I want to lie to my child again

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"I can't eat anything." Xia Xiangwan pursed his lips and said in a low voice.

The silence in the room was melted away by her words, but under Shen Si's quiet gaze, it seemed to heal a little bit. Xia Xiangwan was a little restless, and stole a glance at Shen Si from time to time, I want to find some clues from her expression.

Shen Si did this on purpose, so as not to make Xia Xiangwan feel oppressed, maybe she would never listen to what she said.Seeing that Xia Xiangwan was really nervous, she said slowly, "I just brought you here for a stroll, you haven't been here for a long time, right?"

Naturally, it has been a long time, so long that it can be completely forgotten when no one mentions it.

"Why did you bring me here?" Xia Xiangwan asked after a long time.

"I want to know if there is a hurdle you can't overcome? What was your motivation at the beginning? Is it simply an attachment that stays in your heart? Are you really unwilling to marry me at all? "Shen Si threw out several questions in a row, and she didn't expect Xia Xiangwan to answer at all. After taking a breath of relief, she continued, "I know your anxiety, but I told you more than once, My marriage with you is voluntary, why don't you believe me? If it is useless to say once or twice, then I will say a hundred times, a thousand times. If it is just for life, why should I marry you? No one can force Come on, I'm sorry that you didn't feel the slightest romance from me, because of my temperament, in the past, now, and in the future, it's hard for me to act innocently like a seventeen or eighteen-year-old teenager. "

"sorry, I----"

"You don't have to apologize to me, I don't mean to blame you." Shen Si blinked, and she stared at Xia Xiangwan with a flustered expression, "Love is not a necessity in my life, as long as there is a little embellishment Yes, what I need is responsibility and life. I can wait for you to slowly take up the responsibility and learn how to be a partner and a mother, but there must be a deadline? Of course, the first thing I need is your answer, Are you willing to take up your responsibility? Or go back to Wancheng?"

Xia Xiangwan didn't expect Shen Si to say such words to her, he had mixed feelings for a while, and didn't know how to reply Shen Si, so he hesitated for a long time and only said "I".Do you like Shen Si? The answer is yes.So is there any objection to this marriage? Naturally, there is no.So why is she messing around? Because of that ridiculous sense of security and self-esteem? "I--"

Shen Si interrupted Xia Xiangwan's words, with a gentle smile on her face, she said: "You don't need to give me the answer in a hurry, I hope you think it through carefully, because I won't give you any chance to go back on your word later gone."

Xia Xiangwan realized that Shen Si was serious. In the past, she only took Shen Si's words as deaf ears, and lived in her own paranoid state. While resisting, she couldn't help approaching, all kinds of contradictions made her She developed a complex evasion mentality.But looking into Shen Si's eyes now, she couldn't tell any jokes she used to make jokes, she just nodded heavily and said: "Okay." She knew that no matter what decision she made, Shen Si would always put her behind her back. To solve the troubles, she doesn't need to have any worries, she just needs to listen to the voice deep in her heart.

Chapter 22 022

Responsibility is not a matter of one person. When raising her hopes to Xia Xiangwan, Shen Si did the same to himself.She has never experienced feelings, and she doesn't even know how two people should live together. The only role model is her parents - the model of an old married couple. There are occasional quarrels, but in the end they live a stable life.She knew that her appearance had an immeasurable impact on Xia Xiangwan's life. Before she went to Wancheng, she had no idea that this would happen. She broke into Xia Xiangwan's life with a powerful attitude Even if we strive for fairness, many things are already unfair.

It is rare for Shen Si to be distracted at work. The pen that was spinning at the fingertips fell on the table, making a clacking sound. Ta Kong took a look at his watch and simply put down all his work. , went downstairs to the garage and drove to the elementary school.It was just after school time, big hands holding small hands in the surging crowd, Shen Si watched Xia Luansheng bouncing out with his schoolbag on his back, hesitated for a moment at the school gate, then lowered his head, not knowing what he was thinking.When she was walking towards Xia Luansheng, she saw Xia Xiangwan coming out of nowhere at a glance. She was looking around, looking for the child in the crowded crowd.

"Ms. Xia!" Xia Luan gave birth to a child's voice loud enough.

A soft smile appeared on Shen Si's face, and she quickly walked towards the mother and daughter.

"It's a holiday today, so Ms. Xia and Teacher Shen came together." Xia Xiangwan blinked.

Xia Xiangwan pursed his lips and looked at Shen Si without saying a word.

"Yes." Shen Si nodded with a smile, and greeted the driver who brought Xia Xiangwan, and she drove the big and small to the restaurant.They seldom appear in restaurants together, and Xia Xiangwan went to a foreign country after getting married.Xia Luansheng was happy, dancing and talking about the interesting things she met in school, pausing from time to time to wait for Shen Si and Xia Xiangwan's agreement, and finally, she asked again, "Ms. Xia still wants to fly away?"

Xia Xiangwan was stunned, she lowered her eyes, and said in a low voice: "Yes, don't forget me when you are born." After half a year of studying, she couldn't see the results. She was lucky to follow a master. How could he become a teacher in just one year? After saying this sentence, Xia Xiangwan glanced at Shen Si again, seeing a warm smile on her face, and a trace of unknown emotion emerged in her heart.She already has the answer, but there are one question after another coexisting with the answer. If she has fulfilled her responsibility and fulfilled her duty, then what about her Shen Si? Could it be that she is just asking herself unilaterally? ? That's too domineering.

Because of Xia Luansheng's existence, the atmosphere was not solemn, and Xia Xiangwan followed Shen Si slowly back to the room until he coaxed her to sleep at night.

"I'm sorry for causing you trouble." Shen Si blocked Xia Xiangwan's words as soon as he opened his mouth.It was an accident that she appeared in Wancheng, she could have walked away as if nothing had happened, but she couldn't, she couldn't just watch Xia Xiangwan's mother and daughter outside.What if she didn't go to Wancheng in the first place? Such a thought appeared in her mind, but it was quickly suppressed by her.The last thing to think about is if----

Xia Xiangwan accepted this apology, she took a deep breath, sat on the edge of the bed, clasped her hands folded on her knees, looked up at Shen Si standing with her hands folded, and asked, "Where are you?" While you ask me, shouldn't you also fulfill that responsibility?"

Shen Si smiled, she nodded and said: "Yes. Actually, in this respect, you and I are both beginners, and I'm not much better than you, so don't be nervous."

Xia Xiangwan added: "It may take a long time for me to study with Master Tonys."

Shen Si responded: "From the very beginning, I was ready to be separated for three to five years. I knew before that you would never make video contact with me because you were angry with me, but in the next time, please let me see you Well, that's the only way I can rest assured. If I have time, I will bring Shengsheng to you."

"I've been away for such a long time, will you find true love? If so, I--" Xia Xiangwan couldn't help but have this kind of doubt in her heart. Before she could finish her sentence, Shen Si's finger Pressing his lips, staring blankly at Shen Si's suddenly serious expression, the second half of the sentence shattered and dissipated in his mind.

Shen Si knelt down on the ground, took Xia Xiangwan's hand, and left a serious and pious kiss on the back of her hand. Her face was solemn, as if the host asked her wishes at a wedding. She didn't want to grow old with Xia Xiangwan, the look on her face when she answered."Please trust me," she said.