Breaking the cocoon gl+ Fanwai

I just leaned on the edge of the bed and spent the first night in the same room with her.

I forgot when I fell asleep, and when I became conscious again, I found myself limp and weak, and dizzy when I opened my eyes.I lay on the bed in a daze for a long time, and finally realized that I was lying on the bed in my own bedroom.

How did I get back to the bed? The ceiling was spinning, I hurriedly closed my eyes, and feebly raised my hand to touch my forehead. There was a strong contrast between the hot temperature and my cold hand, and I was scared With a jump, I sighed secretly, I, who was as strong as an ox for so many years, actually had a fever and fell ill.This feeling is so nostalgic. For me who had a cold and a fever every three days when I was a child, this uncomfortable feeling is like an old friend.

The door of my bedroom is open, and the sound from the outside can be heard vaguely. I seem to hear the sound of the rice cooker. A strong aroma permeates the room. I have no appetite, but this aroma tempts me. Zhu Zhu swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and suddenly there was a burning pain in his throat.

Is this what fish porridge tastes like?

I opened my eyes again and turned to look at the clock on the bedside cabinet. It was now 01:30 pm the next day. There are also thermometers, a board with two missing pieces of white and black, a thermos pot and water glasses on the bedside table.

I was puzzled, who was taking care of me? Lin Yi was the only one in the family besides myself.Could it be Lin Yi? No way, she has such a serious mental illness, she can take care of others even if she doesn’t cause trouble to others? I don’t quite believe it, but just as I was about to get up and go out to have a look, I heard footsteps coming from outside .

For some unknown reason, I hurriedly closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep.His mind was still groggy, but he managed to tell who it was.But I don't need to use my brain. I am very familiar with the footsteps, and I am also familiar with the light fragrance of the visitor. It is Lin Yi, which surprised me very much.Is she really taking care of me?

A cold hand was placed on my forehead abruptly, my eyelids trembled a bit due to the sudden stimulation, she discovered the fact that I had awakened, she withdrew her hand, and a faint voice came to me in the ear:

Gu Fan? Are you awake?

I had no choice but to dilly-dally open my eyes, and my gaze slowly turned to her.

When I saw her appearance clearly, I was taken aback by her again.She is wearing her own home clothes. She has changed her long hair into a low ponytail instead of her usual disheveled hair. As she leans down to look at me, her black braids hang crookedly on her shoulders. With an indescribably gentle aura, such a virtuous and beautiful woman/wife, I thought for a moment that she had just returned from the past.

But her eyes were alienated and dull, as if cold water had been poured on my head, she hadn't come back yet, it was just my own hallucination.

I closed my eyes tiredly, and said with difficulty in my throat: Yes.Count as an answer to her.

Wake up, let's eat something first, I made fish porridge, I don't know if you like it.She spoke slowly, she who used to be articulate and beautiful, but now said such a sentence in a slow and wooden tone.It was originally a caring words when caring for others, but it was as cold as a lake in winter, which made me dumbfounded.I can't tell whether she cares about me actively or is forced to care about me.

Uh, it's okay, I like it.I tore my throat and said, that voice was so terrifying that I didn't even want to speak anymore.

She didn't care, helped me to sit up, then walked out of the bedroom, and came back with a bowl of porridge after a while.She sat by my bed, dug a spoonful, blew it cool, and brought it to my lips, as if she didn't think about whether the action of feeding me was appropriate or not.Since she didn't care, I wasn't stupid enough to refuse. I ate most of the bowl with difficulty while she mechanically fed it, expressing that I couldn't take it anymore.

I have been trying to observe her, trying to find a trace of warmth on her face, but let alone warmth, there is no even a simple expression.She is like a robot, as if taking care of me is her current task, not emotional.I was very disappointed, but I also knew that I should not be in a hurry. Now that she knows how to take care of me, it is already a great improvement.Thinking of my fever and coma, her thin arms and legs actually lifted me to the bed, I don't know how much trouble it took, and a touch of emotion surged in my heart.

Regardless of my thoughts, she put down the porridge bowl, poured another glass of warm water, and asked me to take medicine.I ate it obediently, and she spit out two words to me:

go to bed.

I wanted to laugh a little, thinking that her tone of voice really didn't match these two words.But she lay down obediently, and she covered me with the quilt. The gentleness brought by those cold hands made me dazed for a while.But like a ray of fragrance, she quickly disappeared into the room, leaving me with a room of silence.

I sighed deeply and could only comfort myself:

It's a long long journey.

☆、Chapter 11

With this illness, I just lay on the bed for two days.In the past two days, I didn't tell anyone about my illness, including my senior sister.I want to see how far Lin Yi has recovered.