Girls Wearing JACK JONES

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My tears are tm so disappointing.I waved my hand to say no.Then into the toilet.Of course, she wasn't allowed to see it.

I always feel like a dream.From 7 o'clock to 9 o'clock, and then do it by the hour, every hour or so, wake up.Because of Xie Ning's text messages, starting at 9 o'clock, one message came every hour.She is afraid that I will dream of the past, and I am also afraid.When it comes to Xie Ning's text messages, I just find it funny. Before 7 o'clock, I was still in the taxi, and she told me, "I will go home to eat and take a walk with my parents first, and I will send you a text message at 9 o'clock, and I must return to me within 3 minutes, otherwise I will call at night." Here you are." I sweated.Then I asked, "Why will I get back to you within 3 minutes?" She said, "I'm afraid you will do something you shouldn't do, so as to prevent you from regretting it." I sweated again, and then asked: "If you are worried, why do you have to let her live with me?" Here." She said, "I've endured it for so many years, and I don't care about one more night. Rather than letting her stay in a hotel and make you think about her all night, it's better to let her talk face to face with you. "

After eating takeaway, Xie Ning texted him to arrive on time: "Have you eaten yet?"

"Hmm." Just one word back, 15 seconds is enough.

"What to eat?"

"takeout."

"Oh. No need to go back."

If it's gone, then... "She" went to take a shower while I watched TV.

I think, if I were Xie Ning, I wouldn't be able to do this.Thinking of the time when Ma Xiaoshi was with "her", he felt like going crazy.The work in hand cannot be stopped, as long as there is room to breathe, I will definitely think about what they are doing, how good they are, and whether "she" still has me in her heart... But Xie Ning can actually, Can accommodate the next stay.For me, I can't do it.I was only forced to accept the facts, but I never took the initiative to tolerate anything.

It's almost 10 o'clock.The delusions continued.I'm not deliberately avoiding anything, and I don't want to avoid it. "She" is in the room, only a few meters away from me, somewhere in the room.As long as you don't think about what happened in the past year and a half, you can pretend that none of it happened. At this moment, she is behind a wall, and I am sitting here waiting for her to come out. Back to the past.This year and a half seems to be able to be cut completely.Of course, I know this is an illusion... If the illusion continues, when she comes out of the bathroom in a while, I should wrap her body in a bath towel, fight and push her down on the bed... Hearing the sound of the bathroom water stopping, Hear the voice of the text message on the mobile phone:

"It's time to go to bed. You can talk, but you are not allowed to share the bed."... I can imagine whether Xie Ning can smash the phone when he presses these words.sweat.

I know, my current state is also very strange.I took "her" home to stay overnight, and obeyed Xie Ning's words.I did what Xie Ning said, or agreed to let Xie Ning help me stay awake, and I also obeyed Xie Ning's arrangement... Tonight, I am so directly facing two feelings at the same time, does this count as stepping on two boats? ?Thinking about this... After almost 3 minutes, I broke out in a cold sweat: "No. I slept on the sofa."

"Ah."

Nothing happened again. ....

she came out.

"The hair dryer is in the bedroom, don't catch a cold." After speaking, I got up and went into the toilet.Pass by, try not to look.

The conversation, of course, is in the bedroom.You can't just sit in the living room with two people in danger. In emotional negotiations, the topic can be serious, but the form can't be serious.This is what Yuening taught me.

Walking into the bedroom, she was already sitting on the bed, wearing my t-shirt, covered with a quilt, her hands wrapped around her knees.The hair is still s-hi, wait for me to come in.How many times I gritted my teeth and wanted to forget this face, but in the end it still became a reason to cry.Of course, it stopped flowing later.People always change.

"Dry my hair again..." She looked at me.The tone...was quite calm.

I didn't say anything, took the hair dryer, turned it on, and dried her hair.I am willing to fall into the illusion, even if it is only for one night, just this one night.

Later, both of them sat on the bed.She asked me a lot, for example, when did Xie Ning start chasing me?I said I'm not sure, maybe in the last month.She confessed first?I said yes.Startled?I said yes.Will you accept it?I said I don't know.do you hate meI thought about it... I hated it before, but I don't feel it now.Is it working well?I said it was good, busy, but fulfilling.I shouldn't have hit you last time, and I knew it later.I said nothing.Can... forgive me?

I said... I didn't seem to say anything.I looked at my watch, there are still 20 minutes, it's 11 o'clock...

She holds my hand.sudden.A very comfortable feeling spread from the palm of the hand to the body. "I'm sorry. I don't ask you to give me a chance to regret it. In a year and a half, we have all changed. It's just..." She turned her face away, "...you say I'm selfish or shameless, I'm still I want to keep you. Even if it’s good to be friends.”

"It's okay to be friends."

People always make mistakes, because we are human.It doesn't matter whether you admit it or not, correct it or not. If you don't care anymore, there is no need for it. It is necessary for her to admit it or correct it.If you still care, just accept it. As for the future, let's talk about it.I didn't even think that... After she finished speaking, I actually thought so in my heart... A year and a half ago, a year ago, or half a year ago, what was I thinking?Thinking about when she will leave him and come back, apologize to me, tell me that she still loves me, even if she tells me that she wants to keep me... I will accept it, I will start again, even if I don't know what the result will be, I will Give yourself a chance to start over.

But now... I finally know that I, too, have changed.It's just that I didn't realize it myself.

"...um. Be friends."

I know it's irresponsible for me to say this.But I didn't want to see her cry, so I said yes right away.At this moment, the words that were buried in my heart before, what I wanted to say to her, what I wanted to tell her, what I wanted to cry for her, and what I wanted to scold her, all disappeared.Drown in this sentence.Still such an irresponsible sentence.I wanted to cry too, but the tears didn't flow.

Later, when it came to other things, it was still the same as before, talking about everything... I really wanted to just keep talking like this... It would be nice to talk until dawn.