The awkward me and the rational she

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Gu Yi walked beside me, slowly telling me about the process of the retest tomorrow, and things that need to be paid attention to.Her voice is so gentle, like a clear river flowing with warm water.

Ah, I really want to get close.

I really want her to stick to my ear, repeat what I just said, twice, three times...

I want to hold her hand.Or take her arm.

I watched the opportunity out of the corner of my eye, but couldn't make a move.

I've been hearing about a simple logic lately.If you like it, go after it, if you hate it, block it, if you miss it, get in touch, and if you want to see it, make an appointment.

This kind of logic will always arouse my impulse to take a step forward regardless of the consequences. If I were still in high school, I might really take the step.

But it's not high school anymore.We are all adults now.Regardless of whether I take one step forward or take two steps back than Guyi, even if she is willing to come to me, we come together, and then? How long will we be together? Will we be strangers after we break up? It's the last thing I want to face.And if we want to stay together for the rest of our lives, how can she explain to her parents? How can I explain to my parents? Besides, there are many practical issues to consider, and these troubles are all caused by my own selfishness. Imagine how guilty I would be.

Oh, it turns out that "there is a heart but no guts" is sometimes describing a helpless situation.

After thinking about it, he walked into the gate of the community.Guyi stopped suddenly, I looked at her, followed her gaze, and found a person standing up in the gazebo.

She came to us.She has straight black hair and long black legs, wearing black high-heeled shoes and stepping through the circles of light scattered on the ground by street lamps.

I believe she is Yunduo.She looked at Guyi with a strong smile, seven parts euphoric and three parts shy.Gu Yi also looked at her with no expression, very surprised.

It was Gu Yi who spoke first: "How do you know I'm here?"

Yun Duo said: "I saw your new delivery address on Taobao, you won't be angry, right? For the sake of me flying all the way here to give you a birthday present?"

She smiled and handed over a beautiful box with a transparent cover. You can see that there is a set of super gorgeous doll clothes inside. The European-style court wind tutu skirt with folded gauze looks like low-key luxury at first glance, and even Corresponding wigs and shoes and socks are also matched.

In an instant, I decided to hide the set of ancient baby clothes I wanted to give to Guyi.Only now have I deeply realized what it means to be dwarfed by comparison.

Gu Yi didn't mean to reach out to accept the gift at all, but turned to me and said, "Go up first."

I can only agree, although I'd love to know what happens next.Yunduo kept looking at me with playful eyes. I didn't know what she meant, and I didn't want to engage in the kind of plot where I had to pass by, so I avoided her and walked over.

Yun Duo flew here specially to give a birthday present, she... is she here to find Gu Yi for reconciliation?

...Will Gu Yi agree?

I was suddenly very flustered, so I quickly went home and lay down on the window to watch the situation below.

Guyi still accepted her gift.

Why didn't you accept it just now? Could it be that I got in the way?

For a moment I didn't want to watch it anymore.

I walked back to my room, closed the door, and lay down on the bed.

Suddenly I felt so ridiculous! It's none of my business whether they get along well or not.Who is Gu Yi to me? Who am I to her? Why do I act cautiously all day? Why do I think so much? Is it worth it? Is it meaningful?

At this time, my phone rang, and I caught a glimpse of my mother calling. Although I didn't want to answer the phone at the moment, if I didn't answer, my mother might be worried that something happened to me.

So I answered anyway: "Hey, Mom."

"Hey, baby, are you off work? Are you home yet? Hey, I said you might as well go home and live, what's so good about renting a house by yourself."

I haven't told her about the postgraduate entrance examination, so she always thought that I was still a person with a job.

"Oh, haven't we discussed this matter!" I was a little impatient.

She ignored my impatience, and continued with joy in her tone: "Okay, okay, mom told you, tomorrow isn't Saturday, are you going to be on duty?"

"Oh, tomorrow... It's my turn to be on duty tomorrow! I have to be on duty."

Mom was still very happy and said, "Ah, that's just right!"

Nani? Just what?

She continued: "Xiao Zhang said that he has two premiere tickets for that movie, just the movie you like, ouch, I forgot the name, just go and see it with him!"

Xiao Zhang is the uncle of one of my mother’s students. He sends his nephew to class every week. I often see him when I’m at home during winter and summer vacations.Because of his handsome appearance and good job, my mother has always liked him, and she often said good things about him to me.

I was helpless and said, "Hey, mom, you are really relieved, let me and a man go to the premiere in the middle of the night?"

My mother said: "I sent you home after reading it, what's the matter! Mom is an open-minded person."

I was happy and said: "Hey, tell me how enlightened you are first?"

"Okay, then I will take it as if you agreed. I will ask Xiao Zhang to pick you up at your company at six o'clock tomorrow afternoon."

I was anxious: "Hey hey! I didn't agree!"

My mother was upset, and said: "You are at this age, and you still don't try to meet young people. Are you going to find someone to marry you when you are old? It is best to have children before the age of 28!"

I was shocked: "Oh my God! Are you thinking about having a baby now?"

"It means to make you hurry up, not to give birth now! You don't want to see Xiao Zhang, do you have other candidates?"

……

My mother saw that I was silent, so she said: "No, right? Xiao Zhang is a nice person, just watch a movie and have a meal, young people go out to have fun, it's not a blind date! If you want to do this again, I will really give it to you." Blind date arranged!"

……I'm speechless.

"You Yang!" You actually called me by my full name, it's true...

I had no choice but to agree: "Okay, okay, just play together, not a blind date, I'm going this time, please don't arrange other blind dates for me."

My mother smiled happily and said: "Okay, good girl, remember to dress up tomorrow!"

……

Oh, how clever and ironic.Yun Duo came to look for Guyi, I want to see Xiao Zhang.The person I miss and I have our own destination after all.

The door rang, and Gu Yi came back.

I heard her turn on the light, change her shoes, come over, knock on my door lightly, and gently ask me if I slept.

I didn't answer her.

After a few seconds, she left.

☆、Trouble in the examination room

Tossed and turned all night, eyes closed and sleepless.

I just fell asleep when it was dawn... It seemed that I just closed my eyes and was woken up by Gu Yi's knock on the door.

In response to her, I opened my eyes and looked at the alarm clock with difficulty, and suddenly woke up! It was already 45:08! The written test started at 30:[-]! I quickly got up, rushed out to wash, brushed my teeth and rejoiced last night Did not change clothes.

When I was washing my face, I heard Guyi say at the door that she was going out first, I said yes, but I was very disappointed in my heart.Obviously we are all going to the academy today, why don't we go together? Could it be that she isn't going to the academy today? Speaking of which... Yunduo? When I saw her last night, it was already past nine or ten. I thought Gu Yi I will bring her back to live, but she doesn't seem to come up. Could it be that she lives elsewhere? Wouldn't she just go back? If she goes back, does it mean that they haven't reconciled... It doesn't have to be...

Ah, it's so annoying, the exam is coming soon, what am I thinking about!

I hurriedly packed up and went out, switching the walking speed to the runaway mode! After walking a few steps, I saw Guyi get off a taxi and beckon me to go over.