiful his expression was now.

She looked at Jiang Xichu helplessly, blankly, in a daze. The corners of her eyes were slightly red, and tears were rolling in her eyes. As long as she blinked slightly, they would immediately fall down. Jiang Xichu was still admiring her embarrassment at first, but later found that Something was wrong, she also panicked, she quickly stood up and walked towards her, "Oh no, I..."

Chen Man suddenly realized that she had lost her composure. She smiled stiffly, "This soup is a little, a little hot. My tongue hurts because it's so hot. It hurts so much. I'll go to the bathroom to deal with it. Sit down and keep everything. I'll be back in a while to clean up."

After speaking, Chen Man stood up and left. Jiang Xichu immediately followed without thinking, but Chen Man walked too fast, she couldn't catch up at all, and could only watch her run into the bathroom like a gust of wind.

Standing outside the door, Jiang Xichu opened his mouth, a little annoyed.

As if the joke was going too far.

At the same time, she was a little angry, having said so much, if it was really what Chen Man thought, wouldn't she be walking into someone else's arms soon?It's all like this, why Chen Man still doesn't say a word, and has no intention of taking her back at all.

Jiang Xichu returned to the dining room silently. She wanted to talk to Chen Man, but Chen Man didn't give her this chance at all. As long as she brought up the topic just now, Chen Man would quickly distract her. He went back to his room and didn't come out all night.

Jiang Xichu lingered outside her door for a while, finally sighed, and went back to her room.

At one o'clock in the morning, Jiang Xichu lay quietly on the bed, her eyeballs were moving at high speed. Suddenly, she frowned and her breathing became short of breath, as if she was having a nightmare. After about 2 minutes, she opened her eyes suddenly, scared again. Her despairing eyes were out of focus, and she froze for a while before pulling away from the nightmare.

Stretching out his arm, he touched the phone, and looking at the time on it, Jiang Xichu sat up without any surprise, and rubbed the slightly numb Taiyang Xué.

Since she was reborn, she has had nightmares every night. Even living across from Chen Man can't alleviate the shadow and pressure in her heart. She knows that she is not in the right state now. On the surface, she looks normal, but in reality, she is extremely anxious and extremely anxious. Insecure, she is always on the verge of irritability and collapse, but she can't show it yet, absolutely can't show it.

Chen Man has a delicate mind, as long as she shows it, she will be worried, and she is also a boring gourd, she will not talk about it if she is worried, she will only worry behind her back, the most annoying thing for Jiang Xichu now is that Chen Man is not happy.

Sitting on the bed and relaxing for a while, Jiang Xichu turned over and got off the bed, put on her slippers, she unscrewed the door calmly, came to the door of Chen Man's room, and walked in quietly like the previous nights.

She has been here for the past few days. After being awakened by the nightmare, she came to Chen Man's room, stood by her bed, and watched her fall asleep. After about half an hour to an hour, Jiang Xichu felt the pain in her heart. The sense of uneasiness is not so strong, so she will go back to her room and continue to sleep.

Of course Chen Man didn't know all this, Jiang Xichu moved very lightly, she didn't do anything, just looked at her quietly, as long as she could see her chest rising and falling slightly, Jiang Xichu would no longer be afraid.

Today she came to Chen Man's room as usual, the lights were not turned on, the curtains were not drawn, and even the quilt on the bed was clean and tidy.

nobody.

Chen Man is not here.

she is not here.

Jiang Xichu's pupils constricted suddenly, she backed away in horror, her breathing immediately became difficult and short of breath, she retreated too fast, bumped into the doorknob, and the severe pain came from her lower back, but Jiang Xichu didn't pay attention, her brain is now It was blank, eyes full of panic staring blankly at the empty chuáng.

Chen Man is not here...not here...

Tears fell without warning, Jiang Xichu's legs were weak, she couldn't support herself and sat slumped on the ground, she didn't know what she should do, should she go find someone?Where can I find her? Where is she now? This is Chen Man's home. Is she human?Still a ghost, what time is it now, was it two months ago, or... a year later?

The blackness in front of her eyes, Jiang Xichu really can't breathe now, her face is pale, breathing like a dying fish, she can inhale, but can't exhale, the feeling of lack of oxygen It was very uncomfortable, and at some point, the door behind her was opened, and Chen Man walked back from the bay window in the living room when she heard the movement, and when she saw Jiang Xichu sitting by the door, she was stunned.

"Jiang Xichu, what are you doing, sleepwalking?"

As she spoke, she walked around in front of Jiang Xichu, squatted down, and saw Jiang Xichu's current appearance clearly by the moonlight, her expression immediately changed.

For 2 minutes, Jiang Xichu was unconscious. When she came to her senses, the surroundings had become bright, and her eyes were covered with a soft white. She moved her fingers, only to realize that she was in someone's arms. She held each other tightly in her hand, and the other's hand was caressing her back, once and for all, patiently and gently.

Chen Man hugged Jiang Xichu, her body was not soft at all, it was full of bones, it was very painful, but her embrace was too warm, it was so warm that Jiang Xichu could cry immediately, she thought about it at first, but at this moment she couldn't Unable to get up, she buried her head in Chen Man's arms, her forehead against her chest.Chen Man knew she should be fine when she moved, but he still didn't let her go, and the two of them just sat on the ground quietly.