Breaking the cocoon gl+ Fanwai

The confinement experience made Lin Yi's mental state reach its limit. Every day, she felt like a useless person, lying on the bed, exhausted by the crying of the child, and the pain of breastfeeding was unbearable for her.Just at that time, Lin Yi's father had an accident and was hospitalized suddenly with a cerebral infarction. Lin Yi's mother couldn't take care of both ends, she was exhausted from running around, and her body was also a little overwhelmed.Lin Yi was considerate of her mother, and lied that her mother-in-law would come to take care of her every day, and told her not to worry.Lin's mother devoted herself to taking care of Lin's father, while the so-called mother-in-law just came here every day to give some food as a symbol, and then left soon.The things they brought were all children's supplies, and Lin Yi's supplements were pitifully small.Later, this mother-in-law even came empty-handed, which was considered as the utmost benevolence.

Lin Yi had to take care of everything by herself.It's clearly during the confinement period, but I still have to get out of bed to change diapers and breastfeed, and I don't have a good rest in the middle of the night, and I feel tense all the time.It was summer at that time, and the child was always restless in the air-conditioned room, hot and cold for a while, crying unceasingly, and Lin Yi was almost tortured to the point of collapse.

Lin Yi's confinement was not done well, and she suffered from a whole body of problems, especially headaches, which were very severe once they happened.During that time, she suffered from severe postpartum depression, and no one cared about her at all. Her girlfriends and good friends had already avoided her, and her boss was very dissatisfied with her, and almost didn't want to hire her again.The dearest father fell ill, and the mother was tired of taking care of her.Her father-in-law and mother-in-law didn't care about her, and her husband was like a stranger to her.In every lonely day and night, there is still an ignorant little baby who cries and needs her to comfort her.She seemed to be the only one left in the whole world, staggering forward in ragged clothes, and that might be the source of her aggravated mental illness.

But at least she still has children, propping her up.Until the child was full moon, a bolt from the blue hit Lin Yi, making her unable to bear it anymore.

For the child's full moon wine that day, the husband was forced to show up and entertained some relatives and friends.After the banquet, because Lin Yi and Zhang Yucheng drank a lot of wine, the father-in-law and mother-in-law worried that they could not take good care of the child, so they carried the child back to the in-law's house.But Lin Yi and Zhang Yucheng parted ways as soon as they left the hotel.

Chang Yucheng reeked of alcohol and got into an unfamiliar black car driven by a man.Lin Yi was determined to take this opportunity to find out who her husband was cheating on, so she took a taxi to follow.Finally, the black car stopped in a residential area, Lin Yi got out of the car, and quietly approached the car.The husband and the man didn't get out of the car for a long time, Lin Yi planned to go up to see what happened.But she didn't expect that she saw the picture of her husband kissing passionately with that man in the car.The scene irritated her almost to suffocation, like thunder piercing through her mind, making her dazed for a while and unable to recover.

The two men hugged and got out of the car and went upstairs.Lin Yi stood blankly in the shadow of the big tree downstairs, and for the first time felt that she was the stupidest woman in the world.

Her husband is gay!

☆、Chapter 5

It was an extremely weird feeling, which made Lin Yi feel extremely absurd.From getting acquainted with Zhang Yucheng to getting married and giving birth to a daughter, it took three full years. These three years of suffering turned into nothingness in an instant, making people doubt whether it really existed.But if it didn't really exist, how could Lin Yi be tortured to this point, full of heartache?

She thought that her swallowing, her tolerance and forbearance were all for maintaining a normal family.One day, his husband will get rid of those so-called vulgar fans outside and return to the family. He will always settle down and miss his decent wife.Now that they had a child, she thought her husband should know what it was like to be a parent and get rid of his bad habits.She thought that her enemies were nothing but women like her, and that a woman's battle to defend a woman's marriage would always have an inexhaustible fighting spirit.She has a lot of fighting spirit and she believes she can win.

However, all of this is just her ridiculous self-righteousness. Her enemy is not a woman, but a man, which makes her feel at a loss as to how to fight.

After returning home in a daze, the children made a lot of noise, but Lin Yi seemed to have lost her soul, and sat on the sofa blankly.Recalling the picture of her husband kissing a man in her mind, she suddenly felt a chill in her soul, and her whole body trembled.Thinking of the unclean venereal disease her husband brought to her, she felt nauseous from the bottom of her heart. This nausea stimulated her to rush to the bathroom, grab the toilet and vomit until only acid water remained.

Why is it gay, why is it so disgusting.

Lin Yi is not completely ignorant of homosexuality. In fact, in this society, even if she doesn't like it, she has more or less contact with homosexuality.She understands what is gay, what is good friend, and what is lily, and she has used it as a joke in the past without any scruples.What's more, she has also been to the UK to study, and she has come into contact with several real gay couples.

Even once, she knew that a girl liked her.That girl is still in her memory.She used to be very close to her, but then gradually alienated, and in the end, the girl didn't show her love to her.Even now, when she thinks of that girl, she still has mixed feelings in her heart.

Although she does not discriminate against homosexuality, she is not very interested, she just thinks that it has nothing to do with her.She herself is a straight straight girl, and she never thought that her life would one day have intercourse with homosexuals, no, where such flimsy words as intercourse can not be summed up, her life was completely ruined by homosexuality.