why not

Son, well hidden.

Try to act normal.

But those days full of mania and depression were too painful, Yue Xiaolou often had a blank mind, only thinking about suicide.

What else did I do, I don't remember.

Xie Huaijin looked into her eyes, said in a very calm tone, "I found you at the bar that day. You were drinking, smiled at me, and then started kissing the boy next to you."

She will never forget that scene.

I bought a plane ticket, flew for more than ten hours, and dragged my suitcase back to the dormitory, but I didn't find her.After getting the news that she had been absent for consecutive nights, and asking many times, I finally found the bar she often went to.

The bar late at night is full of people.

She saw Yue Xiaolou sitting in a booth surrounded by boys who fawned over her.

She was drinking and saw her smiling.

Turning her head, she took the initiative to kiss the boy on the left with a devoted look.The boy looks handsome, Xie Huaijin vaguely remembers him as a very famous junior.

"..."

She dragged the suitcase and left directly.

During the ten-hour flight, I spent the night at the airport in the middle, and didn't go anywhere.

Thinking of what Xu Ruoyao said to her: A proud little girl like Yue Xiaolou is tired of being praised by boys, and she wants to try her charm and turn her head to hook up with girls, it's normal.There's nothing malicious about it, but it shouldn't be taken seriously either.

Xie Huaijin opened her eyes until dawn, and finally decided to block all Yue Xiaolou's contact information and let herself go.

Yue Xiaolou was thinking, his brows furrowed into knots.I vaguely remember that there was a guy in the group of boys around me who was very similar to me, a pretending scumbag, but he was very pleasing to the eye, maybe even kissed.

No wonder, after that, Gu Zhen completely quarreled with her.

That was the day.

"..."

After Yue Xiaolou remembered it, he was still unable to argue.She drank and played to relax, trying to make herself happy, not knowing that Xie Huaijin had come back to find her.

But there was no grievance or misunderstanding.

A kiss is a kiss.

The signal lights began to change colors from three to two one, and the traffic flow surged.There is a turning point behind Yue Xiaolou. From time to time, a right-turning vehicle passes by, pressing on the steel plate laid on the ground, and with a "gong dong", it is flattened and then tilted up.

Xie Huaijin took her wrist, moved it in, and said, "Come here."

"I'm not……"

Yue Xiaolou approached, and suddenly realized, carefully blinked his eyelashes, and asked tentatively, "You...do you mind this?"

Even when the relationship was the best, Xie Huaijin never said that she would mind if she got close to boys.

There is always an invisible layer of air between two people, which is called respect and alienation, and the ambiguity is not enough to break this layer.

My heart was tense and beating wildly, afraid of hearing an answer that didn't match my expectations.

Yue Xiaolou actually knew that Xie Huaijin liked her.

She just can't figure it out, and she can't afford to lose.

"Ah."

Yue Xiaolou asked vaguely and cautiously.Xie Huaijin smiled, and actually responded, her tone was light, but with a hint of seriousness that anyone could hear: "Of course I mind. At that time, I really regarded you as my girlfriend."

"..."

Yue Xiaolou stared wide-eyed, his long eyelashes almost straightened, and the silhouette of the lying silkworm was immediately revealed.

She pursed her lips, trying to maintain a calm and indifferent appearance, her slightly raised peach eyes unconsciously bent into a crescent shape.For a long time, I was speechless.

So happy, silly looking.

Xie Huaijin looked at her silly look, the corners of her lips were unsteady, and they bent silently.

She turned to look at the signal light.

Yue Xiaolou said, "I don't even know."

"do not know?"

"Okay... I know a little bit." Yue Xiaolou couldn't help being happy, and secretly drew a distance of half a centimeter with his fingers, "You have never said that you like me. How thick is it for me to have this idea?" face."

The closest they got to a confession was when Yue Xiaolou took the initiative to say, I like you.

Xie Huaijin hummed and said, then continue to like it.

Chapter 20 020

"what about now."

"Since I didn't say it at that time, I didn't say it was over when we separated. We...we are still together, right? For so many years, I really, never liked anyone else."

Yue Xiaolou said: "Can you also...say that you like me."

She finished speaking in one breath.The voice became smaller and smaller, and after finishing speaking in a low voice, he lowered his eyes.

Did not dare to look at her.

Her heart was pounding, she quietly put her hands behind her back, and pinched herself, trying to calm down.In case she refuses, how to get back, definitely think... think again...

think……

What do you want...

Yue Xiaolou was so nervous that he felt like he was in a vacuum, and there was a short blank space.

With his face down, Yue Xiaolou couldn't see Xie Huaijin's expression.

I just feel that the voice from the top of my head is very soft, not too gentle to be like her.Xie Huaijin seems to feel that emotions are too precious to be wasted at will, and usually speaks in a calm tone.

Rare tenderness.

"Xiaolou, we never started, and of course there is no so-called end."

Yue Xiaolou was shocked.

She tried not to cry, looked at her blankly through the film of tears, and looked into her dark eyes.In the next second, he forgot all the routines he had explored for many years, and suddenly stepped forward, reaching out to hug her.

Just a gut feeling.

"Then let's start now, shall we?"

The traffic lights behind me turned and turned.

The vehicle drove through the curves from time to time, the steel plate was up and down, and there were occasional horn sounds one after another.

There was a big difference in height between Yue Xiaolou and her, his face was buried in her collarbone, and his arms hugged her waist tightly.

"Anyway, I can't forget you. In this life, I will never forget you."

"Huaijin..."

"I will never let go," she hugged her, closed her eyes, and said softly, "I will never let go even if I die, and I will never let go again."

For a long time, Xie Huaijin paused for several seconds with her hands hanging in the air, but she still didn't push her away.

"I'm going on a business trip tomorrow, and I'll be back next Friday...let's talk about it when I come back."

That day until he got home, Yue Xiaolou was still immersed in a silly mood.

I took the car key to open the lock, but didn't get in for a long time.

"Hi," Yue Xiaolou sighed with a smile, changed the house key from his bag, and finally opened the door.

Sitting on the sofa, she raised her hand and rubbed her face, her face was a little stiff from smiling.

Xie Huaijin...

This woman, who is not procrastinating at all, said that she will wait until she comes back from a business trip next week. What do you mean?

Bright.

YES!the meaning of!

I couldn't bear to agree with it.

Yue Xiaolou embraced the pillow, his eyes and brows were smiling, his face stiffened.

High school.

After knowing that Xie Huaijin and himself were in the same time period of physical education class.

Yue Xiaolou put on a clean ponytail, wore a school uniform jacket on his upper body, and black sweatpants on his lower body, with wide white strips at the seams of standard loose sportswear.Standing gracefully in the line.

If it weren't for the recognizable face, the physical education teacher would not have recognized who she was.

"Student Yue Xiaolou has made great progress today."

The physical education teacher couldn't help but praise.He never praised students for wearing sweatpants in gym class, but once a rebellious child became obedient, he was undoubtedly more lovable than an already obedient child.

After finishing the warm-up exercise, it is time for free activities.

Huang Jiahao leaned over and looked at her attire, completely confused: "Don't you think the school uniform is so dusty that it should be thrown away long ago?"

"It's just thrown into the deepest part of the closet."

Yue Xiaolou lowered his head and looked at the small wrinkles on his side that could not be completely smoothed out, "If you really want to wear this dress, you have to send it to the dry cleaning first, and iron it well."

"..."

Huang Jiahao was speechless, "So, why do you want to wear it?"

Yue Xiaolou looked at Class [-]A, which was five meters away, and asked him, "Are there so many people in Class [-]A?"

"It seems that there are two or three classes." Huang Jiahao looked over and thought for a while, "The half of their physical education class in Pugao is to walk down and walk, change their minds, and then go back to continue writing the questions. It's just a breeze, you understand? "

Just let it go, so one physical education teacher is enough to manage two or three classes.

Yue Xiaolou narrowed his eyes, looked over, and found that Xu Ruoyao was also in the team, "Then why are there still sophomores?"

"The physical education teacher is leading the second year of high school, so let's mix it up with class."

When the club was on tour, she helped the drama club play a role, and met most of the members of the drama club.

Their president Xu Ruoyao insisted on pulling her into the club.Yue Xiaolou didn't want to agree at first, but later found out that she and Xie Huaijin had a good relationship, so she reluctantly agreed to make a guest appearance occasionally.

Yue Xiaolou felt a little sour for no reason when he saw that they could still attend physical education class together.

"Test the girls first, girls hurry to the starting line. Hurry up."

The physical education teacher blew the whistle, and the team separated automatically, and the students in the third year of high school and the boys in the second year of high school stood aside.The girls walked to the starting line in twos and threes, fast and slow.

Xie Huaijin held a bottle of mineral water in her hand, which she bought from a vending machine next to her.

She was chatting with the classmates next to her, her eyes casual.

Yue Xiaolou stared at her for a long time, thinking angrily, why, didn't she find herself?

Huang Jiahao followed her gaze, looked at the sophomore who started to measure 800 meters, and asked, "What shall we eat later? Canteen, or go out to eat."

"I'm too lazy to go, and I'm tired of eating."

"Then let's order takeaway? There are a lot of takeaway cards, what do you want to eat?"

Yue Xiaolou retracted his gaze faintly, lowered his eyes, and rubbed the grass on the green lawn in the middle of the playground with his toes.

"Jiaozi, help me get more vinegar."

After he had just said a few words, the sun that had been covered by the clouds appeared, and the light gradually fell, and the sky became brighter and brighter.On the light blue sky, there are not two white clouds hanging.

"It's so hot, it doesn't matter if it's not autumn, why is it getting hotter and hotter?"

"It's going to cool down next week."

Huang Jiahao didn't wear much at all, even a black long-sleeved sweater felt a little hot.

Yue Xiaolou took off his coat and held it in his hands.

The two classes are free activities, if she wants, she can go over to talk to Xie Huaijin.

But she doesn't.

Girls finished the 800 meters one after another.

Xu Ruoyao seemed to have very poor stamina and stamina. He started running very fast, but slowed down after half a lap, and was constantly overtaken.

On the last lap, Yue Xiaolou saw her good friends holding her hand, and they separated and secretly dragged her forward.

She finally finished running and sat down directly.

Then he was supported by two good friends, panting, ready to go to the vending machine next to him to buy drinks.

There was a circle of people around the vending machine.

"There is no water."

"There's been no water for a long time, and the boss didn't seem to come to restock at noon."

"Damn it," Xu Ruoyao panted, desperately pressing the button that showed sold out to vent his anger, "It's better to kill me. I'm really dying of thirst. I forced myself to drink iced Coke and survived."

"No way, let's go to the canteen after class."

"There's still a long time to go after class!!"

Xu Ruoyao snarled and turned his head, glanced at the crowd of high school seniors watching, and staggered away from his friends.

"Sister," she stretched out her hand, and said to Xie Huaijin pitifully, "I'm here to ask for water."

Before Xie Huaijin could speak, the girl next to her suddenly smiled: "Don't think about it, our Huaijin is a clean freak, and she never lends her cup to others."

"You can't just watch me die of thirst."

Xu Ruoyao was pitiful, holding his chin in his hand, acting cute.

Yue Xiaolou watched from a distance, pretending to be natural, but actually listened to their chat with ears pricked up.I thought, she has such a good relationship with Xu Ruoyao, even if she is a bit of a clean freak, she should still borrow it.

"Watching you die of thirst," who knows, Xie Huaijin weighed half of the bottle of water in his hand and said with a smile, "It should be quite fun."

"..."

The boy opposite Xie Huaijin suddenly laughed out loud, and said to Xu Ruoyao, "Sister, brother's hasn't been drunk yet, take it."

After a few seconds, a bottle of Coke was thrown over.

Xu Ruoyao received it with one hand, unscrewed the bottle cap, kept a long distance from the bottle mouth, stretched his neck like a boy, and took a few gulps.Choked until tears came out, and coughed a few times.

She screwed on the cap and threw it back: "Hero, thank you for saving my life!"

"Promise yourself?"

The boy took the Coke bottle, teased, and quickly asked a question.

"Oh!

"Well..." There was booing and laughter all around.

Yue Xiaolou also laughed.

The runway smelled of dust, but the sky was bright and sunny, and it felt a little spotless.Occasionally, a few wisps of cloud flakes flowed slowly, lining the faint golden edges, shining magnificently.

Yue Xiaolou lowered his head and suddenly saw a black line on the brick-red runway.

"Hey, why are there centipedes?"

She stepped back and followed the centipede to Xie Huaijin's side unconsciously.Huang Jiahao also followed her.

"Ah, there is a centipede!"

"It's disgusting, I'm most afraid of this kind of thing."

The girls soon realized that they moved away one after another, and Yue Xiaolou also made a scared expression to see Xie Huaijin's expression.

Xie Huaijin didn't intend to hide back.

As if she had just seen Yue Xiaolou, she smiled and asked, "You are also in PE class."

Yue Xiaolou thought to himself, I don't believe you saw me for real!

She had a perfect and obedient smile on her face, opened her mouth, and was just about to say something.

"Xie Huaijin, come here." The physical education teacher whistled next to her, waved with a notebook, and called her from a distance.

"Still blowing the whistle..."

Xie Huaijin said in a low voice helplessly: "Our teacher, it's time for us to learn how to count by ourselves."

Then walked over.

The girls around avoided the centipede and stared at it in a low voice.

"Xiaolou, the centipede is going to crawl to your place!" Huang Jiahao reminded her.

Yue Xiaolou: "..."

She oh, and looked down at the centipede at her feet.Lift your feet.

slap.

The shiny black centipede with the thickness of a thumb suddenly separated head to tail.In the middle of the body, clear juice flowed freely.

After stepping on it, she crushed it.

Huang Jiahao: "..."

The girls hiding behind: "..."

Everyone: "..."

Chapter 21 021

Later, Yue Xiaolou stuffed a few shopping cards into the dormitory manager and moved into Xie Huaijin's dormitory.

Xia Tian's tail has also passed away.

It was autumn, and Yue Xiaolou put away his summer clothes and changed into autumn clothes.In addition to all kinds of skirts, what she has the most is various sweaters.Hang them one by one and tuck them into a closet with little space.

Xie Huaijin had nothing to do, sat by the side and watched her tidy her clothes, and suddenly asked: "Those sweaters seem to look similar, do you like to buy the same brand?"

Yue Xiaolou was stunned for a moment, and the action of installing the clothes hanger was several beats slower.

Those sweaters are from a famous fashion brand that is very popular.To be honest, the appearance and ability are ordinary, no different from other clothes.At least Yue Xiaolou didn't think the clothes themselves were so pretty.

Because of the high price, all kinds of celebrities love to wear it.

Even if a sweater is several thousand RMB,