Xia Qiu has not arrived

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"When you get there, you'll know." Wei Ping didn't want to explain too much, and the two climbed the mountain silently without saying a word until they reached the top of the mountain.

"The scenery here is still so good." Xia Ran sighed involuntarily, but there was no figure in the empty dàngdàng above. "Where is Qiu Leyu? Where are people?"

Wei Ping looked at Xia Ran, stretched out his hand and pointed to the back.All I saw was a burial mound standing behind the pine tree, surrounded by white stones, and I couldn't tell what it was unless I looked carefully from the back.

Xia Ran looked at Wei Ping and asked him to verify some things. Wei Ping's eyes were very calm and he motioned for Xia Ran to go and have a look.impossible!Absolutely impossible!Xia Ran walked around step by step, to the front of the tomb.In the photo on the tombstone is a very familiar person, under the photo is only the tomb of Qiu Leyu, nothing else.

Xia Ran lowered her head and put on an ugly smile when she looked up again: "You, you are joking with me, where is Qiu? You let her come out, I have something to tell her."

"She is here." Wei Ping put his hand on the tombstone: "She left a month ago. She said she wanted to sleep peacefully in her hometown. Let us bury her here. She said she wanted to witness the changes of the times."

Xia Ran's stiff smile froze on her face: "Impossible! Absolutely impossible! She is only 28 years old! How is it possible, impossible!"

"Advanced cancer." Wei Ping said with sadness in his eyes, "I tried every available method and was unable to recover. Leyu signed the waiver of treatment. This is her choice. Yes, she is only 28 years old! She We have been struggling with the serious illness, but Coke language is still gone, we are all very sad, but we have to admit that this is the truth, please recognize the reality."

The smile faded away, leaving behind Xia Ran's pale face. She didn't know what kind of feeling she felt in her heart, as if she couldn't feel it.

"If this is reality, I'd rather live in a dream." Xia Ran had thought countless times about what Qiu Leyu's life would be like in the future, but she never thought it would end like this.She would rather wish Qiu Leyu and others a happy life than lying alone in the cold soil.Qiu Leyu disappeared, not only from Xia Ran's world, but from this world forever.

Wei Ping walked to Xia Ran's side and patted her on the shoulder comfortingly, and handed her the information bag in his hand: "Open it and have a look, this is what Le Yu asked me to give you before leaving."

Very thick kraft paper bag, very heavy in hand.Xia Ran slowly opened the bag, and took out a letter, a photo album, and a pen from it.

On the envelope was written in Qiu Leyu's handwriting----Zhi Xia Ran.

Xia Ran's hands trembled slightly, she was a little scared, afraid that she would open the letter.

Wei Ping held up an umbrella for Xia Ran, afraid that the rain would wet important things such as letters.He said: "This is Le Yu's last relic, I hope you can keep it well."

Xia Ran glanced at Wei Ping, carefully tore open the white letter paper, and the words on it were fine and beautiful.

Xia, I think when you read this letter, I am no longer alive.Over the years, there have been many things I wanted to say to you personally, but it is a pity that I couldn't wait for this opportunity after all.So I want to write to you and tell you everything I want to say, what I haven’t said, and what I haven’t said in time.You must be asking why?I'm telling you, I'm a selfish person, all along.Thank you very much for appearing in my life and accompanying me through the years of college. That time was the best part of my life.I have been thinking that I want to be a good friend and best friend with you for a lifetime.In fact, I am not ignorant of your feelings for me.I noticed it a long time ago, and I have gradually lost my heart towards you. I think the line between us has blurred, blurred a long time ago.But I don't have the courage to take that step. I keep reminding myself that we are just friends and we can't cross the line!But I am also greedy for your kindness to me, and I am so greedy for your whole being that I can't extricate myself.I was taken aback by your confession that day. I never thought that such words would come out of your mouth. You broke all the boundaries I set before.I'm very confused and don't know how to respond to you, but I know we can't be together, and there is no so-called happy ending.You have your parents, I also have my mother, and we are both only children, what should we do if our parents are together?Is it to hide it from them?Or be honest with them?No, I can't, I don't have the guts to do it.Although we say that we don't care what other people think, but under the pressure of public opinion and the pressure of society, can we really bear all the pressure?I can't imagine.So I lied and told you no against my will.I want us to get back on track, should I never be?Xia, I'm sorry I broke your heart.At the beginning, I wanted to calm down for a while, but I didn't expect that my mother saw the text message you sent me that night.My mother found out about our relationship, and she told me a lot, she said that homosexuality is mental illness!It's perverted!I argued with her for a few words and finally got into a big fight. She broke the phone card and smashed my mobile phone. Finally, my mother knelt on the ground and cried and begged me not to go this way. Don’t be with you connect.To prevent me from going down this path, I live a life of being watched 24 hours a day.She asked for a leave of absence for me, and the transfer procedures were quickly completed. We went to L City to live in a relative's house temporarily. My mother said that she would never come back again.I was wondering if it would be good to cut off all contact with you like this, and withdraw from your life completely, so that the two of us no longer meet, and can return to our respective paths.But then I regretted it, regretted not saying goodbye to you.

After leaving you, you linger in my mind like a nightmare. For this reason, I specially made a few boyfriends to forget you in my heart.But I was wrong, very wrong.No one can compare to your position in my heart. The more you are like this, the more I can't forget, and I can't forget everything you have done.It's clear to me that I want you, just to have you alone!I also understand very well that I can't ask for it, I'm sorry!

After graduation, I successfully found a good job, and I like to travel everywhere. I want time to forget all this.I have traveled to many places in the country, and also to some distant places abroad. These places are the places we once said we would go together. I took pictures of many landscapes and people, but I did not take pictures of you.

Two years ago, my health was getting worse and worse, so bad that I had to go to the hospital for an examination, and it was found that the cancer was terminal.Didn't expect that I would get this disease?Maybe God can't see it. If you hurt one of your hearts, you will take my life to accompany you. I think this is not bad, God is fair.

I missed you more and more in those days when I was lying on the sick bed, always thinking back to those days when we were in college.The course of chemotherapy is very intensive, and every time it makes me miserable, my hair falls out, and I become an ugly woman.I think if you saw me at this time, you would not recognize me.In order to fulfill my mother's wish, and to give my mother an explanation, I agreed to get married with my gay honey Wei Ping,

He's a man to trust and a great big brother at the same time.

Later, my body became weaker and weaker. I originally wanted Wei Ping to go to you to see you for the last time, but I forgot my last wish.But I don't want you to see my ghostly appearance now, I want you to always have that beautiful appearance in your memory.Yes, I am such a selfish person.I once made a wish, if I can get well this time, I will drop everything and go to you.It's a pity that I know I won't live long, so I signed an agreement to give up treatment. At the last moment of my life, I want to tell you the answer I owe you: Xia Ran, I love you.

I am such a selfish person, so selfish that I want you to remember me forever, I am not willing to leave your world like this.Xia... please forgive me.Qiu Leyu's own handwriting

Originally thought that I didn't care in my heart, originally thought it was my own wishful thinking.The memories of the past beat Xia Ran's heart like a sea làng.Scenes of memory fragments emerged in her mind.