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I was pulled over by her to play. At first I didn’t understand the rules of the game, but she always taught me patiently. When other children laughed at me, she would help me refute. I really like playing with her. Game time.

But the happy time always flies by quickly, and it gets dark in the blink of an eye. Her mother came to find her to go home for dinner. She suddenly hugged me and burst into tears. cry.I imitated my mother coaxing me and patted her on the back.

I remember her saying don't go home, don't leave me.Both my mother and aunt laughed. I don't understand what they are laughing at. I only know that the person holding me and crying makes me feel a little uncomfortable.

Later, her mother finally coaxed her well, and she let go of me, but my clothes were wet from her rubbing.She told me again and again that she must come out tomorrow.My mother also promised her that she would take me out, so she obediently went home with her mother.

On the way home, I held my mother's hand and asked her inexplicably: "Mom, why is she crying? Are you unhappy when you go home to eat? I really like to eat the food made by my mother. Is it the meal made by her mother?" Unappetizing?"

My mother replied to me: "It's not that she doesn't love her mother's cooking, she just hates you."

"What is reluctance?"

"She doesn't want to be separated from you, just like now that you go home and can't see each other, she doesn't want to be separated because she can't bear you."

I nodded half understanding: "Then why can't I be reluctant to part with her?"

"She might think she won't see you, but you know you will meet again. So you won't be reluctant."

"Then can I play with her tomorrow? I like her."

"Of course, you can go to her house to play in the future." Mom picked me up and walked into the house.

I happily ate dinner, shared my little friends with my dad, and then lay on the bed and closed my eyes with great anticipation, waiting for the next day to come.

I grew up with her, we depended on each other very much, and basically never quarreled, because she took good care of me, obviously I was several months older than her, but she always stood in front of me to protect me, like a little knight .We entered the same elementary school, the same junior high school, and even the same high school. I thought that we would be admitted to the same university as expected, and we could stay together forever, but fate played a joke on us.

When I was in high school, I found that she had changed a bit, but she was still as good to me as ever. I really couldn’t find the difference, but occasionally she would have a lonely expression on her face, and she would not tell me when I asked her, as if for a while Having a little secret makes me a little unhappy.

There are many people who pursue me, and there are also many who pursue her. I always refuse them kindly, but she is indifferent to them directly. Every time, she will personally clean up the love letters on my desk and cabinet, and then tell me not to fall in love so early.I always answered her with a smile.It seems that I will not refuse any request she makes.

I know her parents are very loving, and every time I visit her home, I can feel how happy she is.Her parents are very kind to me, and I also like to go to her house. Her father always cares about our grades and tells me to take care of her and help her more.But God, how could God have the heart to take away a father who loves his daughter so much.

When I got the news, my heart ached, I don't know how she got through it.I just wanted to rush to her as soon as possible, but my mother stopped me and told me that she still had a lot of things to deal with, her mother was still in bed and needed care, and asked me not to disturb her.I waited anxiously at home, but she didn't give me a call, I don't know what happened to her.

I sneaked to the hospital, and when I saw her, tears welled up in my eyes.That was the first time I saw her so downcast, her eyes lost their brilliance, she was standing in front of the ward, covering her mouth and crying in grief.I walked over and hugged her crumbling body, she hugged me tightly and cried loudly in my arms.I couldn't help crying with her.

Why give her the pain, why treat such a good person like her, I hate the injustice of God, I hate my powerlessness, I hate that I can't be by her side all the time, and I can't do something for her.

My notice arrived a few days later, and I figured she had it too, but when I asked her, she said no.I knew what choice she had made, and I could understand her.But I also feel pity for her, obviously she worked as hard as me, but in exchange for such a return.

I went to school to report with anxiety in my heart, and she said that I would go back to see her during the winter vacation, but I couldn't wait that long, and I couldn't bear to let her bear all this alone.So I went back on National Day, but what I found was the fact that she had left. At that moment, my mind was blank. I went home and cried for several days. My mother hugged me and comforted me for a long time, and said a lot about her. Only then did I know what the 20-year-old woman had to bear. Her mother made her uneasy life worse. I felt very distressed and blamed myself for why I went to school at that time and why I didn't stay with her.

I searched many places but couldn't find her, I don't know where she went, how is she doing, I don't know anything.The holiday time is up, I have to go, come with confidence, and leave with disappointment.

But the only thing I don't understand is why she left. We obviously have such a good relationship, but I can't think of a reason for her to leave here and avoid me.

The university without her is extraordinarily deserted, without her around, everything is not pleasing to the eye, I have not yet adapted to the noisy life without her, and at the same time, I am also very worried about her.But I can't do anything, I can only accept the ending she gave me.

In this way, I separated from her for six years without any reason. I almost gave up looking for her in these years. When I gradually forgot about her, she appeared in front of me again.

She has grown taller, and she is still the same black hair tied in a ponytail, delicate and clean, the figure in my memory gradually overlaps with her, the child who was always smiling when I was a child, Si Youjin who grew up with me is always friendly I greeted her with a smile, and it was her smile that I saw most often.Now she has lost a lot of weight, and she doesn't seem to like to laugh anymore. Life has obliterated her happiness and made her mature and stable.

At that moment, I realized that she had always been in my heart and became a knot in my heart that I couldn't let go of.I want to hug her so much, I want to hear her talk about how she has been doing these years, and I want to know if she will leave me again.

Even after the reunion, we are still familiar, but I feel that there is a gap between her and me, and when I go to investigate, the gap disappears.I don't seem to know her that well, she has a lot of thoughts, even started to avoid me, I don't know what I did wrong, but she is still my best friend.

Chapter 5 Chapter 5

The work gradually stabilized. Si Youjin and Lin Boqing lived together peacefully for half a month. Although Si Youjin still avoided her intentionally or unintentionally. Specifically, when Lin Boqing called her to come to the office, she always He lowered his head and didn't want to look at her.When Lin Boqing passed by her position, she always lowered her head hastily.When Lin Boqing occasionally got off work at the same time as her, she would always sit back in her seat and be dazed for a while.Although these are not easy to detect, but she is as smart as Lin Boqing, how can she not feel it, and to the extent she understands her, she is like a mirror in her heart.

This day, Si Youjin had a rather cumbersome job, so when she finished, the lights were already on, and only the lights in front of her desk were left on in Nuoda's department.She stretched her waist, stretched her stiff body after sitting for a long time, cleaned up the table, and when she turned off the lights and was about to leave, she found that the lights in Lin Boqing's office were still on.

Si Youjin's pretty eyebrows frowned slightly, after thinking for a while, he picked up his backpack and walked towards the door, since he wanted to avoid her, he simply ignored her.

The idea is good, but the emotion of caring about her popped up again. She went out and turned back after a few steps, secretly scolding herself for being worthless. She raised her hand and knocked on the door. Can't stop, did you forget to turn off the lights when you left?

She unscrewed the handle and was slightly stunned. Is that Lin Baiqing? What was she doing lying on the table? Asleep? The snowball of doubts got bigger and bigger, and finally saw Lin Baiqing's face as pale as paper time cracked.