Breaking the cocoon gl+ Fanwai

Xiaofan Xiaofan, you are so kind to her, how could she not know? If she doesn't accept it, then let's stop digging our hearts out like this, okay? Senior sister didn't dislike me either, she reached out to wipe away my tears and snot .

I just shook my head, but couldn't speak.

Xiaofan, promise me that you will get out after helping her with the lawsuit, okay? I don't want you to get close to her again, and I don't want to see you get hurt.You hand her over to me, and I will heal her responsibly.You don't want to see her again, okay?

No matter how sad I was, I never thought of giving up on her, and even though I was so scarred now, I didn't have the slightest thought of it.I almost reflexively disagree with what the senior sister said, but I don't know why I keep such a low profile, almost humble.I have no reason, maybe such a thing does not need a reason,

The senior sister knew me, so she continued:

Gu Fan, I have reminded you a long time ago that you must love with dignity and establish an equal relationship between the two of you.You can't be humble, you can't compromise, when it's time to let go, you have to let go, it's ugly to be so stubborn, you know? Her words made me dumbfounded, but she didn't laugh, she hugged my arm tightly, and continued:

I admit that I was wrong, she is straight, she can't fall in love with you.So don't rely on her anymore, a twisted melon is not sweet.Who are you, Gu Fan? You are a top student in the law department, a barrister, a psychologist, and an elite person. You are beautiful, heroic, charming, talented, and have a Tsinghua temperament. You are so gentle and infatuated, you are like a fascinating existence, Why do you wrong yourself like this, how many good girls are waiting in line to be nice to you.You shouldn't be locked in place by Lin Yi like this, you try to let go, maybe both of you will be much more relaxed.

Am I that good, why haven't you heard me praise me like this before.With a strong nasal voice, I pretended to break away from her arm and mocked her.

Hey, it's not because you are so much worse than me, I usually don't say these words, lest someone say I'm narcissistic.

Your skin is thicker than the corner of a city wall! I was so angry that I glared at her fiercely.

I'll sacrifice a bit for you, Miss Ben, and admit that I'm thick-skinned, so do you promise me or not?

Promise me or not.She started acting coquettishly.

Doctor Gu, Lawyer Gu, Beauty Gu, Shuai Gu, huh? She started winking at me with those big eyes, showing off shamelessly.

My mood at the moment is extremely complicated, I want to laugh but feel sad, I want to be angry but feel powerless, I want to continue to fight but I really feel that it is not worth it, and I feel tired from time to time.Finally, I sighed deeply and said:

Okay, I promise you that I will never see her again after I finish the lawsuit for her.

Well, tomorrow, it's already today, I'll wait a little longer, and when it's completely dawn, I'll pick her up and send her home.Anyway, she's packing her bags now.

I silently closed my eyes.

That night, my senior sister and I sat on the steps all night, and I smoked two more cigarettes, but she confiscated them and forbade me to smoke any more.She and I chatted a lot, the topics were very complicated, some talked about the past, and some talked about the present.I told her some past events between myself and Lin Yi, and she listened attentively.Thinking back to the youthful years in high school, Lin Yi and I were still such simple children, there were no such horrible things to worry about, no such tangled and painful entanglements, we were just ourselves, and I liked her so purely , she also so purely treats me as a younger sister and loves me, intentionally or unintentionally avoiding my emotions.

When was it that there was such an insurmountable distance between the two of us, and I chased her back so hard, but she was always inseparable, and finally disappeared mercilessly.I never believed in fate, but in just two or three months, I felt the cruel crush of the wheel of fate.What is the reason for God to let me reunite with her? Is it just to torture the two of us for a lifetime, and finally let us part ways with scars?

I am not reconciled, but even if I am unwilling, I am already exhausted, with heavy injuries, blood dripping, she ruthlessly imposed on me like this.I understand a lot of things, and I know it's actually better for both of us to have her move out of my house now.She is about to file a divorce lawsuit with Zhang Yucheng. If she lives with her defense lawyer, and the other party labels her as having a very close relationship with a female lawyer, homosexuality plus marital infidelity will definitely affect the court's decision.Even if the other party has no definite evidence to prove that we are a couple, it is better to avoid this kind of thing as much as possible.

However, I know that the reasons why she wants to move out of my house are not just these, but the main reason is that she already understands the reasons why I approach her.I am a psychiatrist, and everything I do to her is to treat her, but she doesn't know, she just blindly thinks that I am helping her as a friend, and there are some old feelings that are hard to let go, so She has always been grateful to me, but it is complicated and difficult to explain.Now she understands my other identity, which makes her feel the anger of being cheated.She hates cheating the most, so she can't forgive me.