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"She's fine, I bumped her head and came here." Xu Chenmu was still full of resentment towards Lu Qiong, and his tone was a bit sour when he mentioned it, but Song Xinshan didn't hear it, and smiled: "Then are you okay? "

"Of course not—speaking of which you came here to..."

"My mother——" Song Xinshan choked for a few seconds, collected his thoughts, and picked up the hot water bottle, "If it's convenient for you, let's go out and talk, isn't it suitable here? You don't like this place either! "

"I used to hear people losing their temper, crying, smoking desperately, or staying in the toilet for a long time in the toilet of the hospital. There are many toilets in this world that are actually very interesting. Is there a variety of life, but I should be fine. Things----" Xu Chenmu thought of Lu Qiong saying that she had gone to buy food and asked him to wait when she came back. There was a little willfulness in his heart, so he refused to obey Lu Qiong, "Let's go."

Why was she angry with Lu Qiong herself? She summed it up as vague memories. She vomited out what she wanted to express the most. A shadow, the shadow is in the shape of a monster, always dormant behind Lu Qiong waiting for an opportunity to move, and this shadow is also shrouded behind herself and Lu Qiong, she thinks that besides being angry, what else is she still angry about? , as she said, she always trusts Tang Yi more than herself----

Count it as jealous.But it's a little more serious than jealousy.

Listening to Song Xinshan's narration silently all the way, he poured himself a glass of water. They stopped in a ward. There was only an old man lying there with a peaceful expression. The tube of the ventilator was connected to maintain breathing. Inanimate signs.This is Song Xinshan's mother, who was seriously ill. In the end, she could only use this machine to maintain a "alive" state. She couldn't speak, eat, open her eyes, or feel anything. It was no different from death.

"I came to see her. It's my duty anyway. After suffering from this disease for so many years, I should have been sad. I'm quite rebellious. Seeing her suffering like this now, who dares to pull out the tube? I would have murdered my mother--"

Chapter 73 Thursday: The Old Wife

Lu Qiong held the lunch box and looked at the vacant seats in a daze.

Xu Chenmu looked at Song Xinshan's mother, and suddenly thought of her own mother. When she was standing in front of the tomb, she suddenly thought that she had a certain mission to stand in front of the tomb. To reunite with memories for memories, to collide with opinions, life will continue The ups and downs, the joys and sorrows, the ups and downs along the way, the dead are gone, what is it to insert a tube here and shake a soulless body with human power?

No memory, dead sample.

It has nothing to do with the former Song Xinshan's mother, except for the body.

"Does she have a memory?" She asked in a trance, stunned for a moment, why did she care about memory so much?Does the memory bring me anything?If you don't have the memory, you can just follow Lu Qiong foolishly and sweetly, but having the memory will only make you more distressed.

But she suddenly gave herself a reason to convince herself, she thought, people are happy even when they are stupid, they are happy if they have food, clothing, food and sports, and the lowest level of happiness, if he has wisdom, he will see When you get the vastness of the universe, see the vastness of the world, see the sea and mountains, you will find that you are such a small and ignorant existence, and you will feel pain. But the happiness brought by knowledge is better than the happiness of being full. But also majestic happiness----

So although the memory carries a lot of pain, it is better than ignorance and happiness. Socrates' happiness is different from that of a pig. She is still reluctant to part with her beautiful and colorful memories. , just can't remember it.

"No——" Song Xinshan sat down slumpedly, with his hands on his knees, and he silently lowered his head, "I'm glad to see you today——"

"Well."

"I always wondered, if you hadn't met Lu Qiong, would you have been with me all the time?"

???

who?Who is with you all the time...

Xu Chenmu became much more energetic now, and suppressed the astonishment in his eyes. This person suddenly said such words, and judging by the tone, it seemed... as if they had been together before...

She was suddenly a little scared. Could it be that Lu Qiong didn't trust her so much after she cheated on her?But she went over the facts in her mind, this is not right, she has never betrayed Lu Qiong in her mind, she believes that she will not----

I was almost confused by Song Xinshan. If I really believed it, I would have to burn incense and kowtow to her to ask for forgiveness. My mind was oiled and started to turn, looking at Song Xinshan's mother: "You plan to do this Leave her alone?"

"Otherwise, what else can I do?" Song Xinshan's tone was a little cautious, and he put it lightly, with the tip of his tongue against his chest as if he was gently caring for something, for fear that if he said it seriously, it would be a blasphemy to Xu Chenmu.

"I don't know, this is your own choice," Xu Chenmu stopped talking after successfully changing the subject, she thought that Lu Qiong should have returned by now, would she look for herself?Does she feel like everyone is saying goodbye after she runs away?What if you call the police?Will she be in a hurry?She was full of ideas, but none of them were accurate. She thought that her nose was itchy, as if she was about to have a long nose like Pinocchio. Did she lie?She didn't, when did she lie?She never said that she can't run anymore, and she can do whatever she wants if she runs again.

In short, let Lu Qiong wait so much anyway, so he let go of his heart, spread his heart into a big cake and threw it aside. Song Xinshan frowned for a long time as if he had been driven into hell by his own words, and sighed unceasingly. The whole room Filled with his sighs, as if shrouded in such negative emotions, Xu Chen thought that standing next to Lu Qiong had such emotions, and now sitting in front of a man whose strangeness to her is gradually fading, it is still the same atmosphere……

After coughing a few times, Youyou opened her mouth. She thought that she looked like the reincarnation of Cixi, but the words in her heart were extremely sincere, and even the image of the person in the words came alive as if the voice and smile were still in front of her eyes. She said Speaking of his mother, he spoke out all her mother's instructions about the afterlife, with a long ending.

Originally it was just perfunctory, procrastinating time to relieve embarrassment, gradually a sincere heart surfaced by accident, the image of the remaining mother in the memory became much fuller, she talked about the dignity of the dead, she said that the value of a person is Thinking, brain death is death. After that, all existence is meaningless. After talking a lot, I vented all my own or my mother's views. After I finished speaking in one breath, I realized that I had said a lot. When I was young, when the nurse came in to record, he saw an extra person here, and after a few glances, he felt familiar, but he didn't know where he had seen it before, so he retreated angrily.

When Xu Chenmu said it, he regretted that he had said so much. It was like telling Song Xinshan, you go and stop breathing anyway, since she is hopeless, just take care of the funeral.

Get up hurriedly, say I have something to do and leave first, Song Xinshan looked up, she realized that this man was crying.

"..." In this way, she couldn't bear it immediately, as if she had done something cruel to him, sighed, and sat opposite him, thinking that if she had a microphone in her hand and a camera behind her, She wouldn't be so flustered, prying into the secrets of people's hearts is scary and unprepared, and there is no reason at all. When she saw this man, his mind was full of lilies in the sun, and she didn't know why he was so magical.

What is the word magic?She was stunned and lowered her head, and Song Xinshan spoke at this moment.

"I think I'm ashamed - every day those nurses come to wash my mother's body, she has no privacy at all, I pretend to be a dutiful son, I want to make up... I used to treat her badly, I hate that our family is poor, and being poor is looked down upon. Others say that I am poor, and I can't even catch up with a girl..." Looking at Xu Chenmu, Xu Chenmu immediately felt pointed, folded his arms and looked back. Grinning grinningly, he lowered his head and continued, "I often quarrel with my mother, and I also get angry at her for being so stubborn and saying a lot of nasty things... Later, when she was ill, I didn't want to come to see her--etc. I was in a critical condition, and I panicked, a little scared, and then I remembered that she was kind to me, she was alone...she raised me so much...I worked day and night, and the medical expenses were still not enough ,later----"