Shuangdan Fanghua + Fanwai

Yun Chuan took out the letter, her hands trembling slightly, and opened the letter. After just a few glances, her eyes turned red, and she stretched out her hand to cover her mouth, as if she was about to cry, but the tears couldn't come out.Seeing her like this, Su Yilian and Liu Xiyun were a little panicked, they hurriedly supported her arms from left to right, comforting her softly.Yun Chuan handed the letter to Su Yilian. Su Yilian held the letter and hesitated, not knowing whether he should read it or not, but Yun Chuan was already sitting on the sofa with his head buried in his palm, unable to say a word.Su Yilian bit her lip, but decided to read the contents of the letter.She must know the content of the letter, because she is Yun Chuan's closest person now, she has the right and needs to know everything about her.

She shifted her eyes to the letter, and what she saw was a strong and powerful pen writing. It could be seen that the writer was a very resolute and unyielding person. His words gave Su Yilian a strong impact, as if in her mind. Here, Master Yunchuan's image became clearer.However, continuing to read the contents of the letter, Su Yilian was really shocked, the contents are as follows:

Dear Ogawa:

Master doesn't know if you will blame Master when you read this letter.But in the past twenty years or so, I have been suffering in my heart, perhaps because of many things, but in the final analysis, it is only because of one thing.

Xiao Chuan, you always ask me, who are your parents, do they know me, and why I adopted you again.But I never answered you, I know that you have been doubting in your heart, you are guessing whether I have something to do with your biological parents.That's right, I will answer you clearly in this letter now, I am indeed related to your biological parents, and have a very close relationship.

You have grown up, and I think there are some things that I really need to let you know.And to let you know, it means that I need to face all the things of the year again.For me, this is tantamount to tasting the heart-piercing pain again.In the past, I would be afraid, so I avoided it, and I didn't want to face it.But since that conflict with you, I hit you, and you left me, I finally began to think, whether in my life, I have to escape like this until I die.Master is a coward, Xiao Chuan, you must not learn from me in this regard, you must be strong, brave, dare to bear, and face all sufferings and difficulties like a giant.

I can't tell you everything about that year in one letter.I can only tell you that your father is still alive, maybe you will see him in the near future.And your mother has been watching you in heaven for many years.Your father is a real man, and Master is no match for him in this life. His responsibility really makes me ashamed.Your mother is the most beautiful, intelligent, gentle, and strongest woman in the world. To be honest, there was a time when your father and I were deeply infatuated with her, but she still chose your father in the end.Her choice is correct, because I have never been better than your father.

Children, don't be sad, although your mother passed away for many years, we never feel that she has left us.She surrounds us like an angel, supporting us all to keep going.It's time, I leave, to face everything that happened back then, I want to make a break, and face all the pain in my life.Do you know, kid? I once had a kid too, and she was a girl too, who looked just like her mother, sweet and gentle.But, now, their mother and daughter are in heaven, waiting for me to show them the gesture of a husband and father. Don’t blame Master, okay? Master promises that he will take good care of himself, and we will definitely see each other again in the near future .

My child, if there were not so many things in those days, you would be a princess-like child, and you would grow up under the care of a large number of relatives and friends. You might learn piano, dance, or enter a first-class brand University, there will be a decent job.However, there are no ifs in this world. Master feels guilty for not allowing you to live a good life, but Master is also proud, because you have worked hard to create a world of your own with the skills that Master taught you.Master is as happy as he is contradictory.

Finally, Xiao Chuan, Master has not said a word to you for so many years: You are the pride of Master, Master is proud of you, and Master loves you.

Murphy left words

night of twelfth november

Chuan... Su Yilian frowned, with tears in her eyes, she turned her head to Yunchuan, and called softly and sadly.Yun Chuan originally had red eyes, covered his mouth and suppressed crying, but when he heard Su Yilian's call, he seemed to turn on the faucet, tears poured out, and his suppressed emotions burst out in an instant, and he cried out heartbreakingly. dàng is in the living room.

Chuan... Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry... The moment Yun Chuan cried, Su Yilian's tears also fell down. It was the first time she saw Yun Chuan cry like this. I love her, I can see her crying like this.Her heart was extremely sour, she never felt that Yun Chuan was as fragile as he is now.Su Yilian's heart is like an overturned five-flavor bottle, with all kinds of tastes and emotions.She was sad, because of Yun Chuan's sadness; she was a little bit happy, that Yun Chuan's father was still alive; she was still angry, but she didn't know what she was angry about; Chuan cried like a child, her mother's love was fully aroused.

Yun Chuan was embraced by her, and wept loudly in her arms, crying out of breath, tears wet Su Yilian's clothes on his chest, she spoke incoherent words intermittently, maybe She herself didn't know what she said.

dead...mum...dead...gone...uh...ah...

It's not that Yun Chuan didn't think that his father and mother had already passed away.However, she still retains the fantasies she had when she was a child, fantasizing about her mother's warm embrace and the smell of fragrance; fantasizing about her father's thick shoulders and powerful arms.Perhaps because of the master, Yun Chuan didn't yearn for his father that much, or in other words, he didn't yearn for his father as much as he yearned for his mother.Yun Chuan stood in front of the mirror more than once, guessing the faces of his parents through his own face.When I was in elementary school, in drawing class, the teacher asked the children to draw my father and mother. At that time, Yun Chuan did not have the slightest image of my mother in her mind. She just drew the master as her own father.But mother, she couldn't draw it.

Fantasizing about his mother has become a compulsory course for Xiao Yunchuan before going to bed every night.After growing up slowly, she not only fantasizes about what her mother looks like, but also guesses what her mother likes to eat, what she likes to play, what her mother does, and her mother's voice.Ever since she guessed from her master that her parents might still be alive, she tried harder to imagine.Looking forward to one day, when I see my parents, they will be the same as I imagined, or they will be different.For so many years, fantasizing about her parents has almost become her habit and all her pursuits.That's why she wanted to find her parents so much, she would rather join the big dye tank of the entertainment industry, and find them faster.

But now, when she learned of her mother's death, the image of her mother that she built in her heart seemed to have left her in an instant.Thinking of those warm touches that she felt from imagination and anticipation when she was a child, and the beautiful image of her mother, she will never see or feel it again, and she feels that her world seems to have collapsed, her pursuit is lost, and her mother is gone. What else does she want? Confusion mixed with sadness, there is a kind of mourning from the soul, which makes her head dizzy, her cry is a cry from the depths of the soul, even though she has never seen her mother, she is still It was heartbreaking to learn of the loss of my mother.

At this time Liu Xiyun also read the letter, and hearing Yun Chuan's heart-piercing crying, she couldn't cry herself, hugged Yun Chuan from behind, and put her face on her back, trying to give her warmth , but inadvertently wet the clothes behind Yunchuan.She was really sad, because she also thought of her mother who had passed away. At this moment, she felt that she might be the closest person to Yun Chuan's heart.

In the huge living room, the cries of the three echoed. The three women hugging each other had different reasons for their sadness.However, after crying, they still need to wipe away their tears and move on.Venting is temporary. To live in this world, we have to learn to hide our emotions, don't we?

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After that incident, Yun Chuan became much more silent, and his originally sunny aura faded a lot, but a melancholy aura appeared.Su Yilian knew that she hadn't completely recovered from her grief.Afterwards, the two often worked separately, running around, making announcements, and had fewer chances to meet each other.Su Yilian was really worried about Yun Chuan, and wanted to stay with her, but was unable to do so.Sometimes, Su Yilian really hates her job, why is there so little freedom.And since she won the Golden Horse Award for best actress, she has received almost all kinds of advertisements, promotions, and announcements, and the temporary agent assigned to her by the company is not clear about her situation, and almost everything has been accepted for her. , made her so busy every day that she almost fell apart.She thinks about Yun Chuan every day, almost thinking of her handsome appearance when she closes her eyes, but she can't see her anyway, she feels that she is going crazy.