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As soon as I finished speaking, Ling Yinhan pushed me down on the sofa, groping my body restlessly for a while, and then she began to pick off my pajamas again, laughing as she said, "I have Don't you know that without this habit?"

"No more, I'm so tired!" When I realized what she wanted to do again, I resisted vigorously, but Ling Yinhan was at a loss.

"Ling Yinhan!" I'm really angry, no matter how crazy I am, I have to be a little restrained!And she'd never been so mad before!

Ling Yinhan was stunned for a moment, and finally came back to her senses. She helped me tidy up my open neckline with some embarrassment, pulled me up to sit up, wrapped me in her arms, and coaxed me softly: "Xiao Ruo, if I was wrong, don't be angry. Okay? Are you hungry? I'll order now and eat your favorite steamed chicken with millet porridge?"

I turned my head away and didn't speak, just listened to her ordering food on the phone, and after hanging up the phone, both of them were silent.

My heart was a little depressed. Facing Ling Yinhan's silence, I felt an indescribable discomfort for the first time. When we were two people, we always found something to talk about. Even if we didn't talk, the two of us never talked. When I feel bored and have a good heart, a look is worth a thousand words, and my heart is full of happiness. Now, it seems that something has changed.

What's different?Is love no longer?Or is the feeling fading?

The awkward silence made me feel defeated and powerless.

The atmosphere really made me uncomfortable, so I pushed her away, moved my body and sat next to her.

"I'm not angry." The silence was broken by me first, but it was a sentence without beginning and end, and all I got was "um", and then the atmosphere was silent again...

After a while, I was about to say something when I saw Ling Yinhan standing up suddenly. I quickly grabbed her hand and asked anxiously, "Where are you going?"

Ling Yinhan squeezed my hand, smiled uncomfortably: "I'll go to the study to get something."

Her smile didn't reach her eyes, it was just a little perfunctory, as if it was just to appease me.

Finally, under her smile, I let go of my hand, my expression became dazed, and I didn't even know when she left.

Why did she smile so reluctantly at me?Don't laugh if you don't want to laugh, why are you perfunctory me?

I don't understand, I feel a little bitter, why did we become like this?The relationship is as thin as a piece of ice, as if it could break at any time.

After a while, Yin Han didn't come back, I gained some strength, and I walked towards the study with weak steps.

It is said to be a study room, but in fact there are not many books in it. A pure black grand piano has already taken up one-third of the room. When she was free, Ling Yinhan would stay in it and write songs and compose. She was in a bad mood She would also stay inside when she was sick, playing the piano until her mood improved.

I felt her unhappiness, and I thought about the reason why she was in a bad mood, maybe it was because I rejected her request just now.Huan, maybe she also noticed that the relationship between us is walking on thin ice. I have to admit that there is too much sadness in it that makes people powerless.

The study room is next to the master bedroom. When you get closer, you can faintly hear the passionate piano sound pouring out of the study room. It is Beethoven's "Symphony of Fate", Ling Yinhan's favorite piece to play when he wants to vent. none of them.

'I want to hold fate by the throat, it cannot completely yield me. 'This is the only word that comes to my mind when I hear this piano sound.

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Chapter 17 No.17 Once upon a time

I stood outside the door and listened for a while, and finally got up the courage to knock on the door. Maybe Ling Yinhan didn't hear the piano because it was too loud. When I turned the doorknob, I realized that the door was locked from the inside. I tried a few more times confidently, but the door still couldn't be opened. I was a little dazed for a while, because she never locked the door before.

It's hard for me to express in words how turbulent my heart is at this moment, I just feel that my heart is starting to constrict and ache again.

I clutched my chest and leaned against the wall and squatted down slowly. The sound of the piano inside the door was still exciting, and there was no intention of stopping. In a trance, the scene at this moment overlapped with a certain period of time back then...

That time, she also locked the door and shut herself in the study to play the piano, just because I said I don't believe in love.

At that time, I had just moved in to live with Yin Han, and I had just realized my feelings for her, but I told her bluntly that I didn't believe in love, and she was very upset, saying that I didn't believe in her sincerity, although Afterwards, she was made happy by me, but she insisted that I make a promise to her. I had no choice but to solemnly make a promise to her. That was the first and only promise I made to her.

I never made promises to anyone. The world is changing too fast, and the plan will never keep up with the changes. No matter how many and beautiful promises you make but cannot be fulfilled in the end, it is tantamount to a lie, but I have repeatedly made exceptions for her.

As long as she is happy, I can do anything, even if I become less and less like the original me.

Xiao Ruo used to be an extremely rational and decisive person, but because he fell in love with someone, he became so indecisive and unbearable.

After living together, Ling Yinhan always likes to stick to me every step of the way, and never leaves the word "like" in every three sentences. The delicious and fun things always think of me first and leave them to me first. This is the case for a long time, no matter how cold My heart was also warmed up.

I slowly accepted the fact that the person I love is a woman and this woman also loves me. At that time, Ling Yinhan still had long hair and fluttering appearance, taller than me, thinner and prettier than me. She was afraid of cockroaches and Mice are afraid of caterpillars, and they are afraid that I will be unhappy.

She never wore a corset, she often wore skirts to school, and most importantly, she wore underwear.The shirt is one size bigger than mine.

Later, after we lived together, she cut her hair short, stopped wearing skirts, and took care of me like a boyfriend. She changed a lot for me silently, and loved me in the way she felt suitable, although she He didn't ask me if I needed it, but I accepted it silently but didn't say anything.

Yin Han with short hair is handsome and clear, I often say she is handsome, but in fact she is a heroic beauty...

Everything in the past seems to be labeled as past tense, no matter how beautiful it is, it has become an unforgettable memory...

"Xiao Ruo, you are wrong, you shouldn't come back at all..." Tears are always easy to fall, and the tears seem to be endless.

At this moment, I suddenly understood that if I miss it, I miss it, and no matter how hard I keep it, I will never go back to the past. I should have understood that Ling Yinhan loves too decisively, and she and I will never miss the chance to start again , and why did I come back this time...

I have a thousand excuses for coming back, but I can't think of a reason why she still loves me, my heart suddenly hurts so much that I can suffocate...

The sound of the piano in the study suddenly stopped, and then the door was opened vigorously. Ling Yinhan hurried to the living room, but the moment he lifted his foot, he saw a person squatting against the wall.

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Chapter 18 Chapter 18 Reconciliation

"Xiao Ruo?" Ling Yinhan called out my name cautiously, then turned and walked towards me.

She knelt down beside me and put her hands on my hair. Seeing that I was still buried in my head, she said in a panicked voice, "Xiao Ruo? What's wrong with you?"

The knuckles of my clenched fingers had turned white, and the pain had already occupied all my nerves, so I didn't notice that Yin Linghan was squatting beside me, and I didn't hear her worried words.

After a while, the pain subsided a little, and I suddenly felt that there was another person beside me. When I looked up, I saw Ling Yinhan's panicked face.

"What's the matter? Xiao Ruo, don't scare me..." I stared at her blankly, Ling Yinhan hurriedly wiped away the tears and sweat from my face, with a worried expression on her face, such an affectionate expression is I can't pretend, I want to laugh, but the tears are more turbulent.