If Affectionate Unequal [Hollywood]

This should be the largest film I have ever made. Of course, there are no revealing scenes. After all, I was not yet an adult when I filmed it. It’s just that the subject matter and size are bold, and there are many sexually suggestive scenes. Created movie characters.

The previous movie about a transgender girl got a good price in Toronto, and that role was a breakthrough, but Nancy told me that the Weinstein Company people saw the finished movie, and it is said that it did not meet their expectations. There is little potential for impact awards.

This is also a common thing.

Although "The Neon Demon" failed to win the main competition and received mixed reviews, it is undoubtedly an impressive movie.I have an interesting plot in it, which was also asked by the interviewed reporter. The character played by Jena Malone has a distorted possessiveness towards my color. This is the first time I have physical contact with a same-sex actor. The play, although it is only a minute or so long, and it is not a consensual plot, but it is definitely my first time.

It feels amazing.

At the moment of being interviewed, a very sudden thought came out of nowhere: What would it be like if Angelia was the actor who played against me?

Then I was startled by the thought.I dare not think about it any further.

It has been more than a year since we last met. Sure enough, if I want to be the same, I have no way to find overlapping activities with her. I can only learn about her dynamics from the Internet, just like her other fans.

She directed what she calls a "very personal" film starring her and Pitt.I didn't look at it.In addition, she lives in a simple way, and all the street photos are taken of activities with children, or photos of some affairs of the United Nations.Looking at her, it seems that she has returned to the mentality of being a fan before, standing in a strange and admirable position, and the familiarity after getting along with filming is gradually disappearing.

There has been news from Disney that there will be a sequel to "Maleficent". There was even news that Linda's script had been written, and then it fell through. I didn't receive any definite news.

I hoped desperately for definite news.

Time is like an hourglass in my hope and waiting.

Another year passed in a blink of an eye.

Last year when I was 18, I got the endorsement of Tiffany & Co., even Nancy was very surprised. Grace Coddington personally picked me and the endorsement of Miumiu.These two endorsements are still in my hands this year, and to our two surprises, I actually got a full line of L'Oreal endorsements.

The successive big cakes knocked us out.There are two more works going to Cannes in May.Just in time for the 70th anniversary of Cannes.The team has been preparing since the end of April. The more nervous one is the stylist Irene. I will stay in Cannes for more than a week. There are both commercials and film works, one of which is the screening unit and the other is the main competition unit. Every day There were interviews and shoots, and there were several red carpet shows. She was in charge of my makeup, hair and styling. She and her assistant spent half a month choosing dresses for me and dealing with major brands.

"Big moment!" Nancy also paid special attention to this trip, saying that this is the most important moment of my acting career so far.

"I'm not afraid!" I gestured to her. They are busy, and I am also busy with fitness and dieting. I must go to Cannes in the best condition.

Of the three major film festivals in Europe, I have never been to the Berlin Film Festival, but after being endorsed by L'Oreal, even if no works are shortlisted in the future, I have to go to the red carpet!I am a little proud, but I know that I have not lost myself, and I always remember that I am an actor, and only my works can show my strength.Besides this film festival, I went to the Venice Film Festival when I was 11 years old, when "Somewhere" won the Golden Lion.That film was directed by Sofia Coppola, and this time the main competition entry for the Cannes Film Festival is her film "Under the Peonies".

And this time, I collaborated with Nicole Kidman on two of my works.Nicole is a legendary goddess in Hollywood, as beautiful as a sculpture, with a wise and lovely personality.She is very nice and takes good care of me without putting on airs at all.Watching over me on the red carpet, reminding me that the dress might be gone.And when taking pictures, I will also pull me, let the media reporters take more photos of us together.I actually met her at the Met gala after filming, and she congratulated me in the media on my birthday.

"You really have the charm to attract older women!" Nancy sighed, "Please hug Nicole Kidman's thick thigh!"

I rolled my eyes at her a little.

I stayed in this film festival for a total of seven days. I changed seven sets of brown sugar styles, and took four or five magazine covers. I wore a lot of beautiful skirts that I like. Gucci, Rodarte, Rochas, Alexander McQueen, it was really enjoyable!

I don't remember how many commercial interviews and film interviews I have accepted, but fortunately I am young and in good physical condition.Fortunately, I participated in the commemorative photo shooting of the Cannes Film Festival with the greatest actors and directors in the world. They are all famous people. I am probably the youngest and most insignificant person among them.

"Good luck!" Nancy said to me happily.

By the time we were going back to Los Angeles on the last day, everyone was exhausted.

This trip to Cannes was quite rewarding. Sofia Coppola’s films received good feedback, and foreign media in Cannes called me “the princess on the red carpet”, “the princess of this year’s Cannes” and so on. Although What I want to hear more is the acting aspect.

"L'Oreal will be very happy with these media comments." Nancy said.

She comforted me: "It's already amazing to have been to Cannes for two consecutive years. You are on the right path and your momentum is very good."

I know I still need to work hard and not be impetuous.But——I yawned: "Let me sleep first."

"Did Mommy miss Mommy?" Nancy laughed at me again.

I was too lazy to refute her, so I put on the blindfold and fell asleep.

After returning to Los Angeles, I rested for more than a month, congratulated Sophia, who had just won the best director at the Cannes Film Festival, and played with my girlfriends without work. After the age of 18, with my mother's permission, I can finally publish my Instagram account, and I will send some personal messages on it regularly.Eating, drinking, drinking and playing can't be more fun without work.

Just when I was about to start working, news broke out on the social network - Angelia was going to divorce Pete.

Chapter 14 Chapter 14

It takes backbone to lead the life you want.

It takes courage to live the life you want to live.

——"Revolutionary Road"

I spent a whole day getting information from the Internet and asking some familiar industry people for news.There is no clear reason for their divorce on the Internet. It can only be confirmed that they are really negotiating a divorce, and it was proposed by Angelia.And I know too few people, not even people in her circle, so I don't know her current situation.

I wanted to ask Nancy to ask her assistant, but I didn't think it was very good.I can only give up, fidgeting all day, not knowing what to do.

Social media around the world exploded.

There are all kinds of news!There were regrettable ones, some sad ones, and some clapped their hands and applauded when they fell into trouble, but the person involved didn’t make a sound. I couldn’t stand it anymore and turned off my phone.

A few days later, Angelia issued a statement through her lawyer. The reason for her application for divorce was that the differences between the two were irreconcilable in the way of raising and educating children, rather than the long-standing relationship between the two said by the outside world. Some privacy from her family.

She hired a very powerful divorce lawyer to help her with the lawsuit.Keep your wording short, polite, and official.As soon as her statement came out, the well-known gossip media TMZ, which had been holding back for a long time, released their investigation on this basis: "It is said that Angelia is extremely dissatisfied with Pete's education methods, and the two have been in conflict for a long time..."

I bit my fingers uneasily, feeling that there was no way Angelia would get the privacy she wanted, and the media would not pass up this opportunity.

Sure enough, in the following days, countless media tabloids, forums, and social software were filled with "revelation" from various insiders "according to reliable sources", making various indiscriminate comments on Angelia's personal and married life. Good irresponsible guesswork.

It is said that her temperament changed drastically after the gland and oophorectomy operations, which led to disharmony in their husband and wife life, and the breakdown of their relationship. The differences in children's education were just excuses.

It is said that she is actually as arrogant and domineering as a young girl, doing her own way without considering her husband's feelings.It was said that she was back on drugs and had an alcohol problem.

It's just unsightly nonsense.

I gritted my teeth bitterly!

TMZ reported again at this time, saying that it was Pete who had the alcohol problem, and the fuse was a conflict between Pete and his eldest son on the plane, which led to Angelia's determination to apply for divorce.The Los Angeles Department of Children and Family Protection (DCFS) has launched an investigation into Pete.