Breaking the cocoon gl+ Fanwai

I called back and told them I was going back in a hurry so they don't have to worry.After hanging up the phone, I approached her again, and I clearly saw her flinching and defending.Something stuck in my throat, I didn't stop, and took out the cigarette case and lighter from my coat pocket.During the whole process, she was in a state of stiffness.

I moved away from her, feeling her visibly relieved.I took out a cigarette familiarly, lit it, and took a deep breath.Standing up, I stomped my feet, trying to warm myself up a bit.After taking two steps, I stood in front of her with a cigarette between my hands. After a long while, I turned the butt of the cigarette around, facing her, and said:

smoke?

She seemed to hesitate for a moment, then raised her skinny right hand, took the cigarette tremblingly, put it on her pale lips, squinted her eyes and took a big breath, then coughed violently.

She doesn't smoke.

I withdrew the cigarette and put it back between my lips, but she didn't resist.I thought for a while, weighed my words and said:

Let's go, where do you want to go now, I will take you there.

She stayed where she was, and didn't answer me for a while.

Lin Yi, do you still remember me? I asked tentatively.

I saw a slight downward movement of the corners of her lips, and slight fluctuations in her numb eyes, which were clearly micro-expressions of emotional ups and downs.I majored in applied psychology as a graduate student, and I have worked for many years, especially in a profession that requires observation and observation. I have long been able to control people's micro-expressions.

Come home with me, there is no one else in my house, just me.I said in a relaxed tone.

She remained silent.

Instead of waiting for her response, I stepped forward and pulled her up.Like a puppet, she seemed to have forgotten to resist.Her arms are really too thin and feel full of bones.Her body is so light that I doubt a gust of wind can blow her away.I took her down the rooftop effortlessly, and she followed behind me numbly, her footsteps were shaky, as if she was drunk.We walked into the elevator, and I maintained my composure amidst the strange eyes of people in the elevator, and pulled her to accept the baptism of other people's eyes.

After leaving the building, I waved for a taxi and took her home.Along the way, she was just silent, without saying a word, as if she had broken a can, not caring about her situation at all.She looked like this until I put her on the sofa at my house.I had a migraine again, the sun xué beeped, raised my hand and pressed the center of her eyebrows, I planned to see if she was hurt first.

I considered the sentence again, and said after a long while:

I'll take you to take a shower, do you mind if I take a look at your body, I want to see if you are hurt so I can give you medicine.

For a long time, I saw her shake her head weakly in response, and I didn't know whether she agreed or rejected it.I decided to be strong and not ask her advice all the time.So I pulled her up again and said:

Come with me.

I randomly found a set of clean pajamas in my closet, and took a set of underwear that I didn't wear at all, and led her into the bathroom.Seeing her standing there blankly, I asked her:

do you take a shower? or shall i wash it for you?

She still didn't answer.

I sighed, thinking that I really owed her in my previous life.He didn't even care about his dirty body, but actually thought about taking a bath for her.I pulled her closer and tried to undress her as nonchalantly as possible.She is half a head shorter than me, and I can freely observe her drooping eyebrows and eyes, and see her pair of eyes that attract me the most, the thick and slender eyelashes, which are still the same as back then, which reminds me of Qingchun's memory in an instant The heartbeat felt, and the breathing couldn't help but become a little rough.

I took off the outermost piece of my black woolen coat on her body, and then uncovered the tattered knitted sweater on her body. I felt that the knitted sweater was sinking. I found a mobile phone from the pocket, which seemed to be her mobile phone. Seeing that she didn't respond, I put it in the back pocket of my jeans calmly.Immediately, almost holding my breath, I took off her long skirt, which was zippered at the back, and I stood behind her when I took it off.Seeing her thin figure appearing in front of me almost in the form of a skeleton, my heart twitched fiercely.

The long skirt fell and wrapped around her feet, I untied her bra with trembling hands, and then I didn't expect that she would take the initiative to pull the bra off, throw it far away, then turn around suddenly, hug me, stand on tiptoe, Kissed me hard.

There was a buzzing in my head, and I was completely frozen in place, unable to move.In the quiet and closed space, the sound of her and my heavy breathing could be heard clearly, but we didn't make the next move, and we froze in place at the same time. I couldn't understand what her behavior meant at this moment, until she finally let me go , my brain is still a mess.

She stood in front of me with her upper body bare, with a weird smile on her face, and for the first time she spoke to me in a flat tone and at a normal speed.However, these words made me feel so painful that I almost couldn't breathe.

she says:

Sorry, I just wanted to get a feel for what it's like to be gay.Gu Fan, I know you used to like me, can you tell me, what kind of feeling is that? Or, what you love is sex, sex/love, obsessed with the same-sex body, just like I am standing now When in your presence, do you show desire?