If, only love (GL)

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"Wow? You already have a boyfriend? I don't know who is so powerful, who can bear the iceberg of our big beauty Xia? Can you bring it out for me to meet?"

"She is a very lovely person, the person I love the most in my life." My answer made her very satisfied.She rubbed her arm and said it was numb, then leaned her head on Liu Siyang's shoulder.

"Yiyi, Siyang and I plan to get married at the beginning of next month. Although same-sex marriage is not allowed in China, it is still possible to hold a simple wedding. At that time, I will only invite some people who have a better relationship. You are me. Best friend, I hope that when the time comes, you will be my bridesmaid, okay?"

She grabbed my hand and said, I shouted loudly in my heart not to, but my throat seemed to be blocked by something and I couldn't speak.They are going to get married. This sentence hovered in my head like a nightmare. I admit that at this moment, my soul is out of my body, and I have no sanity.

"Okay." I said this, and then I found a reason to leave first.

I got in the car, stepped on the accelerator and drove home.I can't stand this kind of torture anymore, I want to vent, I want to shout out loudly, cry out.I could feel my body trembling violently, and even the steering wheel was soaked in the sweat from my hands.

When I finally got home, I stumbled into the room, opened the wine cabinet and poured it into my mouth bottle by bottle.Whether it's white wine or red wine, I just know that I need them now.

He fell down on the bed, his head hurting from the book beside the bed.However, the pain in the body is never as good as one ten-thousandth of the pain in the heart.I curled up on the bed, drinking, crying, and looking at myself in the opposite mirror.The long black hair covered half of the face, but exposed the red eyes that were crying.I grinned an ugly smile, even I looked down on myself.

"Xiao Yue..." I murmured her name, as if I wanted to engrave her name in my soul.

Maybe, God is pitying me, but her face really appeared in front of my eyes.

She was like that night, pressing on me tightly.While kissing my cheek and lips, she took off my clothes slightly rudely.

I know that she regarded me as Liu Siyang, but the selfishness and longing of human beings made me not stop her.

She was obviously drunk tonight, that person must have broken her heart, that's why she drank so much because she doesn't know how to drink. "I want you." She said to me like this, I didn't say anything, just put my arms around her neck.Kiss with light mint aroma spread all over my body, and I was held in her palm like a treasure.

When the body was penetrated, I shed tears,

Not because of pain, but too excited, happy.

I know that I have become her woman, even though what she thinks, reads, and thinks in her heart is not me.

Waves of intense pleasure poured in, I bit my wrist and forced myself to swallow the moans that were about to burst out.Because I keep my sanity, I know that this is a student dormitory and it is not safe.

Feeling those two slender fingers shuttle and collide with my most vulnerable and sensitive parts, I tightly clutched the bed sheet under me, refusing to let go.Finally, after the most violent blow, I reached the first time in my life.

But she, like a tireless child, refused to leave my body, and entered again.

☆、Chapter 6

That night, I don't know how many times I was entered, let alone how many times I arrived.It's just that when I woke up the next morning, I looked at the water-stained bed sheets and blushed.And there was still a pool of maroon marks on it.I know, that's the proof that I became her woman.

There is bitterness in my heart, but more of it is no regrets and sweetness.Even though I feel sorry for Liu Siyang for doing this, I still became the third party between them.However, I will not tell anyone what happened last night, it will always be a secret of mine alone.It will be deeply hidden in my heart, and accompany me to grow old, die, rotten, and finally evaporate.

Before Zuo Yue woke up, I hurriedly got dressed.Gently, without waking her up, he removed the bed sheets and hid them in the closet.However, no matter how lightly my movements were, it still alarmed her.

"Hmm...my head hurts. Siyang, I want to drink water." The first thing she said when she woke up was to find Liu Siyang.Even though it wasn't my name, I still poured water and handed it to her. "Yiyi!? Why are you?" She asked in surprise, apparently forgetting what happened that night.For such a result, I have known it for a long time, and I think this is the best result. 6/9 First Page Previous Page 456789 Next Page Last Page

However, hearing her say such words with my own ears still makes me feel a little uncomfortable.

Although I have never been a traditional woman, but the first time for me, it is not so casual.When I realized that I fell in love with Zuo Yue, who was also a woman, I didn't have the idea of ​​giving myself to her.However, as the love for her became deeper and deeper, the longing in his heart grew bigger and bigger like a snowball.

I once regretted that I didn't express my heart to her earlier, because I blindly escaped and let her belong to someone else.

Everything last night was as sweet and beautiful as honey.Even the pain of breaking the body is so happy.I know that this precious first time, for Zuo Yue, can only be an outrageous spring dream.But for me, it is a wonderful time in my life that can no longer be replaced.

Just because, in this life, I will never be loved by her like that again.And she will never kiss me, caress me, enter me, or even say she loves me so passionately.

The consequences of a hangover are nothing more than dizziness and weakness.I sat up with my tired body, and the first thing I saw was myself in the floor-to-ceiling mirror next to me.The suit jacket she wore yesterday was still on her body, and the bed was full of empty wine bottles and wine stains, as dirty as a doghouse.

Sitting up, feeling the wetness between my legs, I smiled helplessly in my heart, and at the same time took off my clothes and the pair of underwear that were obviously still stained with some transparent liquid, and went into the bathroom.The body is contained and accepted by the hot water.I pinched Taiyang Xue with both hands, trying to make the headache less severe.

However, after rubbing and rubbing, sleepiness hit me, and I actually fell asleep in this bathtub.until a while

I was forced to wake up by a rapid knock on the door.Grabbing a bath towel around his body, he walked towards the door with his dazed body, and opened the door before he even had time to ask anyone.

At this time, I have realized that I have a fever.However, after seeing the person clearly, the physical discomfort was replaced by surprise and amazement.

The person standing at the door was none other than Zuo Yue who had just met yesterday.At this moment, she was looking at me worriedly, with doubts in her eyes.

"Yiyi, what's wrong with you?" She asked me like this, but I didn't know what to say.

"How did you come here?" I was curious how she found my home.

"That's right, there are some problems with the cooperation contract. I went to the company to find you today, but I found that you haven't gone yet. I asked someone for your address and came here. You look so bad, is there something wrong? "

"I didn't..." Before I could finish my words, I fainted.Before I fainted, I felt my body being embraced by her again.That soft embrace made me obsessed.

"Yiyi, tell me, what does it feel like to like someone?" One day, she ran over and asked me this way.And I also answered seriously according to my feelings for her. "Should, I just want to see her every day. When I see her happy, I will be happy. When I see her sad, I will also be sad. When I can't see her, I will feel very sad and at a loss."

"Oh... That's too bad, I seem to like someone." Hearing my answer, she said this, but it made my heart sink.I always thought that I was a rational person, but this short sentence made all my calmness disappear.