Tomorrow can be expected + extra episode

After learning that Jane Ting's depression had relapsed, Jiang Chen signed up for many specialists in many tertiary hospitals in Beicheng City.

Through discussion and brainstorming with depression treatment experts, Jiang Chen finally found out what she needed to reflect on in the past five years.

That is the person she and everyone have deliberately forgotten and kept secret.

She did it wrong.

When the aunt left, Jane Ting was no longer a baby who couldn't remember.

She is a living person who is about to grow up and has the memories of her life in the past ten years.

Those little things we got along with in the past, as well as the deep emotional fetters, can't be forgotten by the hand of time.

The avoidance of the people around her only deepened Jane Ting's troubles, causing her to suppress her inner emotions, making her miss and resentment unable to find an outlet...

Jane could complain.

Complain about the ruthlessness of fate, and grieve the departure of loved ones.

She can also be missed.

miss mom...

But the world told her to be a sensible person.

Those people who think they are considerate are also her relatives and friends, and the people she cares about, why is she not willing to fulfill them?

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Every year on the anniversary of her mother's death, Jane Ting would send a bouquet of flowers to the grave.

It is not the jujube that mourns the dead, but the rose that mother loved the most during her lifetime.

Today, Jane brought a bouquet of red roses as usual.

Along with the bright red flowers, there is also a fresh-keeping box.

Jane Ting quietly looked at the smiling face on the tombstone, and did not forget to take out the sandwich in the crisper and eat it.

Until the sandwiches in the box were eaten clean.

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"Maybe one day... I'll bring her over to see you..."

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☆、Chapter 146

The author has something to say: today's first update

At the end of the summer vacation, the Jiang family inevitably held a school entrance banquet for Jiang Chen.

This was the first time the Jiang family held a banquet at the hotel since Jiang Chen's parents got married.

Rao was before, when Jiang Chen was admitted to Beicheng University of Technology as an undergraduate, his parents were not so excited.

But it is understandable to think about it. After all, in China, it is indeed a thing worthy of praise and pride for a lifetime for a child receiving education to be admitted to Beicheng University, the number one university in the country.

After self-training during his undergraduate studies, Jiang Chen is now fully capable of controlling such social occasions that require drinking and mingling.

In it, she has been able to chat freely with all the guests who came to make peace like a fish in water.

Ever since the banquet began, the smiles on Jiang Chen's parents' faces never faded.

This kind of smug smile, since the first time they learned that their daughter was admitted to Peking University, the two parents have not been able to calm down anymore.

According to Jiang's father.

When the gold list is named, when will it be better?

In essence, for this middle-aged man who claims to be highly educated and high-quality, the calm weather is just an appearance.

Regarding the matter of his daughter, this father has returned to the mentality of ordinary people and ordinary parents.

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Many close and distant relatives attended Jiang Chen's school entrance banquet.

This is the glory of the whole family, and it is the glory that can honor the ancestors.

But judging from the scene, Jiang Chen felt that the purpose of everyone's trip was not just to reconcile and feel honored in person.

More importantly, they want their children, grandchildren and even great-grandchildren to benefit from this banquet.

When the banquet ended, Jiang Chen's time before school had already been fully booked.

Before she knew it, she was supported by the masses to start a holiday tutoring class, and became a teacher to guide students.

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Jane Ting studied at Peking University as an undergraduate, and Jiang Chen often came to this campus because of Jane Ting.

But in fact, perhaps because of his reverence for Peking University, Jiang Chen didn't get a good taste of Peking University's campus scenery during his four years of undergraduate studies, and he didn't even take a good look at the Weiming Lake.

The day before the postgraduate registration, Jiang Chen found time to visit Peking University.

After carefully visiting the campus of Peking University, I finally returned to the dormitory area of ​​Guanghua School of Management.

Jiang Chen took a photo in front of the most familiar dormitory building with the acceptance letter for graduate students from Peking University.

There is a story about this place, and it has come to an end.

Jiang Chen applied for the postgraduate entrance examination at Peking University just to get this admission letter.

Just following the scenery that Jane Ting walked through, coming all the way and leaving all the way.

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A week later, Jiang Chen set off for Hong Kong.

Completed the postgraduate freshman registration at the Hong Kong University of Science and Technology.

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Ever since Jian Ting decided to go to England, Jiang Chen changed his goal.

Postgraduate business students in the UK only need to study for one year, while postgraduate students in mainland China basically need three years to obtain a diploma.

Jiang Chen couldn't wait for three years.

She needs a master's degree and knowledge, but she also desperately needs independence.

She can't be a student for two more years than Jane Ting.

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At 6 o'clock in the morning, the mobile phone next to the pillow was alerted by a new text message.

In a daze, Jiang Chen turned over and touched the phone.

It's been a while since I've had a text from Jane other than to say good night.

At this time, Jiang Chen suddenly saw that the sender was Jane Ting, and Jiang Chen couldn't help being surprised.

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Jane listened and set off.

The text message just now was to inform Jiang Chen of this matter.

In half an hour, she will leave Beicheng by plane for London, England.

She's off to another country to finish her graduate studies.

Maybe come back in a year.

Maybe never come back.

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Jiang Chen never asked Jane Ting when school started.

After graduating from university, they were trapped by the word depression.

Throughout the summer vacation, Jiang Chen was only thinking about how to help Jane Ting.

Last month, Jane Ting did inform Jiang Chen that his condition was improving.

But Jiang Chen had no choice but to admit it until the moment when his eyes were clouded with tears.

Perhaps not just for a moment, she had extremely selfish thoughts.

what she had thought about...

Perhaps, Jane Ting would not leave China because of relapsed depression.

what she had thought about...

Perhaps, after Uncle Jian learned of Jane Ting's illness, he would not let his daughter go abroad to study alone.

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Jiang Chen sat on the bed slumped on the bed clutching his phone tightly, for a moment, he didn't know how to deal with himself.

She looked up at the world outside the window.

Trying to find my own place under the background of the blue sky.

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She had to admit it again.

This is who she likes.

This is the person she likes.

Even if she had so many selfish thoughts, she wanted to keep Jane to listen.

But in fact, she is also one of the people who maintain and support Jane Ting's status as king.

Just like Qian Siyuan, Chen Can, Lin Xue, Qiao Mujun, Dong Le, and many, many others.

If Jane Ting failed to go to the UK this time, if Jane Ting did not successfully complete her postgraduate studies, Jiang Chen knew that he would have more disappointments.

Jane could not like her, she could not know and love her, but she must go back to the past.

Be sure to shine like before.

Do what you like, get what you want.

Perhaps only in this way can it represent that she has truly won in the fight against depression.

Otherwise, according to Jane Ting's temper, Jiang Chen is sure that there will be more than one moment in the future, and Jane Ting will care about it.

Jiang Chen didn't want this incident to become the other party's demon or regret.

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She took out her mobile phone and replied to the other party's domestic mobile phone number:

Live the life you want.

Must be happy and healthy.

(It's been a long time since she ended with an exclamation point.)

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It was Jiang Chen who first notified everyone in the group about the news of Jian Ting's departure from China.

The silly Chen Can asked everyone very sadly when he heard the news,

"I heard that Jane won't contact us for a long time, right?"

It made the other three people in the group want to roll their eyes at her countless times.

"You are the only one who can do such a thing!"

Qian Siyuan couldn't help complaining.

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On the second day after settling in London, Jane Ting sent a message in the group.

At this time, the Beiyi five-person group has moved from QQ to WeChat, and the group members have also increased from the previous five to seven.

Qiao Mujun and Dong Le have successfully integrated into this small group.

Jiang Chen didn't reply anything out of the ordinary, and her psychological acceptance had already reached a certain level.

She and Jane Ting were also calm in the group.