Retrograde

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It wasn't until this moment that Qin Jueheng really realized that the person she had always thought was held in her hand had already possessed the ability to influence people's hearts from a certain inconspicuous moment.

Qin Jueheng felt a sharp headache.She reached out and slammed the window shut, forcing herself to calm down.

After thinking rationally for a while, she finally realized too late that Zhao Jili was indeed guiding herself consciously, regardless of behavior or state of mind.

She must have thought she was easy to fool, easy to coax.Qin Jueheng watched the segmented video, and realized that the conflicts at that time were nothing but expected scenes directed by Zhao Jili.

She always has countless ways to annoy people.

----But in the end there are always countless ways to make people happy.

Qin Jueheng was in a trance, thinking about it uncertainly, and only after a while did he bring his attention back to the screen.

All of this is indisputable, Qin Jueheng knew what he would do when he was angry, and he fully remembered what he had done when he was extremely angry.Zhao Jili couldn't be more shrewd to grasp the handle of his irritability, and single-handedly pushed this mistake to the extreme.

Qin Jueheng focused his gaze on a long list of date names in the attachment, glanced quickly with a cold face, and then clicked on the upper part of the sequence. The scenes are all from the past that is still clear in his memory, and it is also Qin Jueheng. Jueheng has been a familiar conflict these days.

The processes of these conflicts are all the same.Everything was just a conversation at first, but at a certain moment, this conversation would become extremely unpleasant because of Zhao Jili's attitude, and then there would be familiar disputes.

After the dispute, occasionally, because of Zhao Jili's deliberate provocation, there will be an overwhelming sexual relationship with no obvious force.

The picture is silent, which means that apart from the two of them, no one else can know the cause of the dispute, but anyone who sees it can see how Qin Jueheng made a move first during a conversation, And how did he suppress Zhao Jili with a method that was close to using violence.

No matter what the premise is throughout the whole process, it is clear who is right and who is wrong.This is Zhao Jili's cleverness, but also her cunning.

"..." Qin Jueheng watched in silence for a moment, until he saw Zhao Jili's hands holding Zhao Jili on the table in the picture, and finally he silently covered his eye sockets, closed his eyes and slowly fell down on the side of the table.

It wasn't until this moment that she finally realized clearly and at a loss how in these days when she thought she was becoming more and more stable, how the people she tried to please were always scheming against her, and how they tried their best to deceive, guide and take advantage of her. look at yourself.

Qin Jueheng endured the discomfort, his vision blurred by the faint tears slowly looked down, and after seeing the day at the bottom, he finally couldn't help but bit his lip and closed the screen.

She finally realized that although all this happened too suddenly for her, for Zhao Jili, it was always step by step.

When did such calculations start, Qin Jueheng had no idea.It was not until he saw the bottom date with his own eyes that Qin Jueheng finally lost even the last bit of hope.

How many years ago was that? Five years, or maybe six years, and Zhao Jili was only 15 years old at that time.

Qin Jueheng covered his face, his hopeless and confused thoughts finally overwhelmed his reason at this moment.

All the future that was expected and hoped for has become a naive fantasy.The snake, which had been held in its arms for many years and whose fangs were sharp enough, finally took its first bite after recovering.

Maybe she really doesn't love me.Through the misty tears, Qin Jueheng said that the reality fell on the lighthouse in the distance outside the window.

The lighthouse is not lit, and everything around is dim.

----It turns out that from so early in the past, she has longed and looked forward to being able to leave herself.And for this moment, she lied to herself for many years.

The author has something to say: Ah, it’s getting late before I know it, so...good evening! Long time no see!

Ah...By the way, this volume is still a flashback(?), the beginning of the volume is Zhao Jili's first year of running away so _(:3」∠)_

So let’s go through the memory part, it’s time for Mr. Qin to pack up and prepare to chase his wife across the ocean (oh hoo

Zhao Jili (suspicious): Don't chase me, you don't deserve it.

A certain mother (chest raised): Yes! She is not worthy! I am super worthy, the cutest in the world, this is cute, think about it! (/////)

Mr. Qin (suspicious): Shameless.

A certain stepmother (clenching fists): What are you talking about? That one over there! It’s outrageous! It must be dealt with! (As for how to deal with it, I’ll leave it to my son!

Chapter 39

When you are discouraged, all choices and endings become irrelevant.

Qin Jueheng had never faced Zhao Jili's true thoughts so clearly, and she even finally realized that she might never have really understood what Zhao Jili was thinking.

----What exactly is she thinking? Qin Jueheng may have made various guesses in the past. Through Zhao Jili's soft side, her frequent indifference and occasional eyes, Qin Jueheng thought he understood it completely. Zhao Jili's every flash of thought and thought.

But for now, it's all starting to get confusing.

----She may really not love me.

Now that we have come to this ending, when we look back, there will be no light left in our memory. Qin Jueheng thinks about it, no matter which scene is full of unpleasant memories.Unpleasant, abnormal, and hopeless memories.

Give up? She looked at the faint sky light reflected on the distant river, and raised her hand again to cover her eyes wearily.

At this moment, she finally realized clearly how she had been treated by the person she had tried her best to keep and please.

Facts dragged the once high-hanging dream to the ground, everything seemed to be a heavy blow, a moment of numbness was followed by whistling pain.

The pain was so clear and intense that she couldn't help but finally put aside everything she had insisted on and that she would never let go.

----If she doesn't love me, if she will never love me, what's the point of all this?

Even if they keep her again, what kind of expression and mentality should they use to face each other in the long days to come?

Everything became meaningless and without answers, Qin Jueheng lowered his eyelashes, silently but vigorously wiped away the mottled tears on the table.

Let it go, in this case, let it go.

.

"……Ok."

"Huh? What does 'huh' mean? Does it mean you have no objection? Mr. Qin, did you really hear what I just said, and don't you want to refute at all?"

"No."

Qin Jueheng raised his eyes expressionlessly and glanced at Zhao Jili who was across the table, but with just one glance, he immediately staggered his gaze, searched around outside the window, and finally landed on an inconspicuous tree.

The two were silent for a moment, and Qin Jueheng finally continued to speak slowly.

"I have no opinion."

"Severing the adoption relationship, yes. Compensation, yes. From now on, I won't interfere with your life, yes." At this point, she retracted her gaze, sighed slightly, and looked at Zhao Jili.

"You can do whatever you want. You can withdraw the lawsuit if you want, or you can continue to sue me." Qin Jueheng said many "yes" in one breath, and finally stopped here.She pursed her lips, and let go of the cup she was holding tightly in her hand, her knuckles turned faintly white for a moment.

The two were sitting in a coffee shop in the city center, and outside the window was the commercial street with people coming and going.Countless pedestrians passed by in a hurry or leisurely, and no one cared what the two women in the window were talking about.

"It's great if you can think like this, what a simple ending." Zhao Jili was silent for a moment, and finally laughed, his slender eyelashes trembled, and there was a tiny gleam in his eyes: "---I withdraw the lawsuit."

Qin Jueheng didn't care whether Zhao Jili withdrew the lawsuit or not, nor did she care what kind of compensation she wanted.It took her a few seconds to adjust her breathing before she spoke again: "Yes."