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"How can I ask for your things?"

"No excuses. Or, you don't want to live next to me?"

"...No, I am willing to protect you with my life." You En said.

"Then please accept it." Yi Lian said: "I know that you are willing to protect me with your life, but you are not willing to serve by my side. It is I who make things difficult for others."

You En opened his mouth, but finally walked out of the room without saying a word.

The manor finally regained its calm on the surface, and only Youn knew that Mr. Yi Lian had changed his attitude towards him.

Mr. Yi Lian treats him like an ordinary person.He no longer read books with him, and no longer said unnecessary words.

"Don't think too much." Whenever You En asked, Yi Lian always said this.

Sometimes, Eun could see Mr. Yi Lian sitting by the window, sighing softly.He probably didn't want to see Eun very much.

Eun tried his best to minimize his presence and become invisible behind his master.

Moreover, in the process of serving, Eun also found that Mr. Yi Lian was often distracted recently, and even looked at the teacup for a long time.

Eun didn't know what happened until one day, the housekeeper said that he would entertain a very respected guest.

"All the tableware has to be newly bought, and they are top-quality porcelain brought from France." The butler spoke with excitement, "There are a total of forty dishes, and the main course includes lobster in thin sauce, truffle omelette with smoke Fennel, spicy squab..."

The cook smiled and said, "What kind of guest needs to be prepared a week in advance?"

The housekeeper still kept a sense of mystery at the beginning, but in the end he couldn't help but boasted with pride, "It may be related to Mr. Yi Lian's marriage!"

There was an uproar among the servants: "Wow, I never heard that Mr. Yi Lian wants to get married."

"I don't know which lady it is."

The steward said: "The Duke's daughter, it is said that the dowry is..." He gestured a number, and the servant standing in front of him opened his mouth wide.

"so much!"

Eun, who was sitting by the side, stopped what he was doing.

He seems to know why Mr. Yi Lian often loses his mind recently.

Mr. Yi Lian once said that he can start a new relationship.It's just that Youn didn't expect that Mr. Yi Lian's new relationship refers to the princess.

...It really is the right match.

On the day when the guests came, Mr. Yi Lian got up early as usual and asked Eun to help him get dressed.

"What are you going to wear today?"

Yi Lian looked at the newspaper and said absent-mindedly: "You can just look at the selection."

"I want to see a distinguished guest today."

"Oh," Yi Lian seemed to have just thought of it, put down the newspaper in her hand, and said, "Yes, Daisy is coming....Then wear a low-necked dress. She doesn't care what I wear."

Eun thought for a while, and still found the most grand dress for the master.

"The butler is ready to show the guests the most honorable scene in the manor," Youn explained, "You should pay more attention to your clothes. After all, the person you want to meet is..."

Yi Lian looked at herself in the mirror.

Recently, he often seems to be in a trance, as if he is thinking about important issues.

Yi Lian let You En change clothes for herself, and after a while, she said, "I really don't like me recently. I am eager to change, and I want to change my way of life."

You En said: "Maybe you are too tired. If there is anything I can do, please tell me."

Mr. Yi Lian shook his head, but he couldn't say anything.He himself was confused as to what went wrong.

Miss Daisy's carriage stopped at the gate of the manor.All the tall male servants in the manor went out to greet him, and Mr. Yi Lian stood at the front.

Before such a solemn occasion, You En tactfully hid in the room.Even if Mr. Yi Lian didn't say anything, You En knew that the butler would not let him lose face in front of distinguished guests.

Eun lay down by the window, wanting to take a look at the young lady.Through the gap in the window, Eun vaguely saw a tall lady in a gorgeous dress.

Mr. Yi Lian opened the door for her with a smile, and the two kissed each other's cheeks.

When the masters entered the castle, Yoon couldn't see anything.After a while, Eun heard the laughter of noble people in the room. They danced and played the piano, sang and drank, and their laughter revealed their comfort.

You En fantasized about the highest reception scene that the butler said, the scene of drinking and drinking, it was as if a hole had leaked in his heart, and cold wind flowed out.

Mr. Yi Lian is noble, handsome and even rich.No matter what the conditions are, a lady is a high climber...

Eun is not good enough for him, and can only bring him pain.

Eun clenched his crippled fingers, as if holding the only support.

"At least I can go to sea with him." You En whispered.

Lady Daisy became the focus of discussion in the manor.According to the manservant who served that night, anyone who saw Miss Daisy's face would gasp.A beautiful appearance is not uncommon among nobles, but this young lady is obviously pampered and has an extraordinary bearing. At first glance, she is the noblewoman of a generation of lords.

"Miss Daisy is not only beautiful, but also knowledgeable and passionate about charity. She and Mr. Yi Lian are high school classmates and graduated from Eton Middle School. After graduating from university, she was admitted to Newcastle as a graduate student."

"That noble lady has always had a good impression of Mr. Yi Lian. It's just that Mr. Yi Lian didn't want to start a family a few years ago. Mr. Yi Lian must be planning to come to visit this time..."

"--Are you going to get married?"

When Eun was dressing Yi Lian, he suddenly spoke.Recently, he is often silent. If the master does not ask, he will not say a word, minimizing his sense of existence.

While looking at herself in the mirror, Yi Lian said, "I can't tell. Everyone is going to get married."

"Yes……"

"I've had a ridiculous life, and it's time to return to normal." Yi Lian said, "Daisy has been waiting for me for seven years, and wrote me hundreds of letters, but I never responded. Maybe at the end of the voyage Finally, I can give her the answer..."

"Miss Daisy has a noble status and is full of love for you..." You En knew that he couldn't continue: "Excuse me, I'm going to count the supplies for the voyage."

Yi Lian nodded, he tidied his clothes and said, "You are going to get married soon, why have you never seen you get ready? You don't even meet Emma."

You En said in a hoarse voice, "It's just that the poor get married."

"I can give you some money."

Eun lowered his head and said nothing.

But Yi Lian remembered that the servant contradicted him many times because he didn't want Yi Lian's money.This made Yi Lian very uncomfortable, he put down his hand, and said with a little guilt: "Sorry, I forgot for a while."

You En smiled: "I know your kindness."

Just as he was going downstairs, You En passed Mr. Yi Lian's studio.

The owner is creating a mysterious painting and doesn't want anyone to see it.On weekdays, the door of Yi Lian's studio is always closed.But now, the door of the studio is half closed, as if it was forgotten to close.

You En walked into the studio lightly.For Mr. Yi Lian's painting, the lighting in this room is excellent, as if all the secrets are exposed in the sunlight.

With its back to the window, stood a huge easel.On weekdays, Mr. Yi Lian painted with his back to the door, and immediately covered it with a black cloth after painting. No one knew what he was painting, and he never mentioned his paintings.

It's just that Eun is often in the studio with him, and when Mr. Yi Lian is painting, he will often look up at Eun's face.

……

Yoon's heart was beating fast.He walked over slowly.

He thought, give me another chance.If it's what I think, I'll...

When the black cloth was lifted, Eun stared at the painting under the cloth for a long, long time.Then he burst out laughing.

"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha……!"

It wasn't until the moment he saw the picture that You En realized how ridiculous he was and what he had misunderstood.

On the huge easel is a study by Mr. Yi Lian, imitating the famous painting "The Coronation of Santa Maria".The reason why Mr. Yi Lian looked up from time to time was not because You En was there, but because there was an authentic painting on the wall.

Yoon often sits in front of that painting.So he couldn't notice that the scenery Mr. Yi Lian saw was never him.But behind him, the wider world.

three,

"Look, the honorable personal servant in Mr. Yi Lian's manor," Ms. Rose sighed twice: "It's really luxuriant. Look at the dress you're wearing—how luxurious."

You En smiled, pretending not to understand the ridicule in her sentence, and said directly: "I'm going to sea tomorrow. This time, I want to give you some money."

After saying these words, You En fumbled from his pocket a few times, and took out all the broken money in his pocket several times.

Rose put the coins on the table one by one, looked at them carefully, counted and counted.

"Five pounds?" she said. "Why did you give me money? You don't owe me money."

You En smiled very frankly: "I only have such a little money, so don't dislike me. Everyone thinks I'm in the way, but you take me in and let me have enough food. There will be no chance to meet in the future, and I want to repay my kindness."

"You only earn five pounds from working in the huge castle? It seems that your master is really stingy." Rose said sarcastically, "You'd better keep it for yourself."

"Take it." You En sat in front of her and said, "I have no chance to use the money again."

"Something doesn't sound right."

You En said indifferently: "I want to go to sea with Mr. Yi Lian. There are also wages on the boat, and a lot of them. After getting off the boat, I will leave the manor."

Rose took a closer look at him and said, "I can tell that although sailing is dangerous, it won't kill anyone."

"I want to solve the trouble for the master." You En said softly.

"Oh, you said this." Ms. Rose picked a coin from the table: "You are a good person, I don't think you will always be unlucky. For example, during this voyage, you will encounter good things..."

Yoon was startled slightly, and then laughed.

He didn't take Rose's words seriously.

Eun feels that life will not get better, but will only get worse.He has an extreme personality, with the blood of persistence and recklessness.You En loves Mr. Yi Lian so much that he doesn't ask for anything in return, and he doesn't ask the other party to know. He just wants to die for his lover in a perfect way.

For Eun, the best ending for his unrequited love is to end before it begins.

The day of trading at sea has finally come.

Mr. Yi Lian is the owner of this voyage. He will sail far away to Western Europe. He is doing business in name. In fact, he brought a lot of free supplies and intends to do some charitable work.People on the pier ran around, and there were also family members who saw off and stood beside the boat.The servants who boarded the ship all had proud expressions, as if this luxurious ship not only represented Yi Lian's face, but also showed the dignity of the servant.

You En was busy packing up and preparing the supplies for the master's trip, when he was suddenly pushed from behind.

You En looked back and saw the comer clearly, he didn't dare to say anything, but just stood aside.

"I thought I saw a ghost." Mr. Gibran laughed angrily, took out a tissue and wiped his hands: "Why are you here?"

You En once thought that Mr. Gibran would also be on this ship.It's just that he didn't expect to meet so soon.

"I will accompany Mr. Yi Lian..."

"Damn it, damn it," Gibran was almost furious, "You dare to tease me, even [-] pounds can't stop you! You should be in a foreign country, or in that manor, so Yi Lian can never see you again!"