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Speaking of myself, it's not that I don't like Xie Ning, but there are many kinds of liking, and liking doesn't mean love.Forget it... Everyone understands these truths. After breaking up for a year and a half, I have not recovered half of my life, and now I am about to lose a friend... A friend of 19 years, gone?I don't do this kind of thing.I don't want to be so unlucky.

Bai Aoxue got up and went into the bathroom.After washing, I came out, bent down again, and put the slippers... neatly. "Hope everything goes well tomorrow..."

Another reason I can safely go to junior high reunions is that "she" won't come.Since the year before last, "she" stopped coming. At that time, we started to break up. When I didn't go for the first time, my classmates asked me why "she" didn't come. Come up." When I said this, my heart was bleeding.I asked me the second time, and I said, "She broke up with her ex-boyfriend, and she was too annoyed to come." At this time, there was no blood, and the dripping was water.This time it was easy, and no one probably asked.Ask again, and I'll say I don't know.There was no blood and no water in my heart.

So, when "she" suddenly appeared in front of me and started to say those words, my things, which had been sealed up with great difficulty... all began to fall out, in a mess, without a clue.My vacation, physical and mental, is over again.

4 o'clock in the afternoon on the sixth day.

More than a dozen students gathered at the entrance of the cash drawer. As before, they went in talking and laughing, sat down while talking and laughing, and started ordering songs...

Xie Ning sat next to me, and has been beside me since the moment he came in.Don't talk, tell others, just don't talk to me.Just walk by and sit by.I really wanted to laugh at that time. Xie Ning, who has always been mature and decent, now looks like a child who is angry with you. He talks and laughs with other people, but he doesn’t say a whole word to me. .All the communication is the eyes, I will look at her, and when the eyes meet, she will avoid, or occasionally look at you, and then move to the person next to you, chatting with them...

There were a dozen or so people in the ktv, and within 5 minutes, the atmosphere became lively, eating, singing, making noise... I took advantage of the chaos and nudged Xie Ning with my elbow.

"What?" He said coldly.

——bb.All beginnings are hard.truth. ... "The room is too noisy, go out with me to get some food." I didn't dare to look into her eyes, and told her with wandering eyes...Xie Ning's eyes, when firm, don't make you flustered, but guilty.Although guilty, I still said it, and she got up and came out with me.The two of them, one in front of the other, walked towards the food supply place.

The tone of the cash drawer is warm.It should be said that the tone of all ktv is warm.Different colors of the same warm color system are distributed in different perspectives in your field of vision, lights, walls, doors and windows... Knives, forks, tableware... This is a place to relax and vent, but I started to get nervous.

Picked up the food and didn't go back.Find a place and sit down.

"What do you want to say to me? Or don't you want to?" Xie Ning started to drink water and asked me.Fork in hand and food in tray.

"...Can we be friends?" I don't even know why I feel guilty.

"Yes. Unless I can't get you." She might as well not have said the second half of the sentence... When I heard "Yes", I was very happy.After hearing the second half of the sentence, I was desperate again.

"..." I always feel that since Xie Ning told me that he likes me, his whole person seems to have changed, including his tone of voice.Not with anyone else, just with me, more than twice as tough...

"It's been so long, you still can't forget her, right?" Xie Ning put down the things in his hand, sat up straight and looked at me.

I flicked her eyes... away.I feel... very passive.But think about it... I shouldn't be passive. I should be happy when someone likes me. Or, if the other party is not Xie Ning, I will be happy. Maybe I can really try... But she is Xie Ning.I have loved once, and I know what is needed in this love. This is not just a matter of two people's mutual affection. I have to be responsible for loving her. If it is someone else, we can hide it from our parents, we can't hide it, we can make trouble , can resist, can fight for a result... But if it is Xie Ning's parents, what do you want me to do?Let's not say that Xie Ning's family knows what will happen in the future, just Xie Ning's mother, knowing that her daughter has homosexual tendencies (I still don't want to believe that Xie Ning is les), is not crazy.Because I said "Okay, I'll date you." It made their chickens jump over the wall... Just my words are the beginning of irresponsibility.

When thinking about this, I didn't look at Xie Ning.

"You still can't forget her, right?" Xie Ning asked me again before I realized it.Actually, I didn't think about "her" just now.

"?" I looked up at her.Also avoid the eyes. "You know she's..." I did wonder.

"You think I'm stupid, guess who it is." Xie Ning's expression was angry.

That's right...the three of them are all from the same junior high school...how could they not know.

"I..." I didn't know what to say at this moment.

"I know what you're worried about." Xie Ning suddenly lowered his head and spoke to the ground, his voice suddenly became very quiet... "I know, I'm afraid we won't be able to get together in the end, right? I'm afraid we will break up after falling in love Right, I'm afraid...I'm afraid that the family will turn upside down if they find out, right?"

In the past ten seconds, all I could hear were the words "fear" and "really"...

"When you and her were in good company, were you afraid of this?" She raised her head again, and there were... tears in her eyes.

I was really intimidated.

"If you weren't afraid of this when you were with her, you shouldn't be afraid now. Right?"

From this moment on, I didn't avoid her eyes anymore... It's not that I didn't want to hide, it was because I was fixed on her eyes. I watched those tears pooled together and overflowed my eyes. , flowed into a line, and slid to the ground... "Looking at your good...you are so good...you are so gluey, so sweet...do you know how I got here..."

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