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To be honest, the identity of Hao Mei is very embarrassing. The queen mother only has a name like a burden in the harem, but she has no status or power.Hao Mei is free to take a walk in the imperial garden, such a thing is fine, please ask a gentleman to come to the palace to teach her.Would this be too conspicuous?

Will Zhu Nianci be unhappy? Will Bai Longnv think she has too many things to do?

There were thousands of worries in Hao Mei's heart, and when they gathered together, she almost extinguished the flame in her heart.

Hao Mei thought to herself, is it possible that in this life, there is really no destiny for Bai Longnv? Could it be that, just like this, with the one she loves, she is close at hand but far away in the world?

Hao Mei changed her posture and sat down, thinking to herself, she can't just give in.This is her life, and it doesn't make sense for her to live for the sake of other people's feelings.Hao Mei pondered, she had never been attracted to a man in several lifetimes, maybe she just liked women.She doesn't like other girls, they always like to speak ill of Hao Mei behind Hao Mei's ass, Hao Mei doesn't like these people.

Bailongnu is the best person in the world, kind and beautiful. The more Hao Mei spends with her, the more she understands how good this person is and how worthy of love.Hao Mei loved her and was loved by Bai Longnv, so she didn't want others to take away her seat next to Bai Longnv.

Not only does she want to be with Bai Longnu forever, she also wants to be husband and wife with her forever.

To be honest, it's a bit miserable for Bai Longnu to have a girlfriend like her.She is not like other girls who just talk about loving others for life and life, but she is different, she is doing it in earnest.Think about it, no matter how much you like someone, being together for the rest of your life is enough, there is no need to tie the other person to yourself for the rest of your life.Indeed, when you are in a relationship, you will have the desire to monopolize the other party, but you also have to consider the other party's thoughts, don't you think?

Fortunately, Bai Longnv has only fallen in love with Hao Mei in her lifetime, and she herself doesn't think there is anything wrong with it, she thinks it is very good.

Hao Mei had a thought in her mind, that is to let go of her self-esteem, and she was going to ask the emperor and her son to arrange a husband for herself.

She has to figure it out.Think about it, she is a queen mother who relies on her own son to survive, and she has to depend on her son for everything she does in the harem.The palace where I lived for decades was moved out as soon as I said I moved out. The room was dark, and I was not allowed to light a lamp.Can she create a teacher for herself under such conditions?

That must be impossible.So she had to beg Zhu Nianci, maybe Zhu Nianci just wanted her to beg in a humble manner?

Thinking of this, Hao Mei sighed, she did feel guilty towards Zhu Nianci in her heart, but she had done her best.The older Zhu Nianci grew, the less he could guess what was in his mind.When he was young, Hao Mei took him to the Queen's place every morning to pay her respects. Seeing the envy in his eyes for Bai Longnu, she made up her mind to give him to Bai Longnu.

Hao Mei has nothing in the harem, only Zhu Nianci's son can talk to her.By giving him to Bai Longnv, Hao Mei is saying that she has ruined her life to fulfill Zhu Nianci's dream.

How reluctant was she back then? But she didn't want to make Zhu Nianci feel bad, and she didn't want to make Zhu Nianci unhappy.So I am willing to feel uncomfortable and unhappy.

She hopes that her child can understand her painstaking efforts, but also hopes that he does not have to understand.Originally, she didn't intend to get any reward from Zhu Nianci for doing these things. She didn't want her children to be filial to her, she hoped that her children could love her.It is the best thing for children to know the difficulties of their parents, to be able to understand and love their parents.

As the sky gradually darkened, the palace people finally lit up the lamps, and the palace finally brightened up.Hao Mei asked them to bring herself a picture book, she flipped through a few pages to pass the time.

Hao Mei's life is very boring. She raises birds and cats like a concubine in the harem, and she can't read or write to pass the time.

Her small picture album was bought for her when Zhu Xuan was there. It comes in a box and is as big as a palm.

She has a lot of boring time, so many picture albums, the books are almost ruined.

Picked up a copy today, Hao Mei opened it casually.On the small picture book are paintings, and below are a few simple sentences describing the plot.Isn’t Hao Mei illiterate? Zhu Xuan told her that when Hao Mei memorizes such messy things, her brain is very good, and she can immediately remember which picture tells what story and what the people in which picture are doing.

On the opened page, a beautiful woman is holding a hydrangea in her hand on the colorful building.Hao Mei didn't even need to read the words below to know that this was the young lady asking for a marriage.

She glanced down casually, suddenly frightened.

She knows the words!

I don't know if the audience friends have ever had such a dream. In the dream, you dreamed that you suddenly knew a skill.For example, suddenly you can solve math problems, and suddenly you can speak English.You can do it in the dream, but when you wake up from the dream, you can’t.

Hao Mei once had a dream that she could read and write suddenly, but when she woke up, she found that she still couldn't.That's why I thought that the experience I had learned was in a dream, and I still couldn't read and write.

Hao Mei was a little surprised, and wrote below: "On a certain day in a certain year, the third lady of Wang Xiangguo's mansion went to the Cailou, and was going to throw a hydrangea ball to find her own husband. She made an appointment with her father, and she took a fancy to it. Whoever throws the hydrangea to him, this man is her husband."

Hao Mei was a little surprised and couldn't believe it. She quickly turned over and continued to read the words below.

Her hands trembled a little, and she flipped through many pages at once.

Here it is written: "Xue Pinggui disguised himself and molested Wang Baochuan on Wujiapo to test her loyalty. After some testing, Wang Baochuan was indeed chaste. Xue Pinggui revealed his identity and the husband and wife were reunited."

Hao Mei was almost ecstatic in her heart now, what's going on? She can read and write?

She licked her lips, stood up by herself, and walked to the study.There are many old books of Zhu Xuan kept there, Hao Mei wants to go there to see if she really knows how to read!

Chapter 30 Discovery

Zhu Xuan basically lived with her in her previous life, so Hao Mei, who is illiterate, still has such a thing as a study.

In Zhu Xuan's study room, there are many messy books, the reason is very simple, Hao Sinian is not a person who likes to read serious books.

Hao Sinian likes to giggle and flip through idle books while eating snacks.

When Hao Mei was young, she often saw Hao Sinian busy for a day, and excitedly brought back a book borrowed from a friend, knocking melon seeds under the lamp to tell her the stories in the book.

Hao Sinian's face had a different kind of beauty under the lamplight. When he was telling stories, he was in high spirits, and sometimes he would spit when he was too excited.Beauty doesn't know how to spit, Hao Mei always laughs at him for being dirty and embarrassing.But Hao Mei still laughs when she thinks about it now.

Hao Mei picked out a basic "The Analects of Confucius" from Zhu Xuan's book, she took it out, but didn't open it right away.

She held the book in her hand and silently prayed that she could really read.

She begged and made a vow to the gods in the sky, if she really could read and write, she would sacrifice to the heavens, and there would be no less money for three animals and six animals.

She opened it carefully.

She turned it over casually, and it said: "Zi said, isn't it a joy to learn and practice it from time to time?"

Hao Mei shook her hand, and the book fell from her hand.

There were not many palace people in her palace, Hao Mei's knees softened and she knelt down, no one heard such a big movement.

She sat on the ground, looking at the page of the book in front of her, tears almost came out of her eyes.

God bless, she actually experienced those things, not a dream.

In fact, Hao Mei always felt that what she experienced before was just a dream.You think, if you just hit a tree, you will return to your original time and space.Then, do you suspect that the things you experienced are fake, made up by yourself?

Hao Mei didn't take what she had experienced before seriously at all, her parents were still alive, Hao Sinian was even going to become a queen, and she herself had a happy love with Bai Longnv, her happiness was like a dream.