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The rest of the casual laborers on board, after the voyage, will find new employers and work elsewhere.So should the servant.

"Mr. Yi Lian, all the luggage has been packed. If you check everything is correct, we can go."

The servant said respectfully.

Yi Lian hummed and looked around.

Not long ago, there was still a lively scene on this ship, the nobles were laughing and laughing, and drinking and drinking were intertwined during the banquet.Now it is not popular at all, as if the cabin has lost its vitality with the disappearance of human beings.

Only the last few people were left on board.

The servant did not appear.

Yi Lian felt a burst of relief inexplicably, and he seemed to have an intuition in his heart, implying that everything was over for him.He no longer has to go against the grain and face his sincerity, and he won't have so many troubles.

Mr. Yi Lian nodded, stood up and tidied up his uncluttered suit, loosened the clothes slightly, and said in a low voice, "You can go back."

Just as he was about to walk out the door, Mr. Yi Lian stopped suddenly.

Gibran, who was standing behind him, almost hit his back. He supported the person in front with his hands and complained:

"What?"

Yi Lian turned her head and glanced at him: "...you go first.

"I forgot something."

After saying this, he ignored Gibran's words of "how do you go by yourself" behind him, and walked upstairs on his own.

That thing didn't really belong to Yi Lian, even if the servant forgot to tidy up and bring it, it was understandable.

But Yi Lian felt incredible.He almost forgot, forgot to get it back.No matter how you make excuses, you can't wash away the trouble in Yi Lian's heart.

Thinking of this, his footsteps became even more chaotic and flustered. When he approached the door of the library, he saw no one around, so he simply ran.

He was afraid that the library would be locked, and he was relieved after confirming that the door could be opened.

It can be said that the library in the cabin is all for arty.The books inside are old and outdated, and the thick tomes are just for the sake of looking good, but the content is not very interesting.The library is built in the innermost part of the top floor of the cabin, and no one usually comes here to read.

When he opened the door of the library, a musty smell hit his face.

Even Yi Lian herself has not been here for a long time.

When he first boarded the ship, he often came back here to read books because he was bored, but the quality of the books was too poor, so he bought books by himself and read them in the bedroom.

It's just that there is a book in the library, which he must take away.

Yi Lian walked into the damp room, and walked to the left of the room according to memory, but before he took two steps, he gradually stopped.

He saw the back of a person.

There was actually another person in the library.

Yi Lian's voice was very indifferent: "Why are you here?"

Eun was originally sitting at the table with his back bent, his clothes were dirty and he had picked up a lot of dust.When he heard the voice, he looked back, and the eyes that were originally dead, immediately showed supreme joy.

The joy was only for a moment, and he immediately lowered his head.

"I, I read a book..."

Yi Lian's heart skipped a beat.The moment he saw You En, he only felt flustered. In order to avoid too much communication with this person, Yi Lian stopped talking to him, and silently went to the bookshelf to look for books.

The lame servant, who hasn't seen him for so long, has been hiding in the library.

Did he know that everyone on board had left?

Just now, Yi Lian took a quick look at him, and knew that the servant had become very thin during this time.When he raised his eyes, his face became smaller, looking completely malnourished.

Mr. Yi Lian frowned, it's none of his business.

He began to look anxiously for the book.

However, the books in the library are not stacked in any order. Even if Mr. Yi Lian remembers the approximate location of the book, he can only flip through it one by one.The dust on the bookshelf flew up and landed gently on the nobleman's hair, and soon he became embarrassed.

Why can't I find...

Mr. Yi Lian's movements became faster and faster, and even made a louder noise. There was a book that was about the same thickness as the one he wanted. He thought he had finally found it, but when he took it out, it was not.

Yi Lian stuffed the book back in disappointment, but he used too much force and misaligned the direction, only heard a "click", and the book fell to the ground.

He bent down to pick up the book when he heard footsteps.

The voice was irregular, one heavy and one light, and a lame man came over.

Mr. Yi Lian clenched his fist.

"sorry Sorry……"

The servant came up and said a few words of apology first, his voice was soft as if he was about to disappear.After apologizing several times and keeping his head down all the time, You En also knew that the master didn't want to see him at all, but he still insisted and said: "But you are in a hurry to find something. If I can, I will help you... "

"..."

"There are not many people on board now," the servant said softly, "you can leave this dirty place as soon as you find it..."

"..."

Yi Lian stood up straight, looking down at the thin servant from above.

Then he repeated the question he had asked before:

"Why are you here?"

The servant said and shook his head: "I don't know. I'm leaving too."

The way he bowed his head like this suddenly overlapped with a picture in Yi Lian's memory, and the vague impression kept stimulating his nerves in Yi Lian's mind.

Yi Lian couldn't help frowning: "Have I met you before?"

two,

After hearing this, Eun raised his head slightly.

When he raised his head, Yi Lian saw his exposed collarbone.That kind of protruding look seems to pierce the skin, so thin.

It was precisely because of his thin appearance and his body was covered with dust that Yi Lian suddenly remembered it.

"Oh it's you."

Mr. Yi Lian whispered, lowered his eyes and glanced at him.

"Why didn't you say it before?"

Yoon shook his head.

That's when Yoon just got on the boat.He has a disability and doesn't like to talk, so he was quickly excluded by others.Every day he had to do a lot of extra work, often ending late at night.

Eun doesn't like living on a ship and has to find a job.During his lunch break, he often went to places where no one else went, such as this dilapidated library.

When he went in for the first time, there were already people inside.

Eun wanted to quit.He has self-knowledge, the place where the nobleman is is not something that people like him can enter.But the man said he didn't care and asked him to study with him.

Both of them, of course, read their own books.Mr. Yi Lian was very attentive in reading, and his concentration was very concentrated. He could concentrate on the books all afternoon, and he could finish reading a few books in no time.

The books he read are more profound.He would spend a week reading the heavy books in several large volumes in the library.When Yi Lian was studying, he wouldn't do anything else, and he didn't even pay attention to You En at all.

During that time he finished reading the most important books in the library.Eun also goes to the library to study when he is not working.Of course he can also read books, but he is not as exaggerated as Mr. Yi Lian, and most of the time he is doing something silently.

You En would hold up the book, and under the pretense of reading, secretly looked at the gentleman's face from the corner of his eye.

Mr. Yi Lian's eyes were filled with the past years.The kind of tenderness and elegance that are crushed in every possible way, and the sensitive and energetic feelings are shocking and moving.He seems to be full of pity and sympathy for everything, and no one will be indifferent to it.

However, soon Mr. Yi Lian fell ill.

There is too much dust in the library, Mr. Yi Lian probably has never been to such a dirty place.Because he inhaled too much dust without knowing it, he developed a high fever.

For a week or so, Eun did not see this noble man again.He also has no other acquaintances, and it is even more impossible to personally inquire about the nobleman, and he doesn't even know his name.Eun could only go to the library to look around every day when he was free, to see if that person came again.

He didn't see him again until a week later at the door of the library.

"I think you might be worried if you didn't see me. Of course, this is just my unilateral thought." Yi Lian's voice was very soft.His expression was cold, but his words were very gentle, "You don't have to wait for me anymore, you may be the only one who studies in the future. I rarely see servants working as hard as you, I hope you will work harder in the future and pay attention to your body. "

"However, you still have one book to read..."

"I will buy new books and read them in the dormitory. Thank you for your concern."

After finishing speaking, Mr. Yi Lian raised his hand and wiped the dust off You En's shoulders with a tissue.

His movements were very gentle, as if he was not treating a lame servant, but some precious porcelain.

Eun was a little dazed.

He couldn't help asking: "May I know your name?"

The man's eyes were warm and calm.

"Yi Lian."

Just after Yi Lian finished speaking, the servant's normal expression suddenly changed.

He seemed to have encountered something terrible, his teeth collided with each other and made a creaking sound, as if he was trying his best to endure it, even his eyes widened a lot.

Yoon trembled and said:

"You are Yi Lian, Yi Lian...it's you...hehe..."

That obedience to a servant was too strange, but Yi Lian didn't take what happened that day to heart.

Yi Lian didn't have a deep memory of the servant she had met in this library for less than a week.

He just vaguely remembered that the servant didn't seem to have received courtesy from others, so when he showed him a little bit of gentleness, he felt grateful from the bottom of his heart.

Even if Yilian didn't actually do anything special.

"So we've met before," Mr. Yi Lian murmured, "No wonder I felt familiar when I saw you for the first time."

You En lowered his head and said, "These are trivial things...it's okay even if you don't remember me. You don't have to take it to heart for a person like me."

"Ah, if it's just you, you must know where the book is," Yi Lian raised her spirits, "I couldn't find it anyway. It's been too long, I only remember the cover of the book, even the name. "

"Please speak."

"The one I didn't finish reading the last day," Mr. Yi Lian said softly, "I thought I could always buy the same book later, but I don't remember the name, and I haven't seen it until now. Do you remember that book?" book?"

You En seemed to be in some trouble, and after a long silence, he said, "Why did you find that book?"

Yi Lian was slightly taken aback when she heard this sentence: "One of my 'friends' quoted the words in the book."

"What is it?"

"..."

What the servant asked was really rude.Mr. Yi Lian frowned, and was about to refuse to answer when the servant said:

"Is the title 'Queerness?'"

After the servant finished speaking, Yi Lian's eyes widened suddenly, as if he was caught in pain. Just as he was about to say something, the servant rushed to answer:

"No wonder you can't find it! The book I just read is what you're looking for. The opening sentence is really impressive."