Our Lady's Redemption + Spoiler

During the two days that Zhuang Linfei took care of Chang Xue, although she always felt happy and joking, Gu Yi could clearly feel that she was anxious and worried, and felt sad and self-blaming.Gu Yi knew that she had fallen in love with the scene, and Dudu fell into the hands of others, and could not see each other all the time. As a mother, one can imagine how much pain she felt in her heart.Now, another mother-to-be is in front of her, and she can't help but recall the time when she was pregnant.

On the night of the 24th, Gu Yi hugged Zhuang Linfei and lay on the bed, coaxing her to sleep gently. Zhuang Linfei confides to Gu Yi everything that happened to her at that time, every detail, even She would mention every trivial matter, as if everything from the beginning had been deeply imprinted in her mind.

Zhuang Linfei said that when she woke up from the bed, Dudu had been in her stomach for five months, and she had no memory of the previous five months, so unlike ordinary mothers, she did not have experience in early pregnancy.But in the next five months, she remembered clearly every move of the little guy in her stomach.The pain and joy of childbirth are also deeply engraved in her memory.That is the flesh and blood that is connected with her blood, and even the soul is connected.But now it was lost, as if someone had cut off a part of her soul, a large piece of her flesh and blood.She didn't know how to describe the feeling now, the pain was extreme, that was numbness.Only Gu Yi by her side, and that distant hope, firmly supported her.

Zhuang Linfei finally gradually fell asleep, but Gu Yi suffered from insomnia.Gu Yi has never been pregnant or given birth to a child, but she feels that she can understand Zhuang Linfei's feelings.Although it took less than half a month to meet Dudu, this child became one of the most important people in Gu Yi's life in less than half a month.It is no exaggeration to say that Gu Yi felt that the child's soul was also connected to his own, and she and her had a wonderful feeling that blood was thicker than water.This made Gu Yi very puzzled, she had never carefully considered where this feeling came from, but tonight, she had a bold guess.

Maybe that child is my child

This sounds really nonsense, but think about the six years she lost, think about Zhuang Linfei's unprovoked pregnancy, think about the similarities between Dudu and herself, everything seems to be stating a fact to her, Dudu, yes her child.She didn't know how the Bureau of Biochemistry did this, but Gu Yi had reason to believe that the degree of authenticity of this conjecture should be very high.

If this is true, Gu Yi suddenly felt so strange that he had his own flesh and blood all of a sudden, and truly became a mother, a strange mother like a father.

The joy is short-lived, because Gu Yi immediately realized that all of this is the result of other people's manipulation, and that he can get a lover and have a close relative is actually the result of other people's arrangement and calculation.Thinking of this, Gu Yi felt shuddering.She hugged Zhuang Linfei tightly. At this moment, Gu Yi felt fear and helplessness for the first time in his life.Even when she was wandering alone in the imperial capital, she had never felt such a strong feeling of fear.She suddenly felt like a baby who had been beaten back into her mother's womb, she could be at the mercy of others without any ability to resist.

Why, what did I do wrong? Why should God punish me like this, punish the person I love, send us to hell, and watch us doing ridiculous and meaningless struggles coldly.Could it be that God has really become a lunatic, has rejected his children, and arranged a deviant and sad drama for his children, one play after another, performing exactly according to the script, until he died of madness!

who will save us

She curled up, clenched her fists, and cold tears rolled down from the corners of her eyes, soaking the pillow.She was crying silently, her mouth was open, her throat was choked, she was helpless, she was trembling, all she knew was that she had to endure, her mind was blank and only one thought remained, and Zhuang Linfei couldn't feel that something was wrong with her.

But her violent psychological reaction provoked unexpected situations.Her mental power, which had been silent for the past few days, suddenly moved uncontrollably, spreading out like an earthquake wave with her as the center. Gu Yi suddenly felt that he was weightless, and he actually floated up. Zhuang Linfei in his arms It also floated up with her, slowly, like being in outer space, and even all the objects in the room also floated up.

Gu Yi looked at the scene around him in shock, for a moment he didn't know what to do.To make matters worse, Zhuang Linfei woke up.Feeling a little uncomfortable by the feeling of weightlessness, she opened her eyes and found that she was so close to the ceiling. Turning her head, she saw Gu Yi's long golden hair cascading down like a waterfall. She froze for two seconds, then stared at Gu Yi asked:

Yi, what did you do?

Gu Yi seemed to have lost control of his mental power and turned around, wiping away the remaining tears from the corners of his eyes, so as not to let Zhuang Linfei see the abnormality.

Can we go down then?

The author has something to say: a little explanation, after the first awakening of Xiaogu's spiritual power, she couldn't use it independently, and she couldn't even feel the existence of the spiritual power at all. It took three to four times until she could really feel the spiritual power. repeated awakenings.Then you need to continue to train before you can use your mental power proficiently. The awakening of mental power requires some special circumstances, such as the dangerous situation where life was hanging by a thread last time, and the strong emotional ups and downs in this chapter, etc.