oozing star
Chapter 49
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Becoming more and more selfish? No, just plain indifference.
Be careful not to get emotional about anything fleeting, or you'll be sad.
I lost it over and over again, and then took the trouble to give all my enthusiasm again, thinking that this could dilute the past, but it became more and more chaotic.
Only the lost things will be recalled over and over again, to regret, and to want to cherish.
Even if Floria is different from those students, even if she has the courage to propose to me... Isn't the final outcome also a peaceful rest in the grave?
Because I foresee the ending prematurely, I can't indulge in the illusory beauty of the moment.
Could it be that the only way to love someone is to engrave them as memories in my heart? Why not when their lives are alive...why?
As if wanting to confirm her true thoughts, Xingji turned Floria around, slowly approached her, saw the deep love in her eyes and a slight dodge, and kissed her gently.Floria's pupils shrank for a moment, and then her eyes became very lonely.
After a while, Xing Ji parted their lips.There was no sense of rejection, but there was no emotion in her heart. She tidied up the loose blond hair for the other party, said good night softly, and left.
……
"Time is passing, and nothing will be changed by a kiss.
Perhaps in the teacher's heart, there has always been an insurmountable gully lying there. I don't know what it is, I just know that I can't help.
But if the teacher feels that maintaining such a relationship will make her feel better, then I will follow her opinion.After all, for me, as long as she is always by my side is enough.
Now recalling those things, I can laugh and cry.Feeling happy, but really sad.
I feel that she loves me, but I feel that she doesn't care about me.
I felt guilty and complained to her.
Ashamed of her own powerlessness, complaining about her fraternity.
She may have read all my eyes, she understands all the emotions inside.I know very well that this will not have a good ending, I know better than anyone...
The saddest thing is that I have said I love you countless times, but the other party is unwilling to understand the meaning. "
When Xingji once again saw the familiar characters on the back of a notebook about the Star God Art handed down from the hands of a royal princess, she could no longer remember how long Floria had been away. up.
In the end, what she left for herself was nothing more than a new tomb in the royal cemetery.
After that, a lot of things happened, because there was still a problem in the God Realm, the reincarnation failed this time.
But even though the wish was not fulfilled, Xihua still agreed to take over the position of Star God.Xingji was still feeling emotional at the time, knowing that even if the reincarnation failed, the star god could succeed in passing on the throne, what is the point of guarding that reincarnation for so long.
It really doesn't have any special meaning. Maybe Xing Ji lives in this world, and many things are meaningless to her, including the fact that she is still the Pope of the Star God Sect.
The princess left with the notebook, and Xing Ji could find the shadow of Floria in her eyes.This is no longer known how many students she has.
Seeing the brilliance of the magic lamp on the table flickering to imitate the candlelight, she could even recall the time when Floria sat beside her and seriously drew the galaxy circle.
She still remembered that a little vampire once frowned at the magic lamp and said to her, Sirie, don't let it flicker back and forth, no matter how much you imitate candlelight, it won't make people feel warmth.
She remembered that the little vampire was called Platinum Lancer.Platinum Lancer Shirika.
Looking at it, she gradually became fascinated. She remembered that Platinum Lancer liked to make a mess of the simulated starry sky, played with the big black parasol that she gave her, and liked to come and bite her directly when she was hungry. her neck...and the vaguely fishy-sweet aroma on her body.
aroma?
Xing Ji raised his head suspiciously, and felt a certain familiar breath passing by just now.
"Didn't you say you want to find my soul? Xi Lei, you big liar." The sweet voice that matched the fragrance was familiar yet unfamiliar.
Sirent woke up suddenly, the magic lamp on the table was still flashing, and her mind was a little confused... Was it a dream?
Platinum ... Platinum Lancer ... yes, you are no longer here.
The author has something to say:
Silent's real name is Xing Ji, silent star (Silent Starr), she was originally called Silente, but because of Zhuoyan's accent, she pronounced the "Sai" in her name as "Xi". ", in order to miss this person, after Xingji, people called her "Sirente".In the previous chapter, when she re-introduced herself, it was not that she changed her name again because she had erased all the memories about Zhuoyan before, and she didn't remember the name "Sirente".
This setting was mentioned in the chapter Bloodstained Rose. How many people didn’t pay attention??!! (Here’s a real name diss to some idiot who thought that Sirente wanted to start again before changing his name.)
Then in the middle of writing the article, I sent it to this little fool. She said that she suddenly remembered the phrase "When I hugged you from behind, what I expected was her face", and then when I wrote the second half of the article, my mind was full of "What you can't get is always in turmoil."
The song Red Rose is really good.From words to tunes.
Chapter 33 Soul Lakeside (End)
Platinum Lancer once asked Xi Hua, why are your eyes red like the blood race?
Maybe it was because she heard from somewhere that the person in the photo frame on Xingji's bed was his sister, so she was so curious.
Platinum Lancer's original intention was probably just to know more about the Wing Clan whose eyes seemed to blend into the rising sun.
Curious what kind of person can make Xi Lei so persistent.
Xihua replied like this at the time: The advancement of history has always been stained with blood, and our winged galaxy lineage does not have the power that can be predicted by relying on Xingzi.If you see too much with your own eyes, you will be stained red over time.
Platinum Lancer was stunned for a long time after listening.
It seems to make sense, but also seems to be nonsense.
In the end, she even forgot what she wanted to ask.
When it comes to pupil color, there is one more thing:
Every time Xingji communicated with the star gods in the human world, he would have a short period of blindness, losing the kernels and whites of his eyes, and his eyes were full of golden starlight.
It happened that Platinum Lancer happened to see her like this that day.The little vampire was startled at first, and then ran over immediately, looking into Xingji's eyes with panic all over his face: "Xi...Xi Lei, what's wrong with your eyes!"
It was just a short-term blindness after communicating with the gods, Xing Ji didn't understand why she was so panicked.Maybe it's because she looks terrible like this, even though she herself has never seen what she looks like in this state.
After a brief explanation, Platinum Lancer said that he would stay by her side and take care of her every step of the way.
Xingji was very helpless, but she couldn't help it.
It's not that she can't take care of herself after being blind, she can handle it by herself, and having one more person by her side would add to the confusion.
But if she wants to stay, so be it.
What Xingji didn't know was that during that time, Platinum Lancer thought that it would be great if Xi Lei could not see her all the time, so that she could always be relied on, and she would never be able to leave me.
I feel uneasy when facing Xi Lei.Platinum Lancer sometimes even has some extreme ideas to eliminate that anxiety, such as the one mentioned above.
When facing Xi Lei, there is always a feeling of being taken care of.Maybe it's because of age. After knowing Xingji's real age, Platinum Lancer will always look childish in front of her.
Becoming more and more selfish? No, just plain indifference.
Be careful not to get emotional about anything fleeting, or you'll be sad.
I lost it over and over again, and then took the trouble to give all my enthusiasm again, thinking that this could dilute the past, but it became more and more chaotic.
Only the lost things will be recalled over and over again, to regret, and to want to cherish.
Even if Floria is different from those students, even if she has the courage to propose to me... Isn't the final outcome also a peaceful rest in the grave?
Because I foresee the ending prematurely, I can't indulge in the illusory beauty of the moment.
Could it be that the only way to love someone is to engrave them as memories in my heart? Why not when their lives are alive...why?
As if wanting to confirm her true thoughts, Xingji turned Floria around, slowly approached her, saw the deep love in her eyes and a slight dodge, and kissed her gently.Floria's pupils shrank for a moment, and then her eyes became very lonely.
After a while, Xing Ji parted their lips.There was no sense of rejection, but there was no emotion in her heart. She tidied up the loose blond hair for the other party, said good night softly, and left.
……
"Time is passing, and nothing will be changed by a kiss.
Perhaps in the teacher's heart, there has always been an insurmountable gully lying there. I don't know what it is, I just know that I can't help.
But if the teacher feels that maintaining such a relationship will make her feel better, then I will follow her opinion.After all, for me, as long as she is always by my side is enough.
Now recalling those things, I can laugh and cry.Feeling happy, but really sad.
I feel that she loves me, but I feel that she doesn't care about me.
I felt guilty and complained to her.
Ashamed of her own powerlessness, complaining about her fraternity.
She may have read all my eyes, she understands all the emotions inside.I know very well that this will not have a good ending, I know better than anyone...
The saddest thing is that I have said I love you countless times, but the other party is unwilling to understand the meaning. "
When Xingji once again saw the familiar characters on the back of a notebook about the Star God Art handed down from the hands of a royal princess, she could no longer remember how long Floria had been away. up.
In the end, what she left for herself was nothing more than a new tomb in the royal cemetery.
After that, a lot of things happened, because there was still a problem in the God Realm, the reincarnation failed this time.
But even though the wish was not fulfilled, Xihua still agreed to take over the position of Star God.Xingji was still feeling emotional at the time, knowing that even if the reincarnation failed, the star god could succeed in passing on the throne, what is the point of guarding that reincarnation for so long.
It really doesn't have any special meaning. Maybe Xing Ji lives in this world, and many things are meaningless to her, including the fact that she is still the Pope of the Star God Sect.
The princess left with the notebook, and Xing Ji could find the shadow of Floria in her eyes.This is no longer known how many students she has.
Seeing the brilliance of the magic lamp on the table flickering to imitate the candlelight, she could even recall the time when Floria sat beside her and seriously drew the galaxy circle.
She still remembered that a little vampire once frowned at the magic lamp and said to her, Sirie, don't let it flicker back and forth, no matter how much you imitate candlelight, it won't make people feel warmth.
She remembered that the little vampire was called Platinum Lancer.Platinum Lancer Shirika.
Looking at it, she gradually became fascinated. She remembered that Platinum Lancer liked to make a mess of the simulated starry sky, played with the big black parasol that she gave her, and liked to come and bite her directly when she was hungry. her neck...and the vaguely fishy-sweet aroma on her body.
aroma?
Xing Ji raised his head suspiciously, and felt a certain familiar breath passing by just now.
"Didn't you say you want to find my soul? Xi Lei, you big liar." The sweet voice that matched the fragrance was familiar yet unfamiliar.
Sirent woke up suddenly, the magic lamp on the table was still flashing, and her mind was a little confused... Was it a dream?
Platinum ... Platinum Lancer ... yes, you are no longer here.
The author has something to say:
Silent's real name is Xing Ji, silent star (Silent Starr), she was originally called Silente, but because of Zhuoyan's accent, she pronounced the "Sai" in her name as "Xi". ", in order to miss this person, after Xingji, people called her "Sirente".In the previous chapter, when she re-introduced herself, it was not that she changed her name again because she had erased all the memories about Zhuoyan before, and she didn't remember the name "Sirente".
This setting was mentioned in the chapter Bloodstained Rose. How many people didn’t pay attention??!! (Here’s a real name diss to some idiot who thought that Sirente wanted to start again before changing his name.)
Then in the middle of writing the article, I sent it to this little fool. She said that she suddenly remembered the phrase "When I hugged you from behind, what I expected was her face", and then when I wrote the second half of the article, my mind was full of "What you can't get is always in turmoil."
The song Red Rose is really good.From words to tunes.
Chapter 33 Soul Lakeside (End)
Platinum Lancer once asked Xi Hua, why are your eyes red like the blood race?
Maybe it was because she heard from somewhere that the person in the photo frame on Xingji's bed was his sister, so she was so curious.
Platinum Lancer's original intention was probably just to know more about the Wing Clan whose eyes seemed to blend into the rising sun.
Curious what kind of person can make Xi Lei so persistent.
Xihua replied like this at the time: The advancement of history has always been stained with blood, and our winged galaxy lineage does not have the power that can be predicted by relying on Xingzi.If you see too much with your own eyes, you will be stained red over time.
Platinum Lancer was stunned for a long time after listening.
It seems to make sense, but also seems to be nonsense.
In the end, she even forgot what she wanted to ask.
When it comes to pupil color, there is one more thing:
Every time Xingji communicated with the star gods in the human world, he would have a short period of blindness, losing the kernels and whites of his eyes, and his eyes were full of golden starlight.
It happened that Platinum Lancer happened to see her like this that day.The little vampire was startled at first, and then ran over immediately, looking into Xingji's eyes with panic all over his face: "Xi...Xi Lei, what's wrong with your eyes!"
It was just a short-term blindness after communicating with the gods, Xing Ji didn't understand why she was so panicked.Maybe it's because she looks terrible like this, even though she herself has never seen what she looks like in this state.
After a brief explanation, Platinum Lancer said that he would stay by her side and take care of her every step of the way.
Xingji was very helpless, but she couldn't help it.
It's not that she can't take care of herself after being blind, she can handle it by herself, and having one more person by her side would add to the confusion.
But if she wants to stay, so be it.
What Xingji didn't know was that during that time, Platinum Lancer thought that it would be great if Xi Lei could not see her all the time, so that she could always be relied on, and she would never be able to leave me.
I feel uneasy when facing Xi Lei.Platinum Lancer sometimes even has some extreme ideas to eliminate that anxiety, such as the one mentioned above.
When facing Xi Lei, there is always a feeling of being taken care of.Maybe it's because of age. After knowing Xingji's real age, Platinum Lancer will always look childish in front of her.
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