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After finally finishing the grilled pork chop rice in small bites, Hongyu mustered up the courage to look up, only to find that Xinyu didn't even move his chopsticks, and the beef hor fun soup had become cold and a bit mushy.

Hongyu stared blankly at the unsatisfactory food. After a while, he came back to his senses. He raised his eyes to meet the red eyes, but he couldn't say anything anymore.

Love that is no longer passionate is similar to the bowl of noodle soup in front of you. It is such a mess that people can no longer arouse their interest.

Seeing that Hong Yu was full, Xin Yu picked up her handbag and got up, and Hong Yu followed her to the cash register at the door to check out. Xin Yu's face was pale, and Hong Yu concealed it with indifference.

Out of the restaurant, Xin Yu walked forward quickly, Hong Yu followed closely behind, and when she reached the empty corner of the big square, Xin Yu finally stopped, turned her head to look at Hong Yu, and waited quietly for Hong Yu to come back. Yu said what he had just said.

This incident was caused by her, and she had to accept the anger and punishment from Hongyu, even breaking up.

Thinking of this, Xin Yu's eyes turned red again. She couldn't imagine what would happen after breaking up with this person. She liked Hongyu for so long, and he was still unwilling to give up after struggling for so long. She got it after fighting for it. Happiness, she is unwilling to let go like this, but now things are out of her control, the feeling of losing control scares her, the deep sense of powerlessness has kept her awake at night, and her whole body is haggard.

Hong Yu carefully watched the change of Xin Yu's expression, when Xin Yu's tears were about to fall out of her eyes, she gently stroked Xin Yu's face, and said softly: "Don't think about it, I just haven't thought about it yet. "

"Have you thought about anything yet?" Xin Yu asked in a nasal voice.

Hong Yu sighed deeply, turned away to look at the tall buildings in the distance, the blazing noon sun made her squint her eyes, and said after a long time: "I haven't figured out how we should spend our lives together."

"Hong Yu!" Xin Yu grabbed her hand in a panic. Hong Yu immediately turned his face and pressed her shoulder comfortingly. Wrong, and I am not wrong, in the final analysis, those things have passed, and now I am not the same as before."

"But those, the old me, are still me, those pasts made me who I am today."

Xin Yu frowned and listened carefully.

"I told you before that I can feel your defense towards me. Defense is an expression of distrust." Seeing that Xin Yu wanted to explain, Hong Yu signaled her to let herself finish. After Xin Yu nodded, she said: "The ex-girlfriend incident made me less trustworthy, so I will be very sensitive to these emotions. I understand that as a person who loves me, you will care about and be jealous of my past, but I can't always live worrying about you. , or your family, or even your friends, feel that they are going to settle old scores at any time, although I know you are powerless to stop other people's gossip."

After hearing Hongyu's words, Xinyu felt that there was no longer any hope between them.

"Xinyu, people who can't trust others are very lonely. Before I fell in love with you, I was alone for a long time. In the lonely and long night, I couldn't fall asleep. The silence was scary, and I filled it up crazily. Fill your own time with ball games, alcohol, sweet flesh, anything that can make time go faster."

"I thought I had tasted the taste of loneliness in this life. It turns out that there is another kind of loneliness in this world, which makes people feel even more lonely."

Chapter 35 Chapter 35

"I thought I had tasted the taste of loneliness in this life. It turns out that there is another kind of loneliness in this world, which makes people feel even more lonely."

Xin Yu couldn't understand Hong Yu's words.

Looking into the distance again, Hong Yu said after a long time: "Loving someone who cannot respond to your love is more lonely than being alone."

"I love you." Xin Yu said softly, "Hong Yu, I love you."

"I know." Hong Yu nodded and said, seeing that Xin Yu was even more confused, Hong Yu said: "But there is a grievance in your heart. When I try to get close to you, I can feel it. Deep down in your heart, you are still on guard." Me, you can't respond to my love well, and when I feel this, I can't respond to your love in order to protect myself, I made a wrong step, and we have reached the predicament we are today."

"These days I have been thinking about what happened when we tried to be together three months ago, our respective thoughts, feelings, positions and even retreat, but there is no right or wrong in love, only love or not love." Hong Yu's eyes were strong Pain looked at Xin Yu and said softly: "I think we all need some time to think calmly and think clearly about how we should spend our lives together. I still love you, Xin Yu, I still love you very much."

Xin Yu closed her eyes lightly and nodded. She understood what Hongyu wanted to express. They must each find a way to let go of the past and move forward to the future together. The quarrels and arguments of the past.

Easier said than done, on the second night of Hongyu's return from cold Japan, a beautiful woman blinded by "belated anger" was welcomed at home.

For what Hong Yu said, Xin Yu disagreed with some parts, and the cause of the whole incident revolved around Ms. Wang's past? Why did she still act like a victim? There was a raging fire in her heart, and with the encouragement of a few glasses of strong wine, she couldn't help but come to the door to argue.

"Wang Hongyu, you bastard!" The drunk woman couldn't even stand still, but she still rushed forward and raised her arms to beat the bad guy who made her sleepless, her voice full of grievances: "You bastard..."

Never thought that the calm and self-retaining Xin Yu would lose control like this. Hong Yu was so distressed that he hugged him tightly and brought him into the house, coaxing him softly: "Well, I'm a bastard, Wang Hongyu is a big bastard."

"Why do I want to hold you in my hand and love you dearly, but you always want to run away..." Xinyu leaned on Hongyu's shoulder and muttered vaguely. Shouted: "Wow woof you bastard!"

Before Hong Yu could react, Xin Yu took a step forward to hold Hong Yu's face, and kissed him hard.

Hongyu hugged her soft but powerless body, and responded fiercely to the person who made her think like crazy. After a while, she let go of Xinyu. In Hongyu's arms, he kept saying, "Hongyu, I love you, I really love you..."

"I know. Be good, okay? Sleep okay? Just fall asleep." Hong Yu coaxed softly.

"I want to sleep with you." Xin Yu smiled suddenly, a bit treacherous, she had never seen Hong Yu like this before, she was a little interested, so she said: "The kind of sleep that undresses, You have slept with many women like this...I am angry...very angry! Wang Hongyu, you bastard! You bastard...why do you sleep with others...why..."

Clearly feeling a deep cut in the heart, Hong Yu raised his head to look at the ceiling, held back the tears after a long time, and took him to the bed with all his strength, after tidying her up, he went to see that she fell asleep comfortably guest room.

The next day, Xin Yu woke up from Hong Yu's touch.She was a little puzzled at first, and then she quietly recalled what happened last night. She was drunk, but she didn't drink the fragments. After remembering what she said, she quickly sat up, hugged Hongyu tightly, and said in a low voice: "I'm sorry. , Hong Yu is sorry."

"It's okay." Hong Yu smiled sadly, and said in a low voice, "You're angry, you just said something out of your mouth, I understand."

The faint smile made Xin Yu's heart shrink, and the severe pain made her unable to breathe.

The room fell silent, and Hongyu looked at her for a long time before saying, "It's only six o'clock in the morning, you can go on to sleep, I wake you up to tell you that I'm going back to Malaysia today, in case you won't see anyone when you wake up." I'm thinking wildly, that's why I woke you up."

"Why rush back?" Xin Yu asked nervously.