Our Lady's Redemption + Spoiler

When a person's life is in danger, his attitude often determines his fate.People who are anxious and fearful tend to make mistakes, and those who are not anxious and fearful at all tend to lose the chain, which will harm the people around them.Only those who remain calm and maintain a certain sense of tension are most likely to save their lives.In fact, there are too few examples of him not being anxious or fearful in the face of death, and once such an example occurs, it will cause headaches for those around him who want to protect him.Because he himself didn't seem to want to be rescued at all, which made it hard for those around him, and always felt that it was unnecessary.

Gu Yi didn't understand. Since this Lu Zhenkai was not afraid of his own death at all, and even decided to apologize with death, why did he cooperate with this operation? He seemed so calm and composed. Is it true or just pretending? At this time, he pretended to be calm and composed If the appearance seems to be meaningless, then he really doesn't care at all.She really didn't understand why she agreed to the police's protective action.

Lu Zhenkai answered this question:

Miss, you are an agent of Gu Yigu, you have heard of your name for a long time, and you just met today.I learned about you from Zhu Minghong and An Mingshi, and I also know that you are fighting against that person now.To be honest, I have been guilty of that incident for the rest of my life. Now that I am old and sick, I don’t have many days to live. If she wants my life, I will give it to her. The right is atonement.Although it is my wishful thinking, at least it can make me die, and when I go down, I can suffer less torture.However, my last willfulness is to hope to meet her again before I die, and say sorry to her personally.I know that I am honestly sitting at home waiting for her to take my life. First, the police will not agree, and second, she will not show up.I just hope to cooperate with this police operation so that she can appear in front of me again so that I can finally say sorry.In fact, I know in my heart that she will not appear, but this is the last wish of my life, and it is my last effort in this life. It doesn't matter whether I succeed or not, at least I can forgive myself in the end.

The person you are talking about is Wang Youqi?

Yes, that's her.He said sadly.

You were ordered by Luo Heng to abort her, but didn't she escape? You didn't actually hurt her, so why are you so guilty? Guyi asked strangely.

I let her go, and because of this, she will definitely kill me.

What? Gu Yi was even more puzzled: Why?

Lu Zhenkai put down the newspaper, with a pained look in his eyes, he took a breath and said: I, when I was young, fell in love with her the first time I saw her.At that time, she was more than four months pregnant and had already given birth. She became very feminine and very beautiful.She came to me that day and told me that she wanted me to get rid of her baby, that she felt she was pregnant with a demon, something terrible in her belly.

Hearing this, Gu Yi frowned and interjected: So, she actually aborted the child voluntarily?

Yes, she hated the child in her womb very much, saying it was an evil, but she didn't dare to act rashly, she knew that abortion was dangerous, she didn't want to die, but she didn't want the child in her womb either.

Then why did she run away? Wouldn't it be the end of the abortion if she stayed?

She couldn't have an abortion according to the arranged time, she had to abort the child as soon as possible, and then escape from Luo Heng's control.So she came to me and asked me to secretly abort her early and let her escape.At that time, I was obsessed with sex and lied to her that as long as she had sex with another man again, the child would be aborted.She was so innocent at the time that she actually believed it.Then she gave me her body.But later, she found out that I was lying to her, and then she was completely desperate and wanted to commit suicide.It was I who stopped her and told her, take the child and run away, as far away as possible.Then, I helped her escape from the hospital.

Gu Yi pursed his lips tightly, looking at the guilt-ridden Lu Zhenkai, he felt mixed feelings in his heart.

If you ask whether Lu Zhenkai is hateful, he is naturally hateful, even a little perverted, but he is not guilty of death, at least he still retains some basic humanity, saved Wang Youqi who was about to commit suicide, and then let her go.As for Wang Youqi, a girl with an extremely tragic fate, after being brutally taken over by her stepfather to become pregnant, she was deceived by another man and took advantage of her.The change of state of mind under despair is unimaginable.Gu Yi knew that Wang Youqi was inseparable from the lunatic God, and the reason why the lunatic God was so paranoid and crazy might be because of Wang Youqi's tragic and dark history.

However, fate is like a circle, where it starts, it ends.A certain choice or action at the beginning may bring about a great change in a person's life many years later.For example, Lu Zhenkai, who let Wang Youqi go at the beginning, has brought upon himself a fatal disaster.But he accepted it frankly. For Lu Zhenkai like this, Gu Yi neither sympathizes nor gloats. She just feels a little sadly that sometimes people's emotions are too complicated to sort out, and sometimes they are so simple that it makes people frightened.